Wynne

So bored, so free, so empty

2012-02-06T14:58:00.001+08:00

Yes, here I am blogging at work because I believe I have finished all work there is for me today (:

Ama told me that I shldnt let it be my only source of happiness and that my life shld evolve around other things as well. I think I'm starting to get what she's trying to say but it's not easy :/ my life is so mundane that I have no other sources of happiness! But if I depend on it solely for my happiness then my days are forever on a roller coaster ride. Howwww and it's not like the solution I'm looking for is temporary because it's gonna repeat itself though in shorter cycles after I get past this. I need a permanent solution. I need to keep my mind off it. I need a job more engaging than this. I need... Sigh.

After all these happening, I'm really really convinced that everything happens for a reason. So I believe what I'm experiencing now will be important in the future and I will endure it!

"Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone"

Sweet misfortune

2012-02-03T12:59:00.001+08:00

You're horrible to make me miss you so bad :(

One of them

2012-02-01T07:50:00.001+08:00

I guess, I am now one of them alr. The news came quite unexpectedly although I know deep down I hope it came much earlier to spare myself the misery. As each day goes by, the more certainty I hold which is apparently good news to my friends. I feel myself changing too, I can't help it and totally nvr saw it coming. Now I understand how and why but I hope this blows over ASAP because I'm not exactly enjoying it :/

BEST CHALET EVER

2012-01-15T14:37:00.001+08:00

I think this weekend has been the awesomest in my life!

Kk, lemme start with the meetup with yt and kz. Well, we haven't exactly been in the same clique even when we were in Sec 3 but for some weird reason, we always seem to be able to talk about things at length once we sit down together. I guess we realized it at that ad hoc outing to Far East Plaza after/between our options in Sec 4. We have since sorta named ourselves gossip girls but gossiping has greatly declined over the years and the meetup this time was mainly to talk about life. Well, a sign of maturity (:

Yep, so we kinda talked about our pre, during and post A's lives, our anxiety and worries with the uncertainties in life and a lil about almost everything else. It was quite nice meeting them to kinda renew our friendships but I just had to have a sudden sinus attack on my way there and as a result, suffered from an annoying headache for quite sometime. Stupid erratic weather to have caused all these :/

Well, the good thing was, it didn't last till chalet which I'm totally totally grateful for. I could sense the bitchy side of me emerging when my headache was ongoing and was this close to kp-ing the rest cos I felt really pissed. Good thing, I exercised restraint and self-control cos I later realized I didn't have the right to be angry cos the guys were being really nice to settle all the foodstuff for a few good hours (:

As it turned out, I was the first girl to arrive and too-pid tat (hurhur) just had to lock me out in the hot hot sun while he enjoyed the air con inside -_-

Okay, anw the main point is, the chalet was the best that i've been to because the BBQ is the most successful. This I really need to take my hat off tat. His culinary skills are crazy to have marinated all those awesome meat. That's why I say, he will always be part of my plan :D We have to give it to him for being such a good party planner. Too bad ama fell sick so she couldn't join us but let's just hope there'll be more to come so that no one, and I mean NO ONE, will miss out on anything anymore :DDD

Oh and I gotta do some justice to the people who made the chalet so awesome too, other than the food. It was so awesome also partly cos I literally had good food sent directly to my mouth everytime I opened it, heh. Many many thanks to those who fed me which include kw, sam, tat, aaron and qq (((: it was the fullest I ever felt at a bbq because usually at BBQ, we spend more time cooking than eating but with these ppl ard to feed me, I had no single moment that I was hungry. I was so bloated that I had to reject the steak at the end ><

Once again, loved the company, loved the food! My life is complete (((:

Cheemology

2012-01-15T12:59:00.001+08:00

Okay, on the long train ride home and shall try a cryptic post cos I'm in quite an unusual mood. Can't quite place what mood exactly but yea, just bear with it. Don't read if u'll get frustrated from not understanding cos it's cryptic mainly cos I need an avenue to sort out my personal thoughts.

First up, E told me the reason for his late night apologetic msg all the way from Vietnam. Well, idk why I am not as adversely affected as they expected me to be. I don't understand his guilt but o wells, shouldnt be complaining cos it means our friendship remains. Nothing has changed, just a lil puzzled that's all. I hope.

Next, they thought I didn't hear it but I could hear the gist of their conversation and curious as I am, I kinda regretted eavesdropping. It's true that curiosity kills the cat. I am affected, no doubt and I sense that i'm lapsing into 'that' mode. My heart says that it should be different this time but to do what it says is counterintuitive :/ confused confused confused. Conflict of the brain and heart - one of the very few times the logical me cannot get consensus from both my important organs.

Hopefully, I'm just too tired and hopefully everything will just solve by themselves when I wake up from a good sleep (:

Disclaimer: these two events did not necessarily happen in the recent past so don't be mistaken if u're trying to make any intelligent guesses.

Friends - your mirror

2012-01-06T10:22:00.002+08:00

I realise that it's really true that you learn more about yourself through your friends and people whom you interact with. It's either they're close enough to tell you straight in the face things about you or it's through comparing reactions to the same situation. I find myself asking whether I would do the same thing as that person shld the situation be applicable to me, then I analyse the similarity or difference. I think, it was a year of introspection for me. So much me-time which arose from the need to study for A's. Everything was me, me, me and me. It was like I have A's so I own the world and everyhing else is secondary. Well, the introspection was much needed and appreciated but So self-centred that I feel disgusted now thinking back.

Yep, so here comes my another new year resolution: less about myself and more about others. I don't know what am I gonna do yet but I will keep this in mind in everything I do. Whether or not Aceh/Cambodia plans materialise, FAB shld really start thinking about serving the community again. A's was our excuse but now that it's over, no more procrastination. Hopefully, the next time we meet, constructive plans can be made other than the usual pigging out (: Time to reconnect with Mr Lim to see what plans he has and prolly ask about the possibility of my involvement in his organisation (:

Anw, smth random: I FINALLY GOT JJ'S ALBUM LIKE AFER 5 DAYS OF ITS RELEASE. Muahaha. Not so much of a music critic myself so not gonna comment on the songs cos I LOVE THEM ANYWAY. Oops. Prime example of 爱屋及乌. And it's on replay as usual until I familiarise myself with all the songs :DD Okay, obviously damn happy now so gonna leave this post on this happy note :D

Sad...not!

2012-01-04T20:10:00.002+08:00

Sighhh, can't believe my luck. Being friendzoned just after I went to google what it means :/ Dayummm.

Anyway, my day was pretty horrible. I was super distracted in the morning. Yes, I was affected. BUT I refused to admit it. So I kinda spent the morning convincing myself that I was okay and yea, in the midst, I couldn't concentrate at all which explained the need to clean up my own mess in the later part of the day :/ Then, after lunch...I kinda got sick of that naggy feeling. I surrendered and said to myself "OKAY I ADMIT IT" and omg, it worked like magic! I instantly felt better and my productivity shot up.

Yep, so I'm definitely definitely okay alr. And yes, good thing I haven't gone too deep down. Then again, I guess there'll still be a 杯弓蛇影 effect. I'll be more wary the next time I even think of smth like that. Don't think I want to experience being friendzoned again :/It's prolly a sign to tell me that I shouldn't be too anxious. Slow and steady wins the race! Yep, will keep that in mind from now on (:

I won't emo because it's not worth it. In fact, I'm kinda glad it happened. A worthy life lesson I think. I think I am too sheltered, too noob which may explain why I haven't had the chance to emo. It is that way not because the gods are having mercy on me by giving me an easy life but rather it's because of the choices I made. As a true-blue Taurus, I am a very down-to-earth person and down-to-earth also means safe. My motto in life goes smth like "better be safe than sorry", yep so the paths I chose were fool-proof, hard to go wrong that way. So, hard to go wrong=no chance to experience failure=no chance to emo.

Right, so.... cheers to one step closer to being more adventurous! :D

2012-01-04T10:48:00.001+08:00

Friendzoned!

And the checking stops...?

2012-01-02T00:20:00.001+08:00

Hmm yes the checking went on well, at an incredible speed in fact. Perhaps it went too well and too fast to end equally well :/

Realized he is a very very guarded person deep down, behind that innocent face. He made me realize how simple I am. I don't like to think what the other person's agenda is, I hope for the best anyway. I find life easier that way. Prolly a reason why I don't do well at games like checkers or chess (I don't even know how to play chess -_-) too. These games require too much pre-empting and this small simple brain of mine just ain't up for playing such mind games.

Well, not saying that being as trusting as me is good considering how the experience with uncle A went but I don't think being that cautious is advisable either. Would definitely love to rub off some of my simplicity onto him but it's really too premature. Too premature to be treading into such personal matters. What I'm suggesting is to be done in the capacity of a friend so please don't get me wrong.

Don't know whether I've mentioned this before but I find it very tiring trying to interact with someone who has a negative outlook in life. I get very exasperated. Maybe even up to the point of having the urge to point a gun at the person and say "JUST LOVE LIFE, WILL YOU?!" haha oops, my violent tendencies are showing xD

Anw, yes, I'll continue to try in my capacity as a friend to make ppl around me more optimistic despite the failures I've had. New year resolution number 2: persevere.

Sighhhh to end this post off, all I can say is that it is not going the way I hoped for but I'll keep an open mind and see what happens next (:

Eve of New Year's Eve

2011-12-30T20:24:00.002+08:00

Okay, first I need to clarify that I am not despo. I just find Mr Cute amusing and like my source of excitement in my boring workplace. So like at least there's smth to be excited about and to keep my days going. For example, I was absolutely thrilled when he emailed/msged me whether I wanted to Skittles. I ate all that he gave me and didn't offer any to my other colleagues xD Yep, things like this make work more interesting yknow. And so, lemme reiterate, I am not despo.

Yep, just to clear things up (: Anw, quick update on my life during the Christmas hols:
1)MASSIVE jam at Malaysian customs on the 24th, stuck there for 3 hours so our whole trip took like 6 hours instead of the usual 3 -_-

2)Spent eve at the condo, rolling up my posters which my uncle took down to repaint the house and caught a few fireworks. Slept at 9 cos no one except my sis and I was at home. Our parents were more haps than us :/

3)Shopped for CNY clothes and watched Sherlock Holmes at night. One ticket was like equivalent to s$5~ woots!

4)Shopped somemore and bought more stuff for CNY before preparing to come back to sg. Reached sg at like 12am.

Yep. This week has been pretty happening, a lil tired (my poor eyebags) but not complaining cos it was fun! More happening stuff tmr cos there's countdown at Aaron's house! I wonder if Aaron bought any food from his hols which we can kope xD

Anw, one downside of this happening week is that I haven't had the time to study for my BTT which is like next fri :/// It'll be absolutely embarrassing if I fail (>.<) kayz, hopefully I can study tmr. OH and u know what, I submitted my time sheet alr! I shld be paid in a week's time $_$

And one last random thing, JJ's releasing his latest album tmr! EXCITESSSSS

Okay, running out of things to say. Will decide whether or not to do New Year resolutions when it's really 2012. Till then, CIAOS~

Work ain't that bad (:

2011-12-22T18:55:00.001+08:00

Haha found the app to blog on the go! So here I am on the bus home from my 4th day of work (:

Yesterday was a bad bad day cos I made so many mistakes that I find it hard to forgive myself although my supervisors didn't scold me :/

But, as the saying goes, once the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Yep, so today was much much better!

I finally made friends with Mr Cute (: Hehe, he ain't super good looking but nice and cute :DD

Was early at work today and so was he. Saw his name on the log when I signed in and was secretly hoping he would see me. And so he did! What's more, he sat at Venus's seat (which was right beside mine) and talked to me!! That was early in the morn and totally made my day. We were kinda gossiping about that uncle who apparently targeted anyone new ><

Yep and after lunch, we kinda chatted over email (cos u know, comps in office don't have msn and u can't fb). It was a funny and novel experience cos fancy chatting over email!

Anyway, Venus, who is a temp staff and is also leaving real soon like tmr, worked the whole day today so I had more time talking to her! She's some funny girl xD and she kinda introduced me to her friend, lol. Her description of me was a must-marry girl, well she obviously hasn't known me well enough!

Yepp so made new friends and the technical parts of work were much much better cos I'm getting used to them.

YAYY TO WORK :DD Christmas lunch buffet tmr and dinner with half-fab! Excites!!

Kk, going off, ciao!!

1st day of work!

2011-12-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

Well, first day of work was... smooth-sailing. Or should I say uneventful? Except for the stupid rain in the morn which soaked my shoes and pants, causing me to freeze in the office and the sending-me-to-the-wrong-dept episode, it really wasn't exciting :/

Then again, there's this one uncle sitting two tables behind me who found interest in coming along to my table once in a while to talk about uni apps and scholarship. He insisted that I take either med or law cos they're high-paying and exciting jobs compared to that of an accountant. He pushed on even more after learning that I was from RJ xD

Sigh, I kinda regret telling ppl that I about my Raffles background because they just assume that I'm damn smart, which I am definitely not. I feel pressured too cos it means I'm expected to be smart when I'm totally capable of blonde moments. Yes, as much as I hate bimbos, I can be very blonde sometimes :/

Anyway, being in an office full of 20 to 30 year-olds facing the computers all day long, I think I kinda understand what the uncle was trying to say. Being stucked in the office in front of the computer doing the same things over a million times won't make it a good career. Yep, so I needa re-think about my future. I thought that having a mundane brainless job will be ideal for me cos I'm too lazy to think. Then, I realised how real mundane it can get after getting a shot at admin work although it wasn't a lot to start with :/

Good thing I got the job I guess, at least I think I know what I don't want (: Alright, more exciting weeks ahead I guess, once I get my ID and I'll be able to get down to real work! :D

Mirror

2011-12-18T12:13:00.003+08:00

Having come to the end of 2011 and 12 years of my formal education, I think it's important to reflect on what have these 12 years of education done to me before I take another step into a whole new world of adulthood.

I think it's time to appreciate the education we have received despite our many complaints. Think about South Africa, think about Cambodia and you will know why we should really be embracing our education. I cannot be more thankful for the opportunities presented to me in the three schools that I've been.

Primary school:
It's the very first place where I realised that there is a difference between hard power and soft power. I remember rather clearly the discipline master telling me that if I wanted to be a Head Prefect, I needed more than the ability to assert authority -I needed to be able to relate to people. Well, not those words exactly because I wouldn't have known what it meant to be relating to people. What she really said was that I should be opening up and talking to people. Yes, her advice was to just TALK. Weird as it sounds, it's true. I've always been an introvert and back in those days, I would really rather be keeping to myself. I could command but anything more personal will be a no-no.

I never really quite grasped what it really meant to be relating to people but I did take her advice and seemed like it was sufficient cos I became Head Prefect anyway. Thinking back, it's so insignificant but it meant the world to me back then. Things lose importance as you grow older.

Special mentions go to Mr Morris Koh, my p3/4 teacher who adored me like crazy, and Mrs Josephine Lim, my p5/6 FT, who taught our class well despite the immense stress. I don't know where they are now because they both left the school but I sincerely want to thank them. From the bottom of my heart. They are prolly the only teachers that made me feel like I was loved.

Secondary school:
It really wasn't easy for me. Knowing me, a person who detests change, I had much difficulty in adapting. I was the only one from my pri sch in RG. It prolly didn't strike me soon enough when I decided to put that as my first choice. It was really a cultural shock. I mean, I was from a neighbourhood school and then plonked into this atas environment where everyone spoke almost perfect english. I was like O_O I survived well on singlish and mandarin in my pri sch and had to code-switch to almost entirely english. Well, I survived I guess.

Anyway, what I think changed in me the most after RG was that I learnt to be more caring and less pragmatic. I mean, how can you not when you see people squealing and hugging each other on the first day of orientation? I was never the touchy-feely kind of person and so I was like O.o I guess, that was the very first time I was introduced to what it means to be a girl. Being in a co-ed environment in pri sch meant, to me, that I had to toughen up. I acted like I was a boy most of the time. I caught spiders and ants during recess.

Yepp, so back in RG, there was no place for me to be acting like a boy. Plus all the angel-mortal thing, JPSB, OSL etc etc I learnt what it meant to care. I learnt how to express concern. I admit, it was a bit superficial when I first started. Asking things like "How are you? Are you okay?" was rather forced and pretentious. Then, it slowly became a real need to know, especially when the person in question is someone I really cared about. I still do experience problems in expressing care and concern outrightly so don't be surprised if I actually do care more than what you're seeing.

Junior College:
Back in a co-ed environment and the instinct was to toughen up again. Yes, it was instinctive. I guess I just don't like being seen as less competent by the opposite gender. Despite being called a Man and all amongst my cca mates, I never really realised it until a certain someone actually asked me in the face whether I can be more lady-like.

Wow. And ouch.

And so, I've learnt that being more boy-ish is not good, in the courting sense. Noted. But it doesn't mean I'll change. Yep, okay JC life lessons are mostly about interactions with the opposite gender so no need to be so explicit about it. Won't say I've learnt everything that there is but at least I have an inkling.

Well, life is a constant lesson. No syllabus so you'll never be able to expect what you'll learn.

14 days till the supposed year in which the world will end. What have I not done? Lots. What have I done? Lots more, because the present is always worth more than the 'I will's and uncertainties in life.

Will get CPF soon...

2011-12-16T12:31:00.002+08:00

Heyo everyone!

After 3 crazy days of jobhunting, I'm employed!

It's both scary and exciting at the same time. Scary because I'll be going into unknown territories where I'll be working with adults and stuff. I just realised I may become another Niccol and will have to settle my lunches myself considering how I won't know anyone else there :( Like how ama would put it, I'll be lonelygurl93 for three months T_T Haha, but that will be the least of my concern la, at most I'll just make quick lunches and rush back to do work. Imma gonna impress my boss yo :D

And exciting obviously cos it'll be something new! My first job everrrrr. I felt so noob everytime they asked whether I've got any work experience and I had to say no :/ Too sheltered for the past 12 years of education la, time to toughen up! I refuse to be labelled as a member of the strawberry gen!

Right, and working also means my mind will be taken off thinking about stupid things. I think I reached the emo-est point of my life these past few days cos I had just too much time on my hands to think about stupid things. It's crazy what excessive free time does to your brain or maybe I'm just wired for depression if not for my hectic life.

Whatever it is, now I have more important things to be thinking and worried about. One of them is my attire :/ I've gotta wear office wear for my job but I'm only 18! Office wear is so old and where am I gonna find them! I know I can buy them but I don't want to spend money even before I can earn it. I guess I can always wear my sis's but she's already complaining how limited her wardrobe is and I'll essentially be cutting it half if I borrow from her. But my sis ain't upset cos she thinks that it's a great excuse for her to indulge in her shopaholic tendencies. SIGH. Okay, I have a feeling that I'll be laughing to myself reading this years later. Fancy fretting over such things (>.<)

Yep so that's one thing that I gotta settle for the next two days. In the meantime, I shall try to load House onto my phone so I can watch it when I commute home from work :D

That's about it! BB!

InterJCs

2011-12-14T12:31:00.003+08:00

Our coach told us to write down why we wanted to win InterJC. This was what I wrote (roughly):

"I want to win because I don't want to disappoint our seniors. I want to carry on the legacy that our seniors started....I want to win because I want to have something to think back on when the mugging gets dry"

Indeed, the taste of victory was sweet. I smiled to myself as and when I replay my awesome catch in the semi-finals and the winning score in my head. But the smile was always accompanied by a tinge of sourness. It's the heartache that came with the victory.

Cahyadi's agonised look on the field during the universal point game after aggravating his ACL injury got stuck in my head. He really meant it when he said he was willing to die for the team and he has my all-time respect. This little boy here, no taller than me, had courage that overwhelmed me.

This sport (yes, I regard it as a sport although many would like to disagree), has taught me so much, much more than I expected. I can't put them into words properly but they certainly impacted my life. It is amazing how every tear, blood and sweat we shed were for one common goal and we achieved it. Nothing beats seeing and touching success after so much hardwork...

I never realised how much I missed frisbee until I went to watch training this Monday. I was really itching to run on the field. I missed sitting there at the stadium steps, separated into darks and whites and talking about strategies for the upcoming scrimmage. I miss cutting, I miss vert stack, I miss hori stack, I miss endzone stack, I miss forehand, I miss backhand, I miss dumps, I miss hucks, I miss running deep, I miss in-cuts, I miss... Yes, I really do miss playing frisbee, playing with my team mates, playing with D-line, playing with a goal in mind.

But too bad, I don't think I can ever pick it up as a sport anymore. My mum doesn't allow me to :/ Don't think I've told this to many people but I was this close to having to quit Frisbee last year. My parents were worried sick that I may just end up paralysed or smth just because I had sprains here and there. That's why I never told them about all the ACL tears there is in the CCA. I never did and never will. I, of course, cried and begged and thank god, it worked. Having been that close to losing a sport that I loved, I think I appreciated the CCA more. Probably the reason why I was so bent on getting into Team A.

I remember so clearly wanting to be in the team that clinch the gold. I wanted to be part of it and not standing at the sidelines cheering like what happened last year. The want became so great that I found myself tearing at night, worried that I was not good enough to make it. Yes, I admit, I was depressed. My heart was heavy all the time during selections. I had to try so hard to convince myself that should I not make it to team, it would be for the good of everyone. I prep-ed myself every time; before, during and after trainings. I was at my all-time low but it also meant that the only way was up from there.

Training after selections was intensive, with suicides for every mistake made, I dare say that period was the fittest I ever got. But I enjoyed every bit of it. I would be lying if I say I didn't want training to end but it always felt good after training because you know you worked hard. On top of that, we had Young Knights training too for Summer League. It was awesome playing good players of our age. The sense of pride you feel when you're playing for a half-club x)

It's sad that I'll have to let all these go and that they'll all have to be just part of my memories but I choose to believe that when one door closes, another one opens. This is prolly a sign for me to engage in another sport (:

Everything happens for a reason.

Love Stories

2011-12-14T12:23:00.003+08:00

Have witnessed too many sad love stories. What's mine?

Nine names but none made it to my love story.

Picky? No. Only asking for mutuality.

Not desperate, only resigned. Resigned to fate, resigned to the fact that I'm not the luckier few.

To those lucky ones, you have my many many blessings. Such things don't come easy (:

Post A's and beyond

2011-12-11T18:39:00.004+08:00

Right, here I am, many many months after my last post - with fresh memories of A levels and grad night.

Okay, IDK WHERE TO START :/

Alright, so A levels officially ended 10 days ago (but unofficially, 17days ago). Doesn't matter what I've done all these while cos what really mattered was what happened before that. I just can't put into words how much I miss my study gang. How much I miss going for lunch at 11 with everyone pointing fingers at everyone else to justify having an early lunch when we were actually just trying to escape the books for a while because we were all just as hungry. I miss how we always had to fret over our dinner and how, through our desperation and ingenuity, we solved the problem for some nights. Other nights, we'll just surrender and settle it at 7-11.

No doubt, there were times when I totally dreaded waking up in the morning to go school to study, to repeat the whole process over again. However, I never regretted going all the way down to school because it was never monotonous with the study gang around. They made studying bearable, even enjoyable. I really appreciate that. I don't know how else I would have pulled through that period. There were times when I felt like giving up but these dudes and dudettes kept me going (: For that, I love them very much.

Of course, I made a new friend too. Idk how it happened but I guess he just plonked down at our study table in the library one fine day and declared he was going to study with us from then on. Unexpected, I kinda just accepted him as part of our gang. Oh wait, it was never that easy with me around. To be accepted, of course, means having to endure my kp face for a period of time. Well, obviously he passed and we truced so we're friends now :D Yes, he is none other than Tat.

Speaking of Tat, I'm reminded of our night cycling incident the night after prom. It's an experience too important and too memorable not to be documented. I mean, WE WALKED FOR FREAKING 14KM IN FREAKING 4 HOURS FROM PASIR RIS TO ECP FROM 2 TO 6AM. Yes, you must be wondering "Wasn't it night CYCLING?" Well, being energetic and adventurous, we thought that the night was still young, the moon was beautiful, the silence was golden so we decided that walking alongside our bikes would make more sense. NOT.

Sorry, we weren't as adventurous as we hoped we were. We had no choice :( The truth is, kw's rented bike gave way while we had fun going up and down the slopes - the damned chain broke. At Pasir Ris. Being the brudders we were, we of course couldn't cycle back to ECP where we rented the bikes from and leave kw behind so we braved the situation altogether. One for all, all for one. We're called Rafflesians for a reason (:

I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason and so, this episode was meant to strengthen our already-strong friendship. It gave us one more reason to hold on to this friendship of ours having gone through so much together. It gave us a collective memory which we can talk and joke about even 50years down the road. It's the evidence of our friendship.

Oh right, I haven't explained how Tat came into the picture. Well, he met us poor folks halfway at Bedok while we were making our way back during the incident although he didn't have to. Maybe he was high from the party that he came from but whatever it was, it was very nice of him to join us along the way to try to hype things up cos we were really really on the brink of "dying". It was 4am, mind you, and he offered to come all the way down and walk with us. Very very queer boy but his act was very much appreciated :')

Yep, I guess I'm kinda done with recording down the more important aspects of my life that happened in this 2-3months. Will prolly backtrack a lil to InterJCs the next post. Till then, bye my friends (:

FPW

2011-04-08T21:18:00.003+08:00

Yes, if you don't understand the title, read it letter by letter with angst and subsequently, change the F to something more vulgar.

FREAK seriously, PW is a measure of NOTHING. All those hardwork and late nights called for just a B while those slackers out there get their As? WHAT THE FREAKK

Okay, just to clarify, it's not me who got B but I feel immense unjust for those who got it, especially those whom I know deserve much more than just a B. PW is just downright screwed up and I demand that they scrape PW altogether.

FPW.

It's 2011!!!

2011-01-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

HARLO EVERYBODYYY

Yup, it's one year before the supposed end of the world at 2012 and school reopening tmrrr

Sigh, so much for planning to study a lot during hols, I DID NONE AT ALL. The inertia was TOOOO great. This is badd :( And now school's starting, I'm starting to regret it real bad :/ I'm totally unprepared for SAT and guess what IT'S LIKE 2 WEEKS AWAY FROM NOW. Freakk, I'm gonna waste the $70++ T_T and I'm so gonna lag with snowballing notes to make as the lectures start! GAHH

Okay, I think dedicating one para of my post to just talk about what I have not done will end my sluggish-ness and THY SHALT BE A HARDWORKING GURL FROM TMR ONWARDS (: This year's gonna be a crazy year but I'll hang on for my sake and for the sake of not disappointing the support of my family :D

Alright, anywayy the point of this post is not to talk about new year resolutions cos I read in Reader's Digest some time ago that setting resolutions and eventually realising how they haven't been achieved at the end of the year is gonna be depressing and stuff (: What an awesome excuse not to do resolutions xD Yup, so I'm just gonna post some pics from Cambodia which I promised (:

Enjoy and let your breaths be taken away by the sheer beauty and happiness (:

The dusty road to Meakea
And this is the ever so classic pic (Y)
Our OSL '08 mural, still looking great after last year's varnish.
There you have it! Ngat beside me and Sophat beside him, if I'm not wrong (: Big kids alr!
HAHA HANDSOME SOP PHEAT HERE WOOHOO too bad his photo with me wasn't that nice (>.<) YOU ARE SHO LUCKY SHO xDD Hurhur, find me if you can! On my right was Srey Neath, cute girl on my left! :D
Hoho! And finally we got to see and take photo with Sripeth who is right in the middle beside sho (: Pretty girlll
The uber cute 7-year-old girl who doesn't look like 7-year-old at all!
YAY FAB with a bike, how symbolic :D I still remember us contemplating whether or not to change our name at the start of 2010.. Well, of all the names we thought of, none were as good as FAB. Love you guys loads! This third trip wouldn't have been possible if not for all your eagerness and hard work. It had been a really really awesome experience :D

Yup, and with that I can conclude 2010 and be prepared to start school in 2011 tmr! I WILL CONQUER 'A's (:

Ciao everybody! Till I decide to blog again (:

FAB '10 Cambodia Trip

2010-12-05T20:54:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK YO

Haha, figured that I should blog about the trip when everything is still fresh in my mind (: Having ended my third trip to Cambodia, I can really safely say that each trip has been very different.

The first was full of anxiety, excitement and novelty as I stepped up to the role of an EXCO member; the second was a give-back time and also was ironically filled with more regrets; the last trip just made me feel like my life is now complete cos I feel like I had the chance to round up the whole Cambodian experience nicely. The whole of the third trip was pretty much worry-less and a hell lot of fun (:

Alright, lemme just give a day-to-day recount of what happened in that one week there.

Day 0 - Departure from Singapore
O'well, reached Changi Airport at 5.30am, walked through the auto doors to see Jiaying and Yek there alr. Haha, yup so we kinda talked for a while before the other FABers start to trickle in and as usual, sho was late (prolly cos she was still packing late at night and freaking out over her missing sleeping bag at 11pm T_T). Yupp, so we basically just packed all the donated clothes and teaching materials properly and the RGS OSL team arrived at the same time!

So like after the blahblahs which includes things like mentors '09 passing the mentors '10 gifts and getting our mentors hoodies, we checked in and walked through the departure gate, all ready to board the plane :D

Reached Phnom Penh at about 10am, checked into the familiar Sydney Hotel and LEPAKED. Haha, 'lepak' has become our favourite word because it was really all that we did over there (>.<). That is why we are called OSL too - Overseas Service Lepaking (Y)

Day 1 - Moving into Sok Ann
So it was even more lepaking before the bus came and we left for Takeo Province! Oh, we had our dry runs and lesson preps during the free time so yea, we weren't exactly lepaking (:

BUT we lepaked once more when we reached (ha, what's new) after cleaning our sleeping area, which was with the logs and the teachers.

Okay Day 1 was pretty much uneventful :/

Day 2 - First day of Service
YEA MAN walked to Meakea Centre at about 9? and the walk there was what I truly missed. Just enjoying the slight breeze and morning sun beating down on us, the many rice fields, white cows, chickens and pigs around us. Nostalgia, I'd say.

There's this thing that I observed. The path to Meakea, the orange-y brown rocky road, would easily trip one if you're not careful. So people like me, who are afraid of tripping, would keep our eyes on the ground but all this while, we would have missed the wonderful scenery all around us. It's pretty analogous to life, isn't it? We sometimes get so caught up with making sure that everything in front of us is well done, so caught up with the details that we fail to just look up and see the bigger, nicer picture, even if it means that we may trip occasionally. Well, no doubt that staring at the ground (or taking care of details) can still bring us to our ultimate destination but the difference between the two approaches is that one is more enjoyable than the other.

OKAY I GIVE UP ON THE DAY-TO-DAY RECOUNT. POOF.

Anyway, so we taught at Meakea for about 4 days. Lots of cute kids, lots of snacking (Y). Visited Prey Ar on Friday (we left the mentors to fend for themselves for the English lessons at Meakea, oops). WE SAW SRIPETH AND SAVATH, MUAHA. Right, and we entertained ourselves with the slide at Prey Ar while Mr Lim was having a meeting with the Meakea staff...

Hmmm, considering that we didn't have to do a lot of the chores like cooking, washing dishes and making breakfast, we had LOTS and I really mean LOTS of free time to "think about life" in Mr Lim's terms. SO we kinda had a lot of stargazing times, just sitting under the stars talking. When we felt tired (which happened around 8plus at night) we'll make our way slowly to our sleeping quarters. We'd take out our sleeping bags, claiming that we were just lying down and eventually falling asleep while doing our "bed facils".

Sigh, guiltyguiltyguilty, we were always the first to sleep and last to wake up, how more pig can we get! Tsk. Not to mention the gigantic amount of food we had gobbled up during our mere 5/6-day stay at Sok Ann, no wonder the mentors bought us more food as we bade farewell on Sunday (>.<)

OHOHOH despite being the lazybums that we were, we actually made the effort to wake up at like 430am to stargaze on Saturday! We were dearly rewarded with the Orion, Taurus and TWO SHOOTING STARS :DDD Can't believe that I actually saw shooting stars, would never have guessed that I'd have the chance to catch shooting stars in my whole life. Awesome shizz. Yup, so I made my wishes and hopefully they'll come true :D

Right, and I must remember to note down my favourite cute little kids :D
1)Sopheat - AMAGAD he's how handsome can! xDD
2)Ngat - Hohoho, never failed to meet him every year since 08, my Khmer teacher :D
3)Veasna - Mafia boss!
4)Mr Mike!
5)Boy with huge eyes (a.k.a Second in Command) and his sister - GAHH they looked just damn cute together! I NEED BIG POCKETS TO BRING THEM BACK TO SG!
6)Srey Pouv - Smart lil girl who never fails to turn up for almost all the lessons (:
7)Srey Neath - The girl who couldn't stop giving me papers with hand drawn flowers just cos I kept smiling at her during class xD
8)Udom - QQ's Cambodian bf (>.<)
9)My Prey Ar friends whose names I can't rmb (>.<)
10)Savath and Sripeth! - SS.LAB xD
11)7-year-old girl - ho gosh, she's like a babyyyyyy DAMN CUTE
12)Mr Smiley - haha the boy who just couldn't stop smiling and whose smile just swept me off my feet (:

Hahaha, ok, I think the list will just go on forever if I think long enough, I'll prolly post some pics up (once sho has decided to upload them). YAY, I guess that's about it for this year's Cambodia trip! I'm hoping to go back already but seems like the earliest I can realise this dream is probably 2 years later, after As :// My little kids will prolly all grow up alr! Sigh, o'wells! Time to get back to reality and start studying!

CIAO FRIENDS!

BORED TTM

2010-11-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

Haha, oops, said that I'll return after Cambodia trip but life's really boring at the moment! :(

Well, I'm supposed to be preparing for OP this coming Mon but if I practice my part somemore, I'LL PUKE. Yup, so I suppose chilling out is the best thing that I can do now BUT there's nothing that I can do while I chill! :((

That's why I'm back to blogging to hopefully use up the next few hours (keeping my fingers crossed) (:

Hmmm, I guess I'll talk about Promo results? Sigh, o well improved for most subj but dropped for gp and math :/ Kinda expected gp to drop cos gp during CTs was pure luck but MATH T_T told ya that I didn't have a good feeling about Math once I stepped out of MPH :( O wells, what's left to do is to work harder! Gotta start mugging soon! I'm serious kay.

Ok, so here's my plan for this December hols:
1st week: OFF TO CAMBODIAAA
Remaining 3 weeks: TRAIN AND MUG.

Awesome right! I'm really bent on getting my grades up to B and above cos anything lower than that is just ugly (>.<) OH and I intend to take SAT in January too. So that means I'll have to prepare for SAT during the hols. WOOTS, haven't had such a study-filled hols before, I hope this works!

Right, I shld talk about a success story regarding my grades too to keep my morale up xD Well, CHINESE is one cos I got an A for that and there's a chance that I mayyyyyy be on the H1 Chinese Dean's List. It's only a MAYYYYY-thing but I'm happy enough cos, I mean, how often you even get close to getting onto the Dean's list man. Oh okay, maybe it's just me. Dean's list is some far away unreachable goal so IF I really made it up there, even if it's just Chinese, I'll say that I haven't failed my JC years xD

Talking about Chinese, IT'S OVER. zomg, like finally. I had the urge to burn all my Chinese worksheets but decided against that eventually cos using them as rough paper is more environmentally-friendly (Y) And I've made up my mind - whether or not I get my A this time, I WILL NOT TAKE IT AGAIN. It took up so much of my time man although I really shouldn't be complaining cos the accelerated class is only 2h per week. BUT STILL! Yea, so if I don't get my A (choi choi), I'll smack myself in the head for wasting so much time and move on (: That's life.

Okay, let's talk about yet another success story - Econs! WOO pulled it up from a U to a C ain't no easy feat yo. Haha, actually not really cos I think the paper during Promos was much easier than CTs seeing how everyone improved. But still comforting enough for me cos it means NO MORE REMEDIAL/ACAD SUPPORT OR WHATEVER FOR ME :DD No doubt remedial helped but the thought of having to stay back after school for HOURS for remedial when everyone else went home early just created this dread in me (>.<)

Uh huh, overall, results weren't too bad, at least I don't have to go for Acad support and can enjoy a week more of holiday (:

Seeing how my life revolves mainly around Academics and Ultimate, I shall move on to trainings then. DOUBLE SIGH, I've got this backache on for like months and it just refuses to go away but the most irritating thing is that it's affecting my ability to train :/ I'm like in dire need of training cos the lack of training and intensive mugging before Promos left me with a lot of fats (>.<) Yea, and the thing is, the ache is preventing me from doing the simpliest things like wearing pants, and sometimes, it's so bad that it hurts when I cough. Oh gawd, I'm getting olddd :(

I'm currently seeing a Chinese physician for massages, acupuncture and the suction thingum. Not sure about how effective it is cos I've only been there twice but one thing's for sure, I will always go away with bruises on my back which will take a few days to heal (which also means I can't lean on the chair or sleep on my back). I'm really praying all these will work cos if they don't, it'll mean that I'll have to go get an X-ray and consult some expensive sports doctor or whateveryoucallit :/

Okay, I think I've spent like enough time blogging already, shall stop here and PROLLY come back after the Cambodia trip (: CIAOS~

Post-Promos Post

2010-10-09T17:26:00.002+08:00

YEAAA ALLITERATION FTW! xD

Alright, anyway, it's been like 7 months since I last posted. Thought that I should take some time to update my dying blog seeing that life isn't gonna get crazy again YET (which essentially means in a few hours' time cos I'll be having PW sleepover then :/). Yea, okay so erm, let's do a highlight of the major events that happened during these 7 months! Well, I'll need to warn ya that it's gonna be a really long post, so take it or leave it, I'm really just documenting my life.

April: Raffles Ultimate elections. I still remember getting all jittery and stuff over the speech though it felt like eons ago... Thinking back, I think I haven't walked the talk. I said I wanted to bring the team forward, to a whole new level, and to show some results at interjcs but I don't think I've done any. Mm, I think it's time to step up on some things now.. The exco has big shoes to fill but it doesn't mean we don't try to fill them. Yup, if you're from Ultimate and reading this, the exco needs your support and we'll all own interjcs upside down again next year (:

May: Hoho, what else was in May other than my birthday :D Very very memorable birthday I'll say. Special mention goes to Junyang who was the first to wish me at 12am just when I thought he had forgotten xD Good job man, I'm proud of you xD Another special mention of course goes to Ultimate for the birthday surprise in the morning. I can't believe that I sincerely believed that there was an exco meeting cos yall made Sampson sms me T_T but yea no doubt, it was a pleasant surprise. Super touched cos it came from the CCA that I love so much (: and yea Ervin gets mentioned too, though not for the right reason -_- thanks dude for smashing the cake into my face, you better watch out next year...

AND OF COURSE, how can I forget my wonderful wonderful class. Thanks so much for the birthday smses, all received within 15 minutes (>.<) Whoever gave the idea, thank you so so so so much. I still have all the smses btw! There's too much love in them to have them deleted xD

June: ALPS! Haha, awesome expedition I tell you. Had lots of fun! Things like Washing Machine and water knight, I'll never forget. Oo and it just so happened that Junyang's birthday was during the trip too. Well, didn't give him the midnight sms though cos I kinda knocked out T_T BUT Dhar, Ben and I prepared a pop-up birthday card and present for him which we stuffed into our already-full bags! Yea, that's what I call sincerity mannn. Alright alright, birthdays aside, I kinda went off with a regret after ALPs :/ Something got into my eye while wearing contacts on the very first day of kayaking so I basically missed the most difficult part of the expedition. I've shortchanged my experience and now I know better :/

July: INTERJCS! Wooh! Team A won the gold and I must say it was a REALLY REALLY close fight. I'm pretty sure ACSI aren't pleased with the results cos they were so close. They'll definitely come back stronger next year and it's time Team B bucks up to the standard of Team A, if not better, next year. Intensive training coming up, after all the PW madness has died down, together with winter league, I'm hoping that I'll improve. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

August: NATIONAL DAY AT ZOUK. Haha, okay, call me suagu but I must say that it's really cool to have a school event at a club. Totally new experience (Y) (though I wouldn't appreciate the learning journey before Zouk (>.<)) But yea, it was pretty squeezy too...O wells, it's worth it I guess, I mean, it's a once in a lifetime thing man.

September: Hmm, the most memorable thing that happened was mad chionging WR for final draft submission before promos T_T it was insaneeeee... before that was like a roller coaster ride. Our teacher told us it was good, and then changed her mind. Next, she said it was better, but then after going through it with us again, she told us she was worried about our WR T_T Imagine the number of drafts we had throughout this process! It was mad but I guess it paid off cos now we only need to worry about Appendix. My group's keeping our fingers crossed that whoever marks our WR can see the amount of hard work we've put in, and of course, the amount of sleep we've sacrificed for it.

October: Oh wow, look! We're at October already! That's fast. Hmm, I guess what's left to say will be promos? Sigh, it wasn't pleasant, at all. I've never ever mugged this hard before in my life - staying in school till 9pm, going back to school during hols and weekends just to study - just plain crazyy. And the thing is, I don't see any result from mugging so hard. I went out of the examination room feeling just as stupid and sucky. I'll be lucky that I don't get retained, really not giving much thought about getting any As cos the only chance of getting an A for me was smashed when I walked out of MPH after Math :/Neither am I thinking of a H3, I've long given up that thought after I took econs during CTs.

Sigh, what else can be more depressing than promos T_T let's not talk about it anymore until the day comes when we get our results back...

Alright, I'm done with recapping! Time for me to end already! Shall come back prolly after I'm back from Cambodia (: YES, Sok Ann and Meakea, here I come for the third time (((:

Love is in the air

2010-03-19T19:25:00.004+08:00

Haha, WYNNE LURBSSSSSS RAFFLES ULTIMATE! XDD (don't get the title wrong! XD)

Omg, Ultimate camp on Mon and Tue was really really ULTIMATE. My love for the sport has grown immensely and I think it'll just growing till it's bigger than the world :DD Anyway, my group SEXYBACK totally owned intraCCA scrimmage XDD We won like 3 out of 4 games, losing to the ever so pro Iva's team (>.<) Anyway, WE TOTALLY OWNED SAMPSON'S GROUP LAH 12-0 mann! imagine that! But aiyah, everything came with a price, got laughed at for my super intimidating stall counts (>.<) I can't believe Joyce and Tim made me do it and ended up being embarrassed by it :/ ANYWAYYY, I'm lovin' the fact that I have a much better idea of how hori stack works! Lovin' every cut and D I make :DDD The camp was SUPER FUN LAH. I'm still highing over certain moments after like 3 days!!! That's how much I love the camp mann! XD OHH I haven't mentioned that we had a karaoke session on Monday night at Hodge Lodge! Omg, it was totally INSANE XD I don't know what got into me at that very moment but WHATEVER LAH, the main point was just to let our hair down so WOOHOO. If you don't understand what I mean, it's okay cos you wouldn't want to know what I did XD I bet all the J2s must be thinking that they've accepted some "xiao cha bo" into the CCA but SHRUGGSSS but I really do hope I haven't been their topicof conversations lately, esp with my stall counts and whatnots (>.<)

Yupyup, and went back for OSL Selection Camp '10 yesterday! Wow, nostalgia mannn, had those "do-you-think-you-should-be-doing-this" scoldings. Sighh, sat in their night facil and it just struck me how much easier learning was when you were younger, even if it is just 1 or 2 years younger. I mean, I had been feeling like I already know everything in the world when I entered JC but WHY? It had just been only 2 years but I feel so much older than I was in Sec 3 when I really learnt super a lot from just Selection Camp itself, not including the truckloads from OSL :/ I guess this is the point of change everyone experiences? When we start to be slightly more full of ourselves and close ourselves up in face of valuable lessons...

Luckily, I realised this before it's too late (I hope) and so, shall work towards unwrapping myself again. Okay, it sounds weird but what I meant was to be more open to learning once more XD Learning not only academic stuff but more importantly, life skills :) All you 17 year-olds and 17-to-be peeps! Remember to learn from people and things around us kay! We are not as knowledgeable as we think we are (>.<)

Yupyup, oh and I totally planned to like revise my 4 H2s over this hols but it doesn't seem to be working :/ Chem lecture test next Tue and all I did was spamming myself with questions. I don't know whether it's the right approach but o'wells, Chem has always been a killer for me. Tell me, why did I even choose to take chem??

Andddd econs is totally rotting at some corner. 2 essays + 1 case study to annotate + revision for the first two lecture series, please tell me I'm screwed so I can be motivated to do work (>.<) BIO omg, haven't touched revision and school is already starting! Sighhh, I hope the revision for the lecture test can last me for another week, before I get the time for revision again....

Alright! So conclusion for the Mar hols: SUPER FUN BUT ACADS IS SCREWED (>.<) seems like it's not quite possible to have the best of both worlds huh, shruggsss. Anyway, yup, I think that's about it alr lah! Gonna attempt to do work and wish me luck kay! XD

TGIF :D

2010-03-12T20:33:00.005+08:00

Alrightossss

Here's a hopefully short post of how school's been like for me. Hmmmmmmmm I think FUN really sums it all :DD <3 my classmates, <3 my og, <3 my CCA :DD

BUTTTTTT, the change in environment really got me thinking quite a lot too. I got frustrated over many things, and one of them is RD. I think it has made people think thrice before choosing to do what they are really interested in. People are made to be pragmatic cos of its existence. People, I feel, are no longer real... Maybe I'm just being sour here, maybe. Shrugs. At least, I know that what I am doing now is definitely not to pursue RD but because I'm really interested. I deserve a pat on the back :D

kk, enough of such stuff. Anyway rightttt I'M LIKE SUPER TANNED NOW. If you haven't seen me for the past month, be mentally prepared to see a chaotah-ed Wynne when you next see her XD In case you haven't known, WYNNE IS IN RAFFLES ULTIMATE FRISBEEEEEEEE and she LOVES ITTT though she sucks at it XD

Alright alright, that's about it I guess. Well, jc life is certainly more than this but I guess this is what I want to talk about now. So, till next time, BYE~!

IT'S OVERRRRR

2010-02-04T18:52:00.002+08:00

Orientation is Overrrr

Okay, so let me re-cap what happened since our OG outing on Sunday. Well, had wargames on Monday which was SUPER FUNN, esp the "Strip me if you can" game XD Poor guys though, had to endure the pulling of shirts and various kinds of collisions from front, back, side >< That was our first game and after that was the line of defence game. Didn't really like that game though, too difficult to win XD And it was super HOTTT, I think everyone got darker from Orientation with all the exposure to sunlight during the games. Then next was the Prisoner game. THAT gave me arm aches afterwards will all the pulling and all :/ BUTTT it was super fun cos BW really worked together to bring the other houses down.

Well, I think I may sound a bit snobbish here but I really got to say this, BW really deserves the lead cos we fought real hard and well for it :D

Then, on Tuesday was the Finale. Aiyah, wasn't really fun :/ We also learnt the remaining of the batch dance which was quite disastrous cos I totally didn't have the mood to dance after meeting my class (>.<) Aiyo, I can't really remember what happened actually. I only remember after that we were all busy trying to make our O'night costumes at the BB house grounds, constantly running out of tape which the boys so gentlemenly went to get from the bookshops :D In the end, the costumes turned out much better than we expected and the paper bag idea materialised too :DD

Okayokay, then on wed we got to meet our classmates proper with bonding games and I'M STARTING TO LIKE MY CLASS :D haha, they're actually really nice people :) but I'd still prefer my OG over my class for now XD Can't wait for House Party tmr so that I can reveal myself to my Mortal XD XD It's really quite funnyyy XD

Okay, I'm starting to sound incoherent again. I guess it's a sign for me to go to sleep :) Will come back again with a clearer mind :D BYE

OG outing I :)

2010-01-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

Haha, ok this is gonna be a really short post cos it's like almost 12am and I HAVE SCHOOL TMR.

Anyway, yah, just came back from OG dinner so while I wait for my hair to dry, I shall blog very briefly about today's outing.

Hmm, I think it went pretty well (except for that super annoying episode on the bus ride to Cityhall). So went NewYorkNewYork, ate dinner and had a lil belated birthday surprise for our dear OGL, Shaina :D We know we're sweet oglings XD

Thenthenthen, after a series of eeiyn-and-I laughing episodes, off we went to the rooftop of Esplanade for the thing that we do best, BONDING. Haha, right so we sat down and decided to discuss our OG night dress code but it all failed miserably cos no idea seemed awesome enough, so we decided to 'warm up' (as how Anthea put it XD) by learning the first part of our batch dance proper from GuiQi and YiWei :D

Well, it was weird but fun at the same time cos we had beautiful scenery surrounding us and we were dancing under the not-so-many stars :D Yupyup, and after that we really got warmed up and settled on our OGnight dress code real fast, we'll stand out on that night so LOOKOUT XD

Right, that was how our outing concluded. Well, I'll say the time spent was really not enough but still enjoyed it nonetheless :D Yep, and it's time for me to sleep in preparation for the seemingly scary wargames tmr (>,<) BYE!

RI(JC) Orientation '10 - G'alvea

2010-01-30T22:41:00.004+08:00

Haha, ok, here I am to blog once again. Sigh, I decided that I should blog since Orientation is really a once-in-a-lifetime thing worth remembering :D Yupyup, and I've been asking almost everyone around to blog so it's time for me to do it.

Okies, so DAY ONE.
Hmm, started the day off by entering the MPH and kinda amused by the weirdlooking OG "flags" all around. Haha, my favourite's the Pokeball XD Anyway, yah, the MPH was totally messy and I couldn't find my OG at first (>.<) Then after all the settling down and stuff the programme started off with the OGLs doing the '09 Batch Dance. Haha, it was quite fun to see them all dance XD

Then after that was STO-RY-LINE (haha, that was how the narrator always breaks down the word XD) of which I only understood 70% cos the words were so muffled. But the funniest was of course the Only Marginally Good (OMG) Man, he alr has fans on facebook XD Another epic one was the Disco Inferno scene, haha love the slow-moving ball of fire XD

Yupyup, following that was of course station games and icebreakers! I think my OG bonded quite a lot through those, not only because of the games but because we got to know each other by talking while walking from station to station :) I can't say that we were especially enthu but at least I think we did care and tried our best :D And it's really wonderful to meet new people, people whom you had preconceptions of and then bust them all afterwards. I guess this is one of the little wonders in life. It's kinda inevitable that we get certain false impressions of people but the joy will really be just making that move to know them better and finally get a clearer picture of who they actually are :)

Anyway, I think the true bonding really came during dinner, like just talking while waiting for the food. We went to Pastamania in J8, it was super cramped and super ma fan too cos we had to like go to the counter ourselves to place our orders. Imagine 20plus people doing that :/ But it didn't really matter eventually :) Yup, so we talked and talked and talked and finally after finishing the food, we decided to go to the open space outside of J8 for some more bonding time XD

So we sat in a circle and the OGLs made us play games. So we tried playing that Gu Ji Ji game which totally failed cos it was so dark and we couldn't see each other's faces XD Then we tried the chop chilli chop game which failed again cos no one seemed to get the game, and so finally we settled on Twin Towers which is my all-time favourite cos I get to run :D HAHA this was when one of my OGmate told me to join track cos I ran so fast XD lol, no way man. I'm only capable of super short distance sprints (>.<)

I guess it's pretty analogous to my life. I mean, I fail at long distances cos I lack the determination. Same goes to my life. Nothing really sustained through my life. Like how it was with Piano and possibly Guitar. It's like when something's new, I have this super huge passion for it but over time, it slips away, up till the point where I feel like giving up on it. I lose interest. And it's like how I always fail at accomplishing my New Year resolutions, that's why I've given up on it this year. It's always like that, like very determined at the start but somehow this determination will be lost cos I forgot the reason behind that determination.

It's kinda sad to be me, huh. I wonder whether I'll ever be successful in life, esp since I want to be someone like a LAWYER. SIGH, maybe I should totally just marry a rich man at the ripe age and then be a rich taitai. NAHHHHZ, this is just being cowardly. I think life's like this, everyone is presented with a challenge that we're meant to overcome and this is mine. If I don't face this face-on, I've got no life. Yup, I guess this shall be my one and only New Year resolution: to maintain determined :D

Alrightalright, back to Orientation XD OHHH I forgot to mention Aravin's forfeit cos he was the last one to be caught in Twin towers (I was the one who caused that, oops (>.<)) Haha, so yup, the forfeit was for him to go Macs and ask for a chicken-flavoured ice cream XD Totally hilarious XD I think GuiQi video-ed it, hopefully she'll upload it someday, hehe.

DAY TWO.
Right, so started off with checking out the AngelMortal Envelopes in the morning before heading the MPH. Then had batch dance, batch song, school cheers and STO-RY-LINE XD Then off we went for EA :D Woah, our first stop was Iluma and it was super funny cos we were supposed to look for weird people (apparently Flash created havoc and turned people illogical (>.<)) It was funny cos we saw people carrying a backpack in the wrong way, drinking from three straws, talking to the calculator like it was a phone, taking camwhore photos with the lens facing away, listening to an unplugged headphone etc XD Then, went off to Taka but ended up at Ion. Had a quick lunch and we walked to *Scape for the skateboard game. Was the blindfolded one and boy, I was shivering.

Went to Dhoby for that stupid answering game XD The station mistress wanted me to name 5 Taylor Swift songs in one minute leh! Omg, totally not an English songs neither a Taylor Swift fan. And to think that she actually said "Since you're a girl, I'll ask..." So stereotypical can! Hmph :( Okay, anyway, went to the fifth and last station which was Clarke Quay. Totally ran like crazy for the last three stations. I could feel my stamina increasing XD But unfortunately, we didn't finish the second part of that station cos it was raining and that RJ teacher there forbade us to go out :/ so in the end, we went back to RJ thinking that we were super early but for some reasons, we were not :O

Like when we stepped out of the train, it was like 3 mins to 3.25pm and everyone was totally clogging up the gantry area. Then everyone started to chiong like mad out of the station and into the school. Luckily, we reached the MPH right on the dot :DD After that was just furiously downing of water cos my water bottle was empty even before lunch! So I was thirsty like mad by the end of EA XD

Yupyup, although we didn't win anything but I guess it's really the effort that counts lah. At least we experienced the adrenaline rush while running from place to place :D It's all about the experience :)

Yay, then after that was OG dinner again. No lah, actually we just went to Swensen's to get ice cream, haha cos on the train back to RJ we were saying that we would have time to get ice cream before going back to MPH but it didn't materialise so we just had to eat ice cream after that XD so shared TWO topless fives with people around me XD greedy people but o'wells....

Then again we went to that empty space for another run of bonding session (without the OGLs, see! we're so onzzz manzzz, hehe) Yup, so we discussed our OG outing which was decided to be tomorrow at 5.30pm for dinner :D The process was super long but super hilarious XD couldn't stop laughing cos of the stupid convos between the boys about saucy charades, GODDDD XD Yupyup, then when the OGLs finally arrived, we played somemore games like the I've Never one. Haha, in the end GuiQi and YiWei lost so their forfeit was to freeze near the benches outside for 2 minutes XD

And after that I left :) YAYYY, love my OG very much :D Not because we won anything but just simply because of who made up the group :DD Already looking forward to two more days of Orientation but then again, it's mixed feelings cos wishing it to come faster will also mean that official school will start soon :/

O'wells, it's a sooner or later thing so shrugs :) Alright, I guess that's about it. I think I've done justice to Orientation '10 and will come back again if I find strength to XD BYE :D

OSL parents meet '10

2010-01-23T22:10:00.004+08:00

Right, I said I won't be back here any sooner but here I am XD I know my words can't be trusted sometimes, hehe.

Anyway, went for OSL Parents Meet yesterday in RGS and boy, never realised how much I actually miss RGS before that :/ Like what Shamaine said, RGS seem to have shrunk after being in RJ for so long XD Anyway, after meeting Mr Lim for the future plans of Project FAB/IT/TOP/ ***, Happy group pretty much left :/ thought they would stay for Parents Meet but o'wells.. So I was alone for quite some time which I gladly made use of by checking out the CCA trials website for Guitar trials :D

OHOHOH I must totally say this: YEK AND I ARE THE BEST PRANKSTERS ON EARTH! haha! poor Dora XD Let me try to explain it for you but the real fun can only be experienced there and then, hehe.

Okay, so Dora, already in culottes, was the 2nd to arrive in school after Yek and we were all outside of the staffroom talking to Mr Lim and Mr Mizar. Then Dora decided to try to memorise her script while we continued talking to Mr Lim about how he is a starfish XD HAHA, inside joke.

Anyway, yah then the teachers started to engage in a conversation about where the second team of OSL should go this year then I guess Yek got a bit bored and asked Dora "Eh Dora, why you changed to culottes so early? We decided not to wear culottes already leh. That's why Wynne and I haven't changed."

Naturally, Dora gave the slightly shocked look and I gladly rode the waves and added on "Eh, yah loh, why you wear culottes? You didn't know Dee gave away her white OSL shirt arh? So we decided to just all wear pinafore. "

Dora was like "REALLY?! Oh then I guess I should just change now since there's time..."

And she instinctively passed Yek and I her jacket and bag so that she could go to the toilet. Yek and I were like "Actually, you don't have to change XD" Luckily, Dora was smart enough to realise then that she got tricked XD MUAHA, Dora actually really believed what we said! Omg, Yek and I just totally rock, we can go for the Just For Laughs thingums as pranksters alr, we were so convincing! Oh, but we eventually really decided not to change cos we were all lazybums, plus dee didn't have her white shirt XD

Yup. Moving on to Parents Meet proper, the presentation was really nostalgic. I mean, how can it not bring back memories when we were in the exact location as the Parents Meet last year? Sigh, anyway, the presentation went pretty fast and before we knew it, it was mentors' turn to present on Leadership Best Practices (LBP).

Finally, after every everything, the Sec 4s actually sang for us. Omg, it was overwhelming. And of course embarrassing. Mentors joined them in standing right in front with our hands on each other's shoulders singing You'll Be In My Heart. But it was so overwhelming then that my tears just came. I really couldn't help it. I really tried to keep them in my eyes but it didn't succeed. GOSH, so embarrassing to cry in front of juniors and parents (>.<)I think I made some of the juniors cried too (>.<) I've never been good at keeping my tears to myself, I know, I'm such a cry baby :/

Come to think of it, OSL had been pretty tear-inducing XD I've cried thrice so far for OSL. First was when we were on the bus ready to leave Sok Ann for good. I still remember Dora and I were sitting side by side. She was sniffing into her white polka-dotted red heart cushion while I was sniffing into my jacket. That image is actually quite hilarious if you imagine two mentors desperately hiding behind things, sniffing XD

Second time was when we touched down, at the baggage collection area. When we first came out, I could see a banner saying "Welcome Back OSL '09 <3" and along with that were the OSL '08 peeps bouncing around. At that very instant, tears started to gather at my eyes. I turned around, in search of the other mentors and I saw Jaslyn turn from a shocked face to a teary face. And upon seeing that, my tears flowed out uncontrollably. GOSH, totally touched, esp with that banner! I must really say here that I LOVE OSL cos of the people, cos of the experience. It gave me so much, so much that it was life-changing <3

And the third time was of course yesterday. SIGH. I still can't imagine how life would have been/will be without OSL. I think OSL is practically what defines me. Since there's no more OSL in JC, then I guess it's time for me to start searching for another life goal.

What lies ahead of me is really just full of unknowns. Will I be able to cope with JC life? Will I be able to do well in my studies? Will I get a CCA that I want? Will I... There're just so many 'Will I's but I guess all these will come to light soon since school is starting real soon. Right, so now all I can do is just imagine and keep the faith :D

Okie, that's all for now. And this time, I'm pretty sure that I won't be back any sooner :D

First post of the year :D

2010-01-19T20:51:00.005+08:00

Alrightos!

Finally brought myself to blog after 43221946320 days :D Yup, okay and to start off, I think I should account for the days since the last post.

Okay, so shall start with FAM. Will say that it was a really nice experience (so unlike what Lifang, Joce and Soff claimed it to be for them. probably cos they've got no life XD) Right, so went to have my hair and make-up done with nbsk and the rachel gang at Fareast and the 405 gang was there too! Haha, pleasant surprise :D but i think the make-up peeps were a bit flustered with so many people around XD

Yup, so after the glamouring up and stuff, we had to walk to Hilton. CRIES AT THE THOUGHT OF IT. Was horrible I tell you, esp in killer 5-inch heels and the DRIZZLE. Gosh, the ultimate culprit for my flu during OSL >.< regretted it sososo much, sigh. AHH, whatever, let's just fast forward to the dinner itself, skipping all the waiting while standing in those KILLER heels :/

Okok, the food was okay I guess, except for the super salty chicken which Pristine so aptly captured in that agonised photo of hers XD Then went on to the pageant perfs...another major regret here: didn't see Miss FAM's perf (teh tarik) cos we were 'saving' Mr Lim from his boredom :/ Anyway, I just got to say this: MISS FAM WAS FROM MY TABLE :D haha, double yays :) Right, so that was pretty much how FAM went. Yup, almost straight away after FAM was OSL lah, which I so unfortunately fell ill and was unfit for the first half of it. By the time I was ready for work, everything was ending alr :/ O wells, talking 'bout regrets...okay, decided not to talk about what exactly happened in Cambodia cos there's seriously too much to cover (as always).

NEXT, was TAIWANNNN. Woohoo, glad that I chose Taiwan for holiday and proud that I chose the right itinery :D Yup, so basically went around the WHOLE of Taiwan, spending quite some time on bus rides but the bus rides themselves are pretty cool cos you get to see awesome views like this:
and this:

muaha, I sense some envy :D Really beautiful place. OH and I got to try their hot spring, hehe. Was smelly cos of the sulfur but uber shiok cos it was like open-air hot spring and it was raining so the weather was super cold but the hot spring was just SHIOK-NESS XD Then, did super lot of shopping BUT another regret: had a tummy upset on the second day which lasted for a few days so didn't really have the energy to shop as much as I wanted to at the night markets. THEREFORE, I'm bent on going back again someday to make up for my loss XD

Alright, talking about holidays just get me high XD NEXT STOP: KOREA! Haha, okay, I think I can only dream about it cos JC will be just hell, NO TIME TO THINK ABOUT HAVING FUN. Sigh, I'm already looking forward to life after As :/

Okay, talking about JC, I might as well comment on January Induction Programme (JIP). Double sighs, boring yet informative, still wished that they put all the talks in one week instead of spreading it over 2+ weeks :/ Getting all sorts of suans from pri sch friends but it's okay since I know they still love me XD

Talking about the USUALS, sigh, I again regretted not going for the chalet BUT ahhh! Really packed that very week, so sorry peeps! Sigh, I said I'd go initially but never went, why do I always have to miss out on the good stuff :/ O wells, anyway I have that fish bbq session to look forward to XD

OO, i just realised I haven't talked about my CCA options...Right, I bet lots of you out there are gonna laugh at my options XD ok gonna try out for street, chinese dances, guitar, frisbee and interact. Not gonna worry about which one I really want yet until the trial results are out cos I know I won't get into a bulk of those that I'm going for :/ Ahhh wells, okay I'm running out of things to say so I suppose I can end this post already? Haha, well, BYEBYE! Don't think I'll come back here any sooner XD

Back from Cambodia!

2009-12-10T14:49:00.002+08:00

Heyy!

I'm sorry if this came a bit late >< haha, anyway, FAM was awesome, so was OSL :D

Came back with exotic tans (lanyard strap tan, spectacle tan, tan between the ends of the pants and socks and watch tan XD) and rashes but YEP the trip was good nonetheless.

BUTBUTBUT the trip didn't exactly start off well for me cos I was down with fever on the very day we touched down! :( so in the end i didn't get to join the team in walking to Lucky Supermart to buy stuff and causing ckoh to miss out on the chance too >< SORRY CKOH! but i bet you had a good sleep while accompanying me at the hotel right! XD

Anyway, I was still down on the first day of service so I missed out on the chance to walk to Meakea for mural :( URGH so in the end all I did was sleep and pee (cos everyone just kept asking me to drink water ><)

Sigh, falling sick right at the start certainly didn't do me much good cos I missed out on the shared experience of the group and the team. Therefore, I hereby sincerely apologise to Group 1 for being unable to play a more significant role in your learning experience. Many apologies and thanks to Yek too for having to do one-man shows most of the time with me being MIA. You deserve lots of love YEK! <33333 :DD

Okayokay, I think this post is not making sense right now. Initially thought that I should do a post while everything is still fresh in my head but it seems that I'm really distracted and can't really pen down my thoughts properly. I guess this post-trip post will have to wait till I come back from Taiwan >< real sorry!

Oh btw, I'll be flying off tonight and coming back on the 17th so don't miss me! :D Cya!

Netball Carnival 2009 - The best and yet the last

2009-10-05T20:13:00.003+08:00

YOYOYOZ

I'm back due to popular demand! Haha, okay maybe not XD Anyways, shall blog a lil about our very last netball carn :D

AWESOME is, I'd say, an understatement. The whole process was really exhilarating and I haven't played that hard since dunno when. Although like one quarter of the class sorta pon-ed it, I just can't help thinking that maybe because they pon-ed it that's why it was fun. Okay, I'm not being mean here or anything, just that since they didn't want to come for it in the first place, forcing them to will just dampen the spirit and everything. Yup, so despite being a lil angry at them initially, I guess they did the right thing.

Anyway, our class played superbly well and I dare say that our training sessions paid off :D Many many thanks to Mabs and Nat for making us all go down for practice :D OH YAH, despite playing very very well, we had lotsa injuries too XD Do take care for those who sustained injuries from the games, we really appreciate yall for giving all out for our class MUACKS :D

It's sad that we've come to realise our class spirit only now when our year together is ending but I think it's never too late :D As the saying goes, 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有 :D (not bad huh, Chinese Os are coming XD)

Loving the class more just makes it more difficult to say goodbye when the time comes for us to but that's how life works, isn't it? Goodbyes are never meant to be easy but we'll just have to take it in our stride and move on. Nobody said goodbyes mean the end of relationships, they are the start of another kind of relationship. One that will require us to relinquish the happy moments we had together in our sea of memories. So, it's always good to keep photos and whatnot in albums, you'll never know how much memories they can bring back, how much joy it can rekindle even at the darkest times (that's why I didn't mind the spams from facebook cos of the tags and comments on the photos XD).

Yupyup, okay, I guess I'll just stop here for now cos I think I'm starting to not make sense. Till next time, BYE~!

Happening Week :D

2009-08-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

Okay, thought that I should blog a lil since 3 significant events happened this week which I hope to document :D

Right, firstly, the last training for me ended this week, WOOHOO! I have longed for this day to come since lke dunno when XD Passing Out "Parade" (POP) was really just like any other training days except for the party at the end of it. Can't say I truly enjoyed the party cos the drilling before that pretty much drained me. Nonetheless, I'm still glad that training is over once and for all :D Yea, kinda sad that we won't be together physically as batchmates anymore but I think will find a way to get together somehow. CHEERS FOR THE END OF TRAINING :D:D:D:D

Then, of course is the receiving of the letter of invitation to Speech Day. I'm really really delighted to receive the letter cos having participated in Speech Days as GOH for two years, I made a silent promise that I will attend RGS Speech Day as an award recipient at least once in my whole RGS life :D So I guess there's nothing much left to regret after leaving RGS. Actually, I've pretty much tried everything that I wanted (and never thought of) in RGS. I've been a class chair, a vice chair, a JPSL, a Staff Sergeant, a leader of OSL, a mentor of OSL, a treasurer, a nobody, a friend, and most importantly, I'VE BEEN MYSELF :D RGS gave me a lot and I'm thankful for that. I'm reluctant to leave RGS and go RJC but I guess I don't have a choice. Things change, situations change and people change. I'll just have to accept it. Hopefully, the wonderful memories I have will keep me going. I think, that's how life operates :)

AND, finally, it's the lil outing with my pri school friends. Well, although they say it's a dinner to celebrate Fox's belated birthday but I still find it random XD Anyway, it was a good time to catch up, at least for me, esp since I missed so many of their gatherings XP Yup, so we played badminton ofter dinner 0_o yea, totally crazy but who cares?! haha...

Yep, okay, it really makes people wonder how can so many things happen in just one week. My past and present. O'wells...I think I shall stop cos SS PT is calling me right now. Yup, so till the next time, GOODBYE~!

No cause for alarm

2009-07-14T19:55:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry that some of you saw me break down today (it was no pretty sight XD) and I'm really thankful for your concerns :D I thought that I should just dedicate this post to assure yall that I'm really fine.

Mrs Prama didn't cause my breakdown, neither was it because I have some family problems (hell, no! XD). Sigh, to explain it, I guess I'll have to go way back into history and start from there.

Okay, so once upon a time, my world revolved around only my friends, classmates, schoolmates, my sis and me. That was all. But one fine day, my sis came along to tell me how my parents felt like they are unable to reach me (in a figurative sense) during one of their heart-to-heart talks. In response to that, I, of course, tried my best to be more open to them and up till now, everything is working out perfectly. Though I'd still approach my sis first before approaching them, I believe that the progress is good. I'm still working on it.

SO, the problem (was there even one to start with?) was that being about 3-4 years older than that stupid kid who kept to herself most of the time, I started to think about a lot of things. And somehow, I only just realised how stupid I was when I was young, thinking that I can just shut my parents out of my world (no, it wasn't that I don't like them. just that i was those sort of people who are not used to letting too many people into my inner world). I thought about how my parents would have felt during those times.

Helpless and heartbroken, I thought. And, putting myself in their shoes, I felt my heart aching when I thought of having a child whom I do not really know about, and whom I have to depend on my other child to know about. I just can't believe how unfilial I was but I'm very very glad that I walked out of it.

I really do appreciate that my parents didn't try to probe into my life when I was shutting them out. They gave me space to realise how wrong I was on my own, and I'm really really very thankful for that. I think I would have been the same if they tried probing cos I'm a stubborn Taurus deep down XD.

Yup, so I guess this whole realisation of just how much my parents love me brought tears to my eyes and made them run down my cheeks like an open tap. So, I guess you can say they were tears of gratefulness with a tinge of sadness for once being so unfilial.

Yep, I hope that cleared things up and really, no worries. My life is going great - it couldn't have been better :D

End of holidays

2009-06-27T13:51:00.005+08:00

HEYYO!

Okay, I guess this shall be the last post before I prepare to battle with school stuff.

SIGH, can't believe that my June holidays are going to end just like that. Why MOE can't just extend our holidays? I think they are just kiasu. But wait, aren't they kiasi too? So are they suggesting that our lives are not as important as studies? Ah, whatever. Anyway, before the holidays end and me going into seclusion, let me just record what I did in the last two week of hols :D

Alright, hmm...right. We had a Happy group three outing on last Wednesday! Haha, well sorry for missing the p6 gathering for it, but it was arranged a long time ago so I had to go :D Anyway, Seoul Garden was AWESOME. Well, not because of the food but because of the people. Gosh, I really cannot remember how I spent two weeks with them, all I know is that I had lots of fun =D Ama was the funniest, GOSH. I still remember some of the funny bits like
"How's moodle?"
"Oh, yea. I heard she CRASHED" HAHAHAHA!
and...
"Blow the ice-cream"
and the most classic was the rule of the thumb for bbq-ing:
"Put it back again if it doesn't taste right!"

Yupyup, aiya, it's okay if you don't understand cos most of them are like inside jokes XD Anyway, YAH, be prepared for some ass-kicking events coming up from FAB in Term 3 as we bring to you more reasons to support our cause :D

Right, then the next happening thing after the outing was WORKING CAMP. Gosh, the camp was okay but the sleep was HORRIBLE. I could hear people murmuring like in the middle of the night and I couldn't sleep! I'm not sure whether I was imagining things but it was surely getting on my nerves. Then I woke up after finally managing to sleep from terrible muscle aches due to the contraction of my thigh muscles. I think it was from the cold cos I wasn't in my sleeping bag (>.<) Yea, so in the end I was the only one who woke up with muscle aches cos we didn't even do anything strenuous the day before :/ What was worse was that we had to trek to Bugis from GMC after that. POOF. Yea so in the end I slept at 8+pm on that very day till the next day 10am :D

Thenthen came the study session with Iva and Jiahe :D haha! We went to National Library but got chased around instead cos the Study Room was full and that stupid Lee Kong Chian Reference library had so many rules, so in the end we went to Han's :D It was a nice nice place cos it was windy and had food readily available :D Iva and I were thinking of going to the A:R:K cafe, cos she said JJ went there almost everyday after he came back from his concert in Beijing so we were thinking of trying our luck XD haha, but Celeste said he wasn't there so aiya, to save the trouble we just stayed at Han's. Yup, so I managed to revise Physics and do a bit of Math :D So proud of myself and glad that I finally got down to some serious work after almost a month's time of slack..hehe. After that very well-spent time, I went off to meet OSL '08 for dinner at PS's Pizza Hut. Haha, SGSS peeps came too, was surprised to see them. Haha, but it's a really weird feeling seeing OSL again. But the dinner was GREAT (and noisy too XD cos we were laughing all the way). Played some games and YUP, that was how team outing ended :D

THEN, after reaching home at 10pm and sleeping at 1am, I had to go for mural painting at 9.45am the next day. Amazingly, I didn't feel tired, maybe it was because of that insane 14hours of sleep after I came back from camp XD Yup, and I spent like 8 hours at the centre with OSL '09 trying to complete what was left of the mural and TADA, we did it. I cannot emphasis enough on how proud I am of Charlie (the boy in the mural. Zann named him ><) Haha, I'm amazed at how good I am at painting hehe. BUT the thing about me not being able to draw for nuts still stands firm cos colouring/painting is different from DRAWING :D Go to facebook to see Charlie, Sophia and Spot, those three are the pride of the mentors :D

OH! And our King of Pop died on Thursday. Sigh, well I'm not exactly his fan but JJ is and he sang MJ's songs in his concert. I still remember how I fell in love with the two songs that JJ sang. What a pity for someone so talented to just leave this world. Sigh, that's how unpredictable life can get. Treasure the people around you peeps, you'll never know what will happen tmr...

Okay, yup, that's about it. Anyway, what do you think of my new blogskin? Yea, it's a little too pinky and the photos and the left seem a bit out of place BUT I think it's better than my previous one right? Haha, yup, tag your comments about my blogskin and I'll try to edit it somemore but no guarantee cos school's starting.

Yup, so BYE! I hope I can come back with good news the next time I come :D

JGIS Symposium

2009-06-06T22:14:00.003+08:00

Heyy!

Just thought that I should take some time off to note down what happened today at the symposium. Well, had some really great takeaways from the symposium though it seemed like we missed the most exciting part of it. Speaking of choosing the wrong talks to miss :/

Okay, a lil context for why I was at that symposium. Well, basically a group of six of us, consisting of Ser Yee, Rachel, KZ, Jaslyn, Nat and I were supposed to be collecting donations-in-kinds from those who came for the symposium for this shelter for migrant workers. Yup, so we went for the symposium for free when everyone else had to pay $20 XD And we went for the talks and workshops with everyone else too cos there won't be anyone anyway XD JGIS basically stands for Jane Goodall Institute (Singapore), yup.

Anyway, yah, we met Dr Jane Goodall who is like superly duperly cool. Before I went for her talk, I was pretty much skeptical of the saying that we're saving the planet for our future generations because, well, they are our future generations. My response to that would be "So?". Okay, maybe I wasn't entirely skeptical of that saying, kinda half-believed it but Dr Goodall made me buy that saying wholesale. She said something along the lines of "Many said that we didn't inherit what we have right now from our parents or ancestors but rather, we borrowed it from our future generations. In fact, we have been STEALING from our future generations."

This whole idea of stealing and robbing our future generations of their right to live like us or even better is, to me, totally immoral. I mean, where on earth do we get the right to keep our future generations away from the luxury that we are enjoying?

Yup, so this whole thing about being the advocates of change just unwraps itself right in front of me. Okay, so maybe you knew this all along cos I'm a bit slow but have you done something about it? This foolish being here plunged herself into service learning projects without knowing the real reason why she did that. She did it just knowing that it benefits people, well, herself at least. So what are YOU going to do since you know that we're, in my opinion, freeloaders? Continue to be one or be the one that contributes?

Right, I realised whatever I said isn't really THAT persuasive, you should just go attend Dr Jane Goodall's talks someday :D She said many many things that struck me, I don't think I'll list them all here in case I bore you....nono I think I should. Shall treat this as my reflections for today :D

Dr Goodall also said things like she's no longer observing the Chimpanzees as often as she used to because there isn't much rainforest (chimps' natural habitat) left to observe them in. She told us this after telling us really wonderful things about the chimps like how much they are alike to us in terms of behaviours and personalities. So it left me a bit sad cos we ruined the opportunities to learn more about such wonderful beings with our own hands.

Come to think of it, I really think that human beings are really really cruel creatures. They just ruin almost everything in the ecosystem, forgetting that we are part of it too. We drive species to extinction without much thought. We distinct ourselves from these species by calling them 'animals'. BUT humans are a specie too, called Homosapiens. So why the distinction? Even the chimpanzees that we once(maybe still) consider as 'animals' have almost the same abilities as us. I mean, c'mon, we're more than 90% similar to the chimps. There are really more similarities between us and the other species than what it first looked like. So WHY the distinction?

Maybe cruelty to other species is still too far out for many so why not consider this: we're destroying our very own race. We keep our wealths to ourselves and leave the poor to fend for themselves. We keep our eyes closed to those who need help and pretend that the world is a wonderful place for everyone. We exploit people who are just a little disadvantaged than us so that we can get that extra bit of money for ourselves. Why on earth are we so selfish?

The reason, I think, is MONEY. They say that money is the root of all evil and I agree to that 100%. That brings me to the next takeaway that I had from listening to my fellow mentors talk to one of the speakers. He said that 'even the pavement to Hell was built with good intentions' which essentially means that whatever that came out of good intentions may not be that 'good' afterall. So, I think that whoever or whatever that invented money had the good intention of making people WORK for the things they need for survival, rather than exploiting it from anyone and/or everywhere. Ironically, money has evolved into being the motivation behind all kinds of exploitation we see now.

Sigh, okay I think I just made everything look very very bleak now but don't forget that there are people working very hard to change these things right now, just that they need more support than what they have. Well, I guess that's the purpose of the symposium which is to show to others that there ARE groups of youths working real hard for their future. Okay, not only youths lah, adults too :D

Speaking of helping, the speaker that we spoke to said something like one person makes up a community too. So even if it is like just helping one person, we are helping a community. The point is that we shouldn't always think that we should help communities consisting of many people because it's really not easy. It is especially so when it concerns large organizations like the government. Well, of course, if it's possible, why not? But if it's not, we shouldn't be too discouraged either. Starting small is perfectly fine too. It may even create a little ripple effect where this small act of ours go to real great extents, like the idea of Paying Forward. (That's why I am totally for the idea of screening Pay It Forward during working camp :D)

Cliched I know but it makes total sense! Urgh, I think you'll have to enlighten yourself to have a greater sense of conviction for the ideas that I'm trying to tell you (>.<) So think about it!!

Anyway, I had this really strange encounter as we were making our way to the shelter to pass them the donations we collected. We took a ride on Jaslyn's Dad's car to that place and while the other three beside me were like dozing off from the day's work, I heard Where is the love by Black Eyed Peas over the radio. And as I was silently humming to the tune, I was thinking about the lyrics and the songs was like how skeptical I was previously in this post. I thought about what Dr Goodall said and when the chorus came - the song went "Where is the love?~", I was like "They're in the hands of our youths!".

Right, maybe it didn't come out right but what I was trying to say is that as youths, we are definitely capable of advocating change to the world we're in now. Maintain that skepticism and do something about it. People have been saying that youths become very skeptical about everything in the world but I don't see a problem with that. I mean, if this skepticism can bring us to do things that adults and kids can't do for the world, why not?

Okay, I think I've talked way too much, I'm supposed to be doing my testimonial y'know XD But I think it's all worth it :D Penning down thoughts gives u greater convictions for the things you've thought about. You should try it even if you feel real lazy sometimes, you won't regret doing it :D

Dream

2009-06-05T18:33:00.002+08:00

YOYO~!

Haha, today's a happy day, you know why? Haha... cos i've gotten my very FIRST GPA 3.60 in my ENTIRE RGS life :D I still can't believe it you know >.< I mean, how the hell did my Chinese jumped from a 3.2 to a 3.6 when 黄老师 said that we all did badly for paper 2? How the hell did my English jumped from a mere 2.4 to a 3.2? Gosh, I really hope that all this isn't just a dream but I just have this feeling that some teacher will come running after me when school reopens to tell me that she has computed my grades wrongly :/

Ahh, whatever it is, I guess I should still enjoy the remaining three weeks of holiday knowing that I've gotten a GPA of 3.60 even if it's only for that three weeks :D Well, I know even if it's true that I got my dream GPA, it's gonna drop for sure after EYAs. I mean how is it not possible for it to drop when Physics EYA is like 50%?! I believe there are many other EYA papers that have about the same crazy weightage. Yup, but I dare say that I will die with no regrets cos I've achieved it, I'M SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF.

You can say that it's self-deception cos the papers we did in the first half of the year were like almost nothing but I still feel really good about it :D Eh, but come to think of it, my grades really do add up to a nice 3.60 leh. Amazing, isn't it? Haha, neither was it any higher or lower but exactly 3.60 :) Okay, I think I'm like entering a stage of admiration for my own GPA which is kinda freaky so I shall not dwell on it anymore >.<

Haha, anyway, I didn't do much in the first week of hols XD Oh no, actually I did a lot, I FINISHED WATCHING BOF! *shows you her ever-so-charming grin* Amazing, amazing drama :) Aiya, okay it's just like any other dramas which makes you go ga-ga over the lead actors XD Oh no wait, it's not LIKE ANY OTHER DRAMAS, it's SPECIAL cos it's Hyunjoong's virgin drama :D Muaha...

Okayokay, I think I should totally go back to typing my testimonial >.< BYE~!

Surprise surprise

2009-05-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

Heyy!

Surprised? Okay, I have a confession to make. I have been visiting my blog like almost every day although I haven't been blogging (>.<) haha, anyway, holidays are finally here and I dare say term 2 was AWESOME.

Well, that's partially cos my birthday's in term 2 XD Yup, speaking of my birthday, it was a really really wonderful day. Special thanks to all those who made it so perfect :D and I realised something really weird, people tend to wish me happy birthday like countless times. Haha, thanks for all those well wishes and gifts :D

Amongst those who made my birthday so perfect, there's a really really special group of people that I should really thank - my fellow mentors :) Although there wasn't any surprises but the birthday gift yall gave me was indescribably heartwarming. I'm sorry if I frightened yall with my tears but those tears were a result of immense gratitude and happiness, no less.

Right, awesome is the best word that I can find in my limited word bank but it's really insufficient to describe my friends. I HEREBY ANNOUNCE THAT I HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS THAT ANYONE CAN HAVE :DDD

Okay, let's move on to SCHOOL which is equivalent to GRADES to many. Hmm, the interim report was much better than I expected from the calculation of my term 1 papers. I expected a GPA of lower than 3.0 but it was higher la, so shan't complain about it. The interim GPA was lower than my past years' mid-year so I guess my term 1 results really affected my mid-year report cos for the past 2 years, my mid-year was always better than my previous mid-years and the same goes to my year-end report. SIGH, can't really say now cos the real mid-year report's not out yet so can still hope for the best.

Predictions:
Chinese-DROP [cos of paper 2! ahhh, p2 has always been my 致命伤, SOBS]
English-DROP
Math-DROP [cos of PT :( my 4.0 is at stake! CANNOT! if I lose this, it'll be equivalent to committing suicide x.x ]
Physics-increase! 4.0
Bio-DROP but still 4.0
Chem-remain
SS-remain
Geog-increase to hopefully a 3.2 (keeping my fingers crossed)

Ahh, okay judging from my predictions, my GPA seems like NO HOPE. DANG, it's okay I shall work harder to pull them up one by one. Physics is one very comforting example cos it jumped from a 2.0 to a 4.0 so this ccalls for CELEBRATION! Wee, I've kept to my promise afterall :D

Okayokay, so I think this kinda proves my theory that smart people don't need to do hmk :D alright, I think that's about it la, nothing exciting to look forward to this hols cos PERAK TRIP GOT CANCELLED :( stupid flu. And tons of hmk and PTs waiting for me to exercise my brain juices on. Hope that I can finish the bulk of my hmk in the first week but knowing me, it's not quite possible XD

AHH, I'm starting to crap so shall stop. Anyway, before I go I just wanna say: JI HOO ROCKS, HYUN JOONG ROCKS, HOUSE ROCKS, RAYMOND LAM ROCKS and most importantly, JJ ROCKS (take care dude, tons of fans still want to listen to u for the next 50 years! XD)

CIAOS!

Last post...

2009-04-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

Heya!

Yup, as the title suggests, this shall be my last post.......BEFORE I go into hibernation so don't feel too sad, awww.....Haha...Yah, anyway, I realised that these very frequent posts aren't doing much good to me. I mean they are like very brainless, useless and crappy posts AND they make me sound very childish >.< SO, I've decided to go into hibernation FOR REAL and maybe come back once in a while when I have like very enlightening insights to share with yall. Just to share a lil, I am always thinking about a lot of things and I irritate myself sometimes cos some things that I think about don't give me answers and solutions. I hate grey areas but life 偏偏 is full of grey areas so sometimes I give up thinking about it. However, on very rare occasions, I do get some insights from my thoughts and I think it's only right to share them with yall :D

Well, I can't say that whatever I think of is as deep as how Jiaying thinks about things XD, but there's no harm in sharing right? So yall can think about it and add on :D That's why I really like group discussions. I'm not the type who comes up with ideas but I love adding on to ideas. I can't work with nothing actually...so it always makes me feel secure with people discussing about things with me. These discussions can either affirm my thoughts or provide me with insights that my puny brain can never think of :D

Okayokay, I think my 'farewell' speech is like a bit too long XD Anyway, there's smth else that I really want to blog about! It's about the Physics paper! Muaha, I passed it! I cannot believe it! From a very bad failure to a pass is definitely no easy task man! I've never in my life failed a paper so badly before so this pass is a very big encouragement :D I think I really owe it to nice old Mr Chua :D I owe him a Teachers' Day present XD He added 4 marks for me mind you! So it's like from 9/25 to 13/25!

Gosh, I cannot believe my luck. And Mr Chua before going out of class after Physics lesson looked at me and ask "Can or not?"(or smth along those lines), haha. He was referring to the paper la and I was like "YES! Thank you!" Haha... Sigh, I really should try and do well for the next Data Analysis, I can't afford to disappoint Mr Chua! He isn't the type of person whom you would want to disappoint. Yep. SO, I've decided to set my target at 4.0 for the next Physics paper! I don't know how am I going to do it but I will make sure that I do :D I must prove my worth!

Yup, okay I think that should do for the last post le la. I need to do Chem now. SIGH. BYE~! (don't miss me >.<)

Bored to tears

2009-04-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I'm back to blogging cos I'm like bored to tears mans!

ANDANDANDAND, listening to 933 now and it's currently playing the song that I have on my nick! YAY!

Okay, ya, I'm really bored cos I've finished my work which isn't a lot and I've finished revising Bio and Chem. Only left with Math which I intend to do tmr or not I'll be bored to tears tmr. AND, I'm kinda saturated now so better not to study anymore :D OH! and one more reason to blog: cos I don't want my previous post to be the last post before I go into hibernation again.

Anyway, I've been listening to 933 from morning till night with a few breaks in between. Yup, so you can guess how bored I was. I know people will kill me for saying that I'm bored but I REALLY AM! Sigh, I think I should go and watch TV. Congrats for wasting like 30secs for reading this useless post :D

I WANT TO GO KTV/KBOX!

New skin

2009-04-11T17:18:00.002+08:00

YEAYEAYEA,

Finally got the newskin out PHEW. I'm super proud of it but I know it's not exactly nice :/ SOSOSOSO, I need your valuable feedback! Tag please! :D Thx!

And, I shall not post anything regarding the Captain's Ball Comp cos it's not worth the post. Just one thing: they'll be real stupid to accept our invitation to play Inter-unit Netball in June. They haven't won Captain's Ball fair and square so there's no reason why we should be lenient with them for Netball. We won't be playing but we'll be referee-ing(cos it's downright STUPID for the organising cum referee-ing school to play) . We'll make sure we scrutinize EVERY SINGLE MOVE they make. ROUGH is a word we'll eliminate from their dictionary.

I should stop in case I flare up. No one hopes to see Wynne flare up so let's keep it that way. The team only saw 20% of my anger on Thursday, you won't want to see my 100%.

Like Magnet

2009-04-08T23:07:00.008+08:00

YOYO,

Okay, I'm back to blogging again. OH NO! I'm not keeping to my promise, sigh. I'm like constantly being sucked to blogging...LIKE A MAGNET. But it's okay cos I'm in NO mood to do hmk anyway. COS I LEFT MY BIO NOTEBOOK IN THE LAB. Urgh. Yes, my mood is also affected by my belongings cos for some reasons, I have 'feelings' for my belongings, esp my stationery (>.<) Andand FYI, most of my stationery in my pencil case have been like with me since at least P6! Imagine that! 所谓‘日久深情’, so I've developed feelings for my stationery :D Oh my, i sound like a psychopath (>.<) Yup, anyway, so without my notebook I can't make notes so no point in reading up on the prac we did :D (What a wonderful excuse)

Blahblah...shan't elaborate on schoolwork, shall just do them in the morning tmr since I go to school so early everyday. OH! Did I say that I'm going for Captain's Ball Comp tmr? Haha, YES, Captain's Ball is a sport too! Well, at least that's how I view it :) So it's like Iva going for Netball comp and me going for Captain's Ball comp :D Such a stark contrast but they are ball games anyway :D Hmm...don't know whether we'll win cos the super Captain's Ball team combi is like... 'broken'. They pawned like EVERYONE in the one organised by VS cos they had like Sherm who was super pro at being the Captain and Joyce who is like SUPER tall which made defending strong. But tmr's team is slightly different from that SUPER team cos Joyce isn't going for it...MAN, I hope I don't screw up cos I think the news of the VS comp has gotten to the ears of other schools and they're expecting us to be pro tmr.. I'm starting to share the sentiments of sports people though I can never be one >.<

Haha, okok what's with me and winning? I think the inter-school nationals and SYF vibes are getting into me. It's like the feeling of wanting to be part of this competitive environment I guess...Well, I think it's not a bad thing right? Ah, whatever, shan't engage myself in a whirlpool of thoughts. I'm sick of exercising my logical sense nowadays. I think I analyse too much. WHY?! I always seem to scrutinize what people say to pounce on the logic flaws they have...it can get irritating at times :/ Sometimes, I remember irrelevant stuff cos those stuff have a very clever logical reasoning...do you get what I mean? Urgh, I think I'm back to the part of me who has problems expressing herself.

Anyway, BACK TO THE CAPTAIN's BALL COMP. Yup, so we'll get to leave class early for the comp like what sports people do! Hehe, okay why am I gaga-ing over such things? BUTBUTBUT, we'll be leaving before CLE leh...and CLE tmr is about subject combi and stuff in RJ..DANG, speaking of timing :/ howhowhow? You peeps out there must help me listen to that person talk and tell me kay! I really have no idea what's all the units and whatever thingums they have about.. I'm sorry if I sound like I 与世隔绝 for like centuries cos my sis have long graduated from her JC and JC then and now is pretty much different...

Ok, I'm feeling real random now so I shall just say very random things like I'M GOING TO VISIT THE PARLIAMENT NEXT MONDAY! Okay, did I sound very excited? haha, I'm not actually...just find it QUITE interesting cos you get to see like ministers talk about policies and stuff. Well, I'm not THAT into politics you know, don't quite like them but o'wells, a little exposure certainly won't do much harm :) BTW, I didn't sign up to go for it hor! I'm not that enthu. Technically, KZ sabo-ed me into it, haha (>.<) but it's okay la, unexpected opportunity so better not waste it...

Speaking of opportunity, I think I'm really the luckiest person on earth. I mean opportunities have been knocking on my door like nobody's business. Okay, I'm starting to feel like people looking daggers at me but it's true! A lot of wonderful things in my life now are unexpected. I never really went around trying to get my hands on them, they just... came. I think it's got smth to do karma..hehe. If you believe in reincarnations and stuff like that, I think I did a lot of kind deeds in my past life so I get to enjoy in this life...I really do think so you know, I mean I don't see how I deserve all these opportunities but they just come and I just conveniently accepted them. GOSH, the more I think about it, the more I think I am such a loser. I haven't been fighting for things! This is not good...BAD in fact :( Okayokay, a few words of self-consolation: at least I took the step to go for OSL selection camp which, by the "miraculous work of fate" (quote from the card I gave Jiahe >.<), led me to where I am now(which isn't much actually XD).

Okok, I think the expression you have on your face now would be like 0_o and thinking "What on Earth is she doing man? She sounds incoherent!" Haha, so shall spare you from all these crap since you've so kindly persevered to this point of the post :D

Till next time, BYE~!

P.S. do you realise that I've been incorporating Chinese in my posts? Hehe, I guess I decided to practice my Chinese in times like this so that my 'O's won't be that hopeless :D

dashed dashed dashed..

2009-04-07T16:59:00.009+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

Okay, decided to blog lil while I wait for my hair to dry before I go for my nap (>.<)

SIGHSIGHSIGH. I failed physics terribly leh! Can't believe it..I went through the paper and realised I could have very well passed if not for using the wrong values throughout the paper, MY CONCEPT WAS RIGHT! URGH, it seems that the mistakes were so 离谱that even e.c.f. marks couldn't give me a pass :( MAN, now I'm worried that my dad would blame my poor results on my obsession over my idol..will he? AHHHHH...my geog WAS JUST A PASS! Devastating news. I think it's time for me to reflect :/ What went wrong?!

Okay, actually I've long done my reflections and I know what went wrong, I've been too obsessed over completing hmk. I insist that it is so. I worked so hard to finish my hmk but none of it was of use to my grades. THEREFORE, I shall not do hmk from now onwards (partially cos I realised smart people don't do hmk too (>.<)). MUAHA. Yup, and I've founded the COOL CLUB a.k.a CC around the area where I sit in class. Members of the CC do not do hmk and yet remain smart at the same time :) The current members are: Ser Yee, Yi Xin, Jiahe, Rachel(the uncool amongst the cool, hehe) and Jiaming :D YUP. It started off because Rachel was doing Chinese mock paper 2 when it won't be gone through in class or collected to mark, so we called her uncool (>.<)

HAHA, anyway it's okay if you don't understand cos it's partially an inside joke :D I have fun groupmates. YAY!

OHOH, I forgot to mention that I taught Ser Gin how to play the guitar after school today! Haha, so proud of myself. It wasn't really official though cos I didn't really get to tell her everything, just taught her the piece that she wanted >.<

OHOHOH, have I ever said that I think I'm getting very intrigue by html and css codes? Haha, went to search online on guides on how to do them so I can design my own blogskin! So I might revamp my blog again since there's no hmk today. MUAHAHAHA, hope it'll turn out alright cos my current blogskin is like 0_o

Yupyup, I guess that's all for now cos my hair is like almost dry already...CIAOS!

JJ World Tour 2009 Continued Part II

2009-03-31T23:00:00.018+08:00

WAHAHAHA. I'm back! There's really only one person capable of pulling me back to blogging and that's no other than HIM! Haha...no la, it's just that I'm exceptionally efficient nowadays so I finished all my hmk quite early :D (or it's just that there isn't much to start with (>.<)) Anyway, I'm back cos Iva told me it's not illegal to post pics on blogs so here I am to share my private collection with yall! Muaha, I'm such a generous person. NO LA, I just want you to feel envious of me and regretful for not going for it XP So yup, this post will be mainly photos except for this para of words I'm typing...Refer to Iva's blog for more info on the sequence of songs and some commentary cos I seriously can't remember in what sequence he sang the songs in (>.<)

This was at the very start of the concert...started off with a few sleek moves..

Him and his Baby Js! All designed by him :D

He looks so happy in this!

And even happier in this! In sychro with more of his Baby Js!

Pretty lights from the audience taken from my seat. Similar to RGS Founders Day, only more spectacular :D

Can't really see his face in this cos the lights were so bright...but his costume can be seen very clearly from this :D

WEEE~! I like this outfit of his! VERY COOOL!!

By2 and him singing 只对你有感觉...Super sweet! and 调皮at times (>.<)

You can guess from his hand sign that he's doing his 招牌 beatboxing again! WOOHOO!

This pic is so clear cos I think they were on the right side of the stage then so they were right in front of us! :DD

HAHA, this outfit of his marked the start of his 模仿秀, starting off with Jacky Cheung..notice how he imitates Jacky's hand movement...hehehe...

JJ and 范范！They sang 小酒窝 which was very refreshing :D He did his imitation of Michael Jackson in that outfit of his btw, LOVED THE 'YOU ARE NOT ALONE'!!

JJ and his mother! His mother was playing the pipa..Super touching moment...

His father playing the Erhu...

林爸爸opened his golden mouth and sang a small part of 醉赤壁cos JJ was trying very hard not to cry

And there you have it - the whole family on stage performing... Kudos to 林氏家族, they rock!

And how can we not have a part of 自弹自唱 in his concert? He sang some of his famous ballads and the most memorable one was the 10 000 people 'choir'...everyone in the stadium sang a small part of 简简单单 and it was simply beautiful....

And there he was...one of the last moments he was on stage before the concert ended...SIGH. Watched the video of him singing 一千年以后(the last song) and his reluctance to go off the stage made me feel real sad cos he was sad...I rewatched the video several times cos he sang 一千年以后 really really well but I avoided the very last part cos I'm afraid I'll cry if I keep watching that scene... :( I think any fan would feel sad watching that man....

Yup, and this is the box of Storm mints that was on my seat before we entered the stadium...

Hope you've enjoyed the pics! BYE~!

JJ World Tour 2009 Continued..

2009-03-30T00:13:00.012+08:00

SIGH, I was just watching the videos and photos I took and I still can't believe that it ended already...MAN. Went to Iva's blog just now and she had the same sentiments as I did! Haha, we both said things along the lines of it being indescribable. Yup, oh! And Iva and I kind of camwhored a lil before the concert (>.<)

Man! I look so round beside her! or maybe I AM round :/ I don't want to take photos with you anymore Iva! Haha, just jking..

Yep, now that it's over, I feel sorta empty. It's like there's nothing else to look forward to anymore. No more events to attend, no more news on him in the papers (or maybe just a few) :( But come to think of it, I guess it's okay cos all these news and events are tiring him out. Yup, so we should be understanding and let him rest :D We are nice, good and obedient fans :D

Today's event was probably his last event in Singapore before he goes on an inspiration trip. 演唱会庆功派对2009 didn't have him sing any songs but it was still a fun and casual interaction :) I went quite early to get my queue number this morning but I was still the 65th 0_o But it's okay la, cos that put me on the side of the aisle in the room so I got to pop the party popper :DDD I think the popper stuff from my popper got onto his head (>.<) Haha, everything went well and it was fun although I didn't get chosen for the game (>.<) BUT 美中不足之处 is that the person in front of my was relatively tall and her yellow wig was kind of getting in the way :/ so like most of the photos I took have part of her wig....SPEAKING OF PHOTOS, I feel so stupid can! The quality of my photos are so lousy cos I didn't change the mode! URGH. Such a waste. I SHALL NOT MAKE SUCH STUPID MISTAKES AGAIN.

Yup, so taking into consideration how screwed my cam and photos were, I shall not post any photos from the 庆功派对though I have relatively upclose shots of him..hehe...

Right, I think I should end off le..SCHOOL TMR! Sigh...GOODNIGHT!

The 灯板that HKFC kindly lent us during the concert :D We are one big family :DD

P.S. If you haven't realised, I didn't post any photos of JJ during the concert cos I'm afraid that I'll be doing something illegal (>.<) So until I confirm that I can post those photos up, those photos shall remain as my private collection :D

JJ World Tour 2009

2009-03-29T00:47:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOOOHOOOO~!

I can't believe that the concert just ended! Man! It was SUPERB! The costume was AWESOME! The music was HEAVENLY!!! HAHA, suddenly I have such a wide range of adjectives :D But it was really so!

Man, I just don't know how to describe it but he was 帅呆了！！！Sigh, sorry for having such a limited vocabulary bank but I really dunno how to describe it. It was just awesome la....tomorrow is yet another event and I hope I won't be too tired then...okok, I think my brain has stopped functioning so I guess I should go to sleep first and organise my thoughts later :D

Goodnight!

160th post

2009-03-14T22:26:00.004+08:00

Heyheyhey!

NONG TIME NO SEE!!! haha...okay, decided to blog cos I promised Jiahe to :D but this shall be the only post until June or even Dec hols. Anyway, let me start with a brief narration of what happened yesterday and today.

Went to school 'EARLY IN THE MORNING 6 O'CLOCK'. Do you still remember that line from that little sick chant we use to say in pri school? Yea, anyway, YAH. I really went to school at 6.30am yesterday although it was a school holiday. No, it wasn't because I remembered wrongly, IT WAS BECAUSE I HAD OSL STUFF TO DO. Sigh...as much as I feel frustrated for having my holiday taken away, I acknowledge that it is my duty to go for it cos I applied to become a mentor on my own accord. Yup, so met Mr S(no I'm not trying to be mysterious here, just wanna save time from typing his longlong name >.<) in the morning and spent most of the time afterwards in the logs room enjoying the air con...NO LAH we did serious work okay! Then went out for lunch bla bla...And finally it was 4PM!!! But Mr S still wouldn't let us go before he gave his long long speech. MAN, I was literally hopping in my seat for 15 minutes before he finally dismissed us! GOSH, in the end I was lost in the Chinatown area as Ivalyn tried as much as she could to give a totally street dumb person directions....BOOHOO. Yup, so in the end I reached SMUDGE at like 5.30pm?! But it was still closed so at least I didn't miss out anything. And blablabla, I bought a shirt! For $70 mind you!! Managed to convince the others(mainly Iva and Zhenxiu) to buy black shirts cos they'd experience heartache if they should dirty their white shirts. YUP! and reached home at 9 0_o wad a day man! Then woke up at 8am today to prac my guitar which wasn't very fruitful cos I almost threw my guitar away :( was frustrated at not being able to play this stupid piece properly. Eventually I gave up. It was the only only prac i had before today's lesson kay! In the end my teacher was like 'you aren't in a very good form today' :/ of course la...i only practiced once :( And at the end of the lesson he pat on my back and wished me good luck for my comp next week. SIGH, I feel so bad for disappointing him...SORRY! And speaking of the comp, I REGRET IT SO MUCH! Shouldn't have practiced so hard for the auditions. DON'T KNOW WHAT WAS I THINKING MAN! Now I've gotten into semifinals I can't possibly not play well or not it'll be so embarrassing! BUT I have no time to prac! DANG. Whatever la, let's move on. Next after my lesson I had to rush to collect the poster for the Youth Voice in Service Learning (YVSL) conference which is happening on 17 and 18 of March. Then went to meet Lingxi to go to NIE. MAN, so glad that we managed to find that place quite easily. It was attributed to several factors: 1)We got off at the right bus stop although it was different from the one that I thought it should be aftering searching the net. 2)We asked a knowledgeable security guard 3)I did a good deed the day before. HAHA, okay, the last one was crap la. Yup, but cos the place was on the hill so we have to like walk quite a bit. It was an uphill task, like literally! In the end I have like one blister each on my feet :( cos i wore slippers MAN. My life is very happening hor? Sigh, let's talk 'bout more general things now..like what happened in term 1. Well, it started off quite well cos I was unexpectedly hardworking and everything but I lost the momentum after falling sick :( so everything was a mess after that. A crazy week followed by another was how I spent the second half of term 1. Was looking very much to Week10 but it turned out worst cos of Math PT. I slept after 1am everyday cos of it la! HORRIBLE. But feeling very accomplished and satisfied after doing it cos I learnt how to use Excel in a super cool way. I ROCK! Math PTs have always been my pride for some reason :D Math pt in sec 2 was also very satisfying, so much so that I requested my groupmates to allow me to take home the poster we did. HAHA. Last year's Math pt was individual...but....actually nothing to be proud of cos it was crappy though I got supposedly one of the highest in class. I hope Math PT this year won't be too bad cos it contains my blood and sweat in it! Okayokay, I think I'm starting to sound irritating. Speaking of grades...I think i did HORRIBLY for most of the tests in term 1. Hmm...lemme rank them in order of how much I screwed them up, starting with the most: 1)Physics 2)Geog 3)Chem PPA 4)SS 5)EL 6)Chem SPA 7)Chinese 8)Bio 9)Math PPA Is that all? Hmm..I guess so. Yup, Feel so bad for screwing up physics cos I feel like I've let down nice old Mr Chua...oops! Physics just ain't the thing for me..don't know why I took physics..I'm 200% ready for a failure. Geog was stupid cos apparently, everyone did well for it but I am 100% sure that I didn't. Fancy making stupid mistakes :( Okay, enough of tests... Hmmm...I think I'll end off soon cos my eyelids are like about to drop...YAWNS i need to sleep to recuperate! Get back all my lost sleep before plunging back into the pool of work. Okay, CIAOS~!

School starts oficially

2009-01-05T23:05:00.005+08:00

Okay!

I guess this should be my last post before I go MIA. Haha.. My loyal blog readers should know that I go MIA during school periods and come back into action during hols. Yup, and it's time I should FOCUS.

Man, speaking about focusing, I really have TONS of stuff waiting for me to do! School like barely started but I have lots to do for OSL. First, there's this conference thingy in March and EXCO is supposed to be in charge of it. SIGH. And we knew it this morning during the meeting with Mr Lim. Well, I've asked Mr Lim about IT and he said he was sabo-ed. I personally don't really buy that but I guess I can only believe him cos there's really nothing much that I can do. I guess we can only blame ourselves for not being lucky enough to fit into his timetable la...SIGH. AND, Iva we WILL smuggle into your class someday :P

Oh right, back to saying how busy I am. Yup, so there's like hall presentation coming up, which is like this Friday! I can't wait to see the video but I expect to see my unglam photos in it la (>.<) Shouldn't have slept so unglam-ly on the bus XD Then there's Parents Meet next friday. I hope I don't screw it up like the last one...the last one was HORRIBLE. I freaked out for some reason, SIGH. YUP, so that's about it la. OH! and I forgot to say that I figured how to create my own handphone theme! MUAHA, and you've guessed it! My handphone theme now is JJ, YES x 1 000 000! Haha.. Ohohoh, and it seems that I don't have a choice whether or not I go for the guitar comp cos my teacher was like 'I really don't care whether or not you get to the finals, I just want you to have the exposure.' So I was practically left nothing to say....SIGH. Oh and I want to take back my words. It turned out that my Chinese teacher is VERY FUNNY. Well, to be exact VERY ENTERTAINING. It was TOTALLY HILARIOUS in class today. I won't describe what happened but it was very funny. Now I hope she is my Chinese teacher and I think I will be in the B class la, no doubt about that. Andandand, I hope my good friends won't be like in different Chinese classes from me, unless I've been hanging out with like smart people lah XD AND, in case you don't quite buy my explanation in my previous post for being so mean, here's another one: I'M NO LONGER THE CLASSCHAIR! Muaha, so I can afford to be mean to teachers now! YES! okay lah, it's not that I want to be mean to teachers, it's just that sometimes being the class chair you can't express your unhappiness much. And, I think I'm getting rebellious XD BUT, it seems that I can never run away from being a treasurer. I've barely enjoyed the treasurer-less days and they are back again. SIGH. I think I'll request to be the SL rep like what Mr Segarra suggested :D I'm more than willing to be the SL rep :DDDD Oh and thanks for the money (from the class fund) :D You'll never see it again XD Not bad huh, hehe... Okay, I think I'm like being REALLY REALLY random in this post. But since it's my last post before I start burying myself into the mountains of work, please forgive me XD Alright, hope that yall will have a great year ahead :D See you guys again next Dec hols! CIAOS~!

Wynne is PISSED

2009-01-02T20:31:00.004+08:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!

This is the ultimate Pissifying thing that can happen to ANYONE on the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. URGH.

Warning: Be prepared for an absolutely CRITICAL blog post. Pardon me if I sound mean cos I FEEL MEAN TODAY. Probably has got something to do with the fact that I slept at around 3am TODAY and had to wake up at 6am... Anyway, that's not the point. Let me tell you what pissed me off so much today.

First, I was praying throughout the whole morning before we met our form teacher and CLETs that our form and CLETs are like nice people. BUT, I was greeted by disappointed cos our form teacher is like some uncle who teaches physics! O-M-G. I cannot believe it!! Physics teacher as a form teacher. WOW. And what's worse, HE'S NEW! How on earth can they ask a NEWNEWNEWNEW teacher to be a form teacher?! 天理何在啊！！SIGH. THEN, my CLET is no other than my Chinese teacher. She has this BOOMING voice that is incredibly LOW. I really wonder how am I going to survive her lessons...

BUT all these aren't really the most 'pissifying' things that happened...After the meet-your-teachers-session, I met Iva and Pristine(same class peeps) at the staircase as we were going down for some House meet. GUESS WHAT THEY TOLD ME. This, I must give it a WHOLE NEW PARAGRAPH:

THEIR CLET IS MR LIM! AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I was DEVASTATED when I heard it. (EH, don't get me wrong okay). Anyway, Mr Lim cheated us! He told us he's NOT teaching sec 4 so what the hell is he doing in 405's class?!!!! AHHHH, what's more, 405 still hasn't really known how blessed they are man...THEY ARE THE ONLY CLASS WITH MR LIM TEACHING THEM BIO CAN! How is this possible...I wouldn't have felt so pissed if he didn't teach sec 4 altogether but now it's like he's teaching ONE class and that ONE class isn't us! URGH.

Okay, yah, that piece of info was sufficient to keep me uneasy throughout the House meet thingy (I didn't know he wasn't teaching my class then. I was still praying very hard can!) . Then afterwards, I went to CLC to check out the rest of my class' teachers and HORROR. Like what duxuan said, ALL OUR TEACHERS ARE/LOOK SUCKY. Bleah. But it's like ALL of the teachers are NEW except Math and Geog, which so happened to be the same as last year -_-'' Ohoh, and PE is familiar la, at least he's a nice teacher :D

AIYAH, I'm supposed to be pissed! Okay, lemme continue. Yup, so the rest of the teachers are like NEVER HEARD OF de loh!! WAH DIE LA. More than half of the time new teachers are sucky... Well, maybe some of them have prior teaching experiences but I don't like it when they tell us things along the lines of 'I believe that all of you are the smartest girls in Singapore so I think I'm here to learn more than to teach'...BLAH BLAH BLAH. Yah lah, enough of your flattering la. If we're that pro we won't need to go to school le right? URGH. And us being smart DOESN'T mean that you can teach us any lesser..

OH and one VERY VERY common 'thing' with new teachers that used to come from co-ed schools: 'Ladies and gentlemen/Boys and girls. Oops sorry, please pardon me. I haven't really gotten used to the fact that this is an all-girls school...' yada yada...i tell u, IT'S ALL THE SAME WITH THIS TYPE OF NEW TEACHERS. urgh.

I'm sicksicksick of new teachers! The school is driving away truly GOOD teachers and inviting like HORRIBLE teachers. YUCKS. Now, I really doubt I can fulfil one of my New Year Resolutions which says: Take all subjects seriously even if the teacher is sucky. My goodness...that will mean like ALL of my subjects, maybe except Math cos it's Ms Kum. BUMMER.

It's okay, I shall be positive and like what yanting said, take it as a training for uni - SELF STUDY. No matter how much I detest doing so, I still have to or not my grades will suffer. Now I understand why they set GPA 3.20 as the benchmark for the eligibility to take a H3 subject. I thought 3.2 is relatively easy but now, I think it's farther than anything else in this world with such teachers...

SIGH, Okay I think I'm currently the ultimate meanest person on Earth cos I jumped to conclusions even before I meet my teachers. MAN, I'm getting cranky :( cos I'm OLD. Sec 4 is oldoldold. okayokay, maybe the teachers aren't as bad as I think they'd be, I should keep an open mind cos I've only seen their names afterall XD (I sense people throwing eggs at me cos I said so many bad things about the teachers just because their names seem to suggest so ><) OHOHOH, shall say something happy now since too much anger is no good for one's health. Yup, I GOT MY DVD AND CONCERT TICKET TODAY! YES! Muaha, and I spent like an hour watching it right after school. It was very funny and I can't believe that I missed it >< I choose the wrong events to miss man...

ANDANDAND, I saw Group 3 HAPPY people in school today! Passed them their cards with their photos inside :D I still can't believe that I spent 2 weeks with these peeps...I MISS THEM! And, what happened to our happy shirts? Haha, need to bug Shamaine Ho for them XD

Okay, I should really be doing my commonwealth essay and practice my guitar. My teacher is SURE to kill me tmr but I think he knows me well enough le lah. I guess he has already given up hope in me. Speaking of hope, he gave me a piece before I terminated lessons for the month of Dec and told me it's a competition piece. I STARED at him when he said that and he quickly took back his words and said 'Well, whether or not you're going for the competition we'll decide later but for the time being, just learn this piece first.' MUAHA. I am so NOT going for the competition man. I tremble even in front of my teacher, what more in front of the judges? I'll screw it up like always so yah, DON'T EVEN THINK OF SENDING ME FOR COMPETITION. Oh, and please don't get me wrong, I think everyone from my music school gets to go for the comp, it's just whether or not you want it...

Yup, okay, I think I've said my piece and vented (is there such a word?! oh my, my English is horrendous!) my frustrations. Shall end off here and go watch Little Nyonya :D

I don't mind :D

2008-12-31T22:19:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHA...

Okay, so I happened to be browsing a few blogs. Well to be exact, I was browsing those JJFC peeps linked from Iva's blog. And I realised something.

I realised that I should be grateful that my name's Wynne. MUAHA. Cos it starts with 'W' and ends with 'NE' :D So it's like VERY similar to JJ's Christian Name, WAYNE. Now I really don't mind people calling me Wayne..HAHA

But seriously, people have all sorts of pronunciation for my name when they first saw it. well, lemme list them out:

1)Wayne
2)Wind (?! never knew I was so COOL)
3)Wine (OkAy...)

Well, other than pronunciation problems, PEOPLE HAVE PROBLEMS WITH SPELLING MY NAME TOO:

1)Winnie (This is the WORST mistake you can make, I tell you..)
2)Winne
3)Wynnie
4)Wyne
5)Wynie

SIGH, so much for having a UNIQUE name. Others have unique names too but I don't see that they get their names screwed up like mine :(

BUT it's okay right now :D Haha...Oh, and just a lil background on my name. It is given to me by a fortune teller. Yeayea, I know. People have been telling me that this fortune teller is very 'hip' cos usually fortune tellers give Chinese names ><><><)

The last day of 2008

2008-12-31T19:45:00.005+08:00

YO! I figured that I should blog on the very last day of 2008 :)

BUT there's a HUGE problem...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT! haha...

hmmm....I think I shall write the First-times I had this year :D

It was my first time...

1)being a classchair (and boy, it was TOUGH)
2)kayaking (during OBS)
3)wanting to do well for Chinese (cos of Bai Lao Shi ><) 4)being a leader of such a big project (OSL) 5)being involved in FAM (but who gets to organise it twice anyway?) 6)doing pedicure ><>.<) Serve him right :) It was pretty scary but he admitted himself that it was his retribution for being mean during the trip :D See? No one gets to bully Wynne and go away scott-free :D OOPS, I didn't mean to be mean on the very last day of 2008 >< (pun not intended XD) Anyway, I really ran out of stuff to say so I shall wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance :D (in case I forget ><) and end off! BYE~!

New Year Resolutions..

2008-12-30T16:00:00.003+08:00

YEP!

I'm BACK! From my dreams..haha. So it turned out that I didn't go anywhere afterall. SIGH. But not that bad lah, at least I finished writing all the cards to my groupmates :D And did a bit of tidying...BUT I still haven't done anything related to schoolwork. AHHH...

Wynne is sosososososo going to die. Okay, I think I've said that like a trillion times but I never seem to do anything about it. Aw MAN, I should really be getting into the school mood now cos Sec 4s gonna be really fast-paced! I can't afford to slacken! Okayokay, so I shall start off the year with new resolutions :)

1) Achieve GPA over 3.60 I really REALLY need to achieve this cos I need to end my RGS life BEAUTIFULLY. SOOO....Math, Bio, Geog: 4.0, Physics, Chem, Chinese: 3.6, English, SS: 3.2 OMG, this looks pretty impossible ><>< (Pray that I can achieve this) 3)Do NRP properly and get it done quickly. 4)Be a good senior to my CCA juniors. Be a good logs head and tidy up the room. 5)Take all subjects seriously even if the teacher is sucky 6)Not to use the comp unnecessarily (like now!) shall try to limit the time I spend in front of my comp... 7)Lose weight! Target: 48kg (Just like how it was when I was P6. DANG what happened??) 8)Be a good OSL mentor if I get to be one. Yup, I hope I can achieve all these things man cos I realised they seem to be unachievable to me right now. I should start getting into a positive mindset soon...SIGH. It's okay, Wynne can do it :D ohohoh! I should add on one more: NEVER TO MISS JJ'S EVENT EVER AGAIN! Haha...I can't wait for his concert man!! And it seems that Louise is going too! Haha, can't believe that I'm that influential ><><

CIAOS!

OSL team outing!

2008-12-29T23:18:00.004+08:00

YAY! Back from team outing! GOSH, I don't remember coming home so late before! Haha, was kinda scary but I made it home safely :D

Hmm...it was fun! Haha, we split up eventually cos like some people wanted to go cycle but others wanted to go Escape. And I was with the Escape group! Haha, I refused to go cycling cos 1) It's been YEARS since I last cycled and I'm not very good at it >< 2) I had never been to Escape before so you can't expect me not to go when I'm JUST in front of it XD

Yup, so the very first ride we took was the superman thingy. Wasn't very thrilling but at least it was a pretty good appetizer, haha. Then we took the flipper thing but still wasn't very thrilling. Was feeling bored already budden we went to the family coaster next. Well, although it was only like 2 rounds, it was pretty fun but not because it was thrilling. In fact, it was the horrible trembling and shaking that woke me up. Haha, I WAS ALMOST FALLING ASLEEP BEFORE THAT. Yup, then after that we went to the the Pirate Ship.

I tell you, you can just forego whatever rides there are in Escape and just keep going for the Pirate Ship cos it's the MOST thrilling ride EVER. Haha. We sat right at the ends of the ship so it was SUPER scary. Esther and Shamaine were like 'Oh my god, oh my god! I'm going to die!!!' Haha...and they weren't even at the ends -_-''

Then after that we went to the wet ride. GOSH. I gotta warn anyone out there who intends to go on that ride to make sure that they are fully prepared to get wet before choosing to sit at the back. I was SOAKED through and through man! And Bella got away with only a few specks of water on her shirt -_- haha. But lucky I was wearing a black shirt so it wasn't that bad. At least people couldn't SEE that I was wet. Yup, then after that we went to the pirate ship for the last time before we decided to meet the rest.

BUT it turned out that the other batch of peeps went to the arcade so we could afford to play longer :D yup, so we went the HAUNTED HOUSE. O-M-G. It was SUPER SUPER SUPER scary! URGH. Never like haunted houses :@ What was worse was that I was the last to go! Then there was this 'ghost' appearing from dunno where behind me! I SCREAMED like siao man. I hate those kind of things ><>< Haha...then for the rest of the walk, I closed my eyes but I still screamed cos the people in front screamed..HAHA. Smart right, add on to the atmosphere :D

Yah lah, then afterwards we went on the Flipper and walked to the arcade to find them. Then the whole bunch of us went to find Pizza Hut but it turned out that the Pizza Hut they had over there was the takeaway kind. So in the end we had to sit at this empty space to eat >< Not bad lah, remotely resembled what it was like in Cambodia cos it was PARTIALLY under the stars (1 star only lah). Yup, so we ate and we went home!

Haha, sounds boring right, but it's pretty fun actually...going to upload the photos soon :D OHOHOH! and I realised TWO things.

ONE: There are TWO stalkers in this OSL team. 1)Jeston and 2)Zheming! Haha...one stalks my blog and the other stalks where I stay...HAH! No lah, just jkin >< But both of them just refused to tell me how they know my stuff but heck la, I don't really care XD

TWO: Never EVER EVER trust Zheming in whatever he says. He made me go up the escalator when everyone else went down cos I stupidly believe him when he asked me to go up >:( Haha

Yup, oh and dee dee wants to have another outing after CNY celebrations...What do yall think?? SIGH, but where shall we go next? I'm a very ULU person so don't expect me to like know places to go cos the only places I went for outing were: ECP, Sentosa, West Mall, Causeway Point, Bugis, Plaza Sing, Far East Plaza and...no more. Haha, yah cos I live in the West and I think the East has more fun places to go...

OKAY! I'm feeling EXHAUSTED right now so I shall go sleep. I still don't know whether to go watch Yes Man with Cheryl Koh tmr or should I go shopping with my cuz...AHHH...Shall figure it out in my dreams >< GOOD NIGHT!

(Shall do my New Year Resolutions in the next post)

Random!

2008-12-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

Hey there!

Here's a short post before I go to sleep. Just wanna say that I saw TWO cars with the car plates 'JJJ' on the same stretch of highway today. Haha, COOL RIGHT?

Okay, I should really be sleeping already cos it's the OSL outing tmr! And speaking of outing, the remaining few days of 2008 seem to be fully packed. I'll be going out with my cuz and sis on tue (shopping!) and then will be going to my cuz's workplace on wed. And well, 1st Jan will be Commonwealth Essay day lah :(

YAY! And I'm STILL heck-caring about Math, Chem and Commonwealth essay. They're just there to make life difficult for us :P

OH! and I forgot to say that I'm feeling irritated right now cos I can't find the magazines I want :( I am so going to search high and low for them throughout the whole of Singapore, I DON'T CARE!

Haha, okay, I should really be sleeping now, BYE~!

Back!

2008-12-27T23:14:00.003+08:00

HEY!

I'm back from Malaysia! SIGH, back to Singapore just means that I'll have to do work :( I'm like only at the sum and product of roots thingy for math...DIE and I haven't touched Chem ever since I left for Malaysia XD I figured I should focus on Math cos it's like double weightage, I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE THIS 4.0 AGAIN! sigh, if i had gotten 4.0 for Math this year, my GPA would have been very much different...WAAAAAH

Okay okay, no point crying over spilt milk..speaking of crying, I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING COS I MISSED SMUDGE LAUNCH! URGH. If I had been in Singapore then, Ivalyn and I would have gone for it and we wouldn't be hitting ourselves in the head for missing out on seeing JJ in person :(

And I want the shirt! It's kinda ex but I liked it ever since I saw him wearing it when I was browsing his blog...I wonder when is the official opening of his shop...AND I really should be saving up right now...I need money for prom next year too! And I intend to buy more Wii controls cos 1 is certainly not enough...Kinda pathetic for one to play and the rest to watch XD Andandand I foresee that I'll need money to buy concert merchandise! Maybe JJ will release more nicer tees too...aw man....I really should start working then I can earn my own money. But the problem lies with my mom cos she doesn't quite allow me to...SIGH.

Alright, I really shouldn't be going on and on about JJ cos I think people find it irritating X) SO I shall go on to saying more about the stay in Malaysia. It was pretty much the same as before..Hmmm....let's see what I did on Christmas...

I woke up at 7 plus cos the whole bunch of us (which includes our relatives and my family) were going to the hot spring. It's called Air Panas which literally translates into Hot Water in English. Yup, so we stayed there for like 2 hours or so, from 10am to 12pm, although we could stay there for as long as we wanted. It was kinda like a swimming pool setting, quite different from what we see of hot springs in Japan and Taiwan...but the water was hotter than I expected...I guess I was kinda red from the soaking XD then after that we went to have lunch and my sister, cousin and I went to my cousin's house to bake brownies cos my cousin was having a lil barbeque session with his neighbours in the small alley at the back of his house, haha. It was kinda fun cos I never baked anything other than during cooking lessons in school XD and the brownies turned out fine :D Well, it had to be cos we bought pre-mixed mixtures so we only had to add eggs, butter and water.

YUP, that pretty much sums up what I did on Christmas. You may find it quite boring but I think it's more exciting than previous years cos my family don't really celebrate Christmas. As for the rest of the stay, I managed to buy my Chinese New Year Clothes and shoes as always :D Can't wait to wear them :D Lucky I left them in Malaysia or not I would be wearing them even before CNY XD

OH and I'll be going for OSL team outing on Monday! YAY! I can't wait to see my groupmates! I miss them man! I think I just haven't gotten sick of them even after living with them for 2 weeks XD

And did I say before that I miss my home internet connection? Tapping onto my cousin's wireless made surfing TORTUROUS man..it was SUPER DUPER slow...Yup, and I think that is the only thing I miss about Singapore cos I can't wait to escape from the truckloads of work waiting for me. Speaking of work, I FORGOT ABOUT COMMONWEALTH ESSAY AGAIN! It's back to haunt me XD I haven't started on it and I foresee that I'll be chionging it on 1st of Jan. What a way to celebrate New Year :( How I wish our school can just declare 2nd of Jan as holiday...it's so lame to go school for a day and then go for weekend break after that.

Okay, I think I should post some photos I took in Malaysia..I realised it isn't alot but here they are anyway:

Haha, this is the Christmas tree in my condo in M'asia which we've reused for many years XD We decorated it with the many soft toys we have from Macs and other stuff. Oh and the 'presents' below the tree are just nicely-wrapped boxes, there's nothing inside XD

Another pic of the tree taken from below. The lights change colours :D

WEE! I like this! So pretty!

Okay, and this is me at the Japanese restaurant. My sister's godmum's son, which essentially means my sister's godbro, was treating his family and us to Japanese cuisine cos his mum never tried sushi before....Somehow, I have the feeling that Lingxi will find me very 'cheeko' in this pic..haha. Anyway, I was eating my green tea ice cream.

Yep, that's about it! I think I should sleep already...BYE~!

Bored

2008-12-19T17:28:00.002+08:00

Yay, I'm here blogging again.

It seems that blogging is a channel for me to escape from reality for a while :) This time, I'm taking a break from typing my reflections. SIGH. I realise I have a very big diffculty trying to express my thoughts through words. I've been thinking a lot and a lot of metaphors floated in front of me but I just don't know how to pen them down properly!

URGH, sometimes I just hate being so lousy at languages. Being lousy at languages also means that I can't express myself properly through talking too. BLEAH. WYNNE NEEDS TO BE MORE CHARISMATIC!

And that also explains why I always flunk interviews :( Okayokay, I think I shouldn't say so much depressing stuff.

Anyway, I don't think I can finish my reflections in time considering how long I take to phrase my sentences and all those. And I realise I have LOTS to write man...so much for worrying what to write, hmph. Yup, so hopefully I'm pro enough to catch my cousin in a good mood someday :D

Okay, I guess I should go back to reality already. I'm not quite done with packing actually XD

CIAOS~!

Officially DEAD

2008-12-19T16:00:00.003+08:00

YOYO!

Gosh, I just realised how exposed I am man...I never knew so many people visit my blog! Haha..sneaky people who don't tag...I should be more careful with what I say now..

But I'm really curious, HOW DID YALL MANAGED TO FIND MY BLOG? I've always thought that the few who tag on my tagboard are the only ones visiting my blog. Hmm...another mystery to solve.

Anyway, I'll have to rush out reflections today cos I'm not sure whether I have internet connection over there in m'asia (it depends on how good my cousins' moods are when I ask for it ><)

OHOHOH, and I'm officially dead for guitar. I haven't practiced at all since I touched down and I'm going away for another week! YIKES! I dunno whether my parents will allow me to bring my guitar over and even if they do, I dunno whether I have the motivation to practice considering that I have to do math and chem over there too. SIGH. ANDANDAND, there's my Nintendo Wii to distract me! Boohoo...this is a total challenge of my will power...HELP ME!!

Haha, okay I sounded like I'm going through some boot camp or smth. Okay, and I think I've crapped enough to satisfy my readers out there since I won't be blogging again for another week. BYE~!

At the beginning

2008-12-18T15:06:00.002+08:00

WHOOSH!

I'm back blogging again! Haha, just to escape from Chem a lil cos I'm feeling a little dizzy from all the calculations XD

Anyway, I just wanna share this lil song with you called "At The Beginning". We added this song in quite last minute for the closing ceremony at Sok Ann Samrong High School. We sang it a few times during the CXC pracs at night and everytime I sing it, I feel that the lyrics are just so true. The lyrics just sum up the trip in Cambodia. Here it goes:

We were strangers

Starting out on a journey

Never dreaming

What we have to go through

But here we are

And I'm suddenly standing

At the beginning with you

No one told me

I was going to find you

Unexpected

What you did to my heart

When I lost hope

You were there to remind me

That this is the start

And life is a road that I wanna keep going

Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'

Life is a road

Now and forever

Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning

I'll be there when the storm is through

In the end, I wanna be standin at the beginning with you~

This is the song I took like half an hour to learn while washing dishes..haha. But the song is just so sweet. I think this song is kinda like our school song but SGS managed to learn it too! It was so heartwarming when everyone sang it at the closing ceremony :D SIGH.

Okay, anyway, have I ever said that I'm going to be away again? Yup, I'll be in Malaysia from tmr night till next Sunday I think :D I really can't wait but I haven't finished revising math and Chem. Well, to be exact, I haven't even started! MANZ! procrastinate is all I do...who can save me??

But it's really difficult to start okay! I dunno where to start revising! For chem, I've read through whatever ppt they have on Moodle and tried every quiz (except the salt and bases and precipitation ones). So now what? I'd rather they give us homework to complete so at least I know what they are looking out for...

AND MATH! gosh! I realised I've forgotten everything about Circular Measure and statistics! I don't want to touch statistics anymore!! *wails* andandand, I don't understand the properties of circles cos i missed more than half of the lesson when Ms Kum was going through that topic! AHHH...What a time to miss math :(

I guess all I can do is to depend on myself :( AH HAR! Shall be optimistic and call this a chance to practice independent learning :D WADEVER LAH. I'm tired, shall go take my med and take a nap. Maybe I'll feel more refreshed and rejuvenated to do work after my power nap :D

OO, speaking of power naps, we actually got the time to have power naps in Sok Ann during the 3-hour lunch breaks. I thought OSL was all about work but I never knew the teachers still remembered that we're humans :D Mr Mizar said that we need the power naps so that we'll have the energy to handle three hours of lessons in total. YAY! But it seemed that I was the only one in my group that really take power naps XD

Haha, okay, I'm blanking out already. Shall end here with one of my favourite pics. BYE!

Cambodia syndrome

2008-12-18T10:52:00.002+08:00

YAY! I'm here to blog again, hopefully in the right mind to do so :) I'm really supposed to be doing Math and Chem now but I just don't know where to start! And I just visited Duxuan's blog and to my horror, there's still Commonwealth essay to do, YIKES! Urgh, my hopes of finishing all schoolwork by this week is crushed! Bleah, it's okay, Wynne will pull it through like always :D

Anyway, if you're wondering what the post title is about, I'm just about to tell you that. SIGH, it's been 4 days since I touched down and everything is starting to creep up to me. I'm starting to miss Sok Ann, Meakea and the rice fields! I know I'm slow...I still remember not feeling anything significant when we were having our closing ceremony at Meakea, and Yingyin was on the bus telling me how she felt like crying. I guess that's how I'm feeling now..

Gosh, I sure do miss Sok Ann...the place where we 'cooked' (it's either Mr Lim or Ms Chia cooking most of the time >.<), the place where we slept...

AW MAN! I sure do miss that little corner I was forced into every night...AND I CERTAINLY DO MISS DANCING HSM UNDER THE STARS (Thanks to you two, Jeston and Li Fang for making me laugh till I couldn't dance properly XD)...All those were just so beautiful...I don't understand how could I have not noticed them when I was there...DANG.

I miss singing songs with people while washing dishes too! Favourite songs: All About You, The Reason, At The Beginning, HSM 3 songs and many more..

I miss Meakea too!

I miss playing Groom and Bride, running in the wind (and sand).

I miss singing 'You are my sunshine', 'If you're happy and you know it', 'Twinkle twinkle little star' and 'Dedication'...

I miss how the Cambodians say "I'm fine, thank you. And you?" when we asked "How old are you?" >.< SIGH. It's all gone...we're never ever going back anymore! *WAILS* Speaking of going back, Shamaine said (on the way to Sok Ann from Meakea for the last time) that she'll go back [with her husband, haha] and teach the kids English! I wasn't sure about it when I heard it but now, I think it's a very good idea! We should totally organise a team and go back there someday although RGS OSL may not be going there anymore :D

Yup, and talking about OSL, I've decided to apply to become a mentor! I'm VERY sure that I want to be one now...Actually, I was more on the 'no' side before the trip cos I was being selfish and thought that OSL would take up too much of my time...but after many rounds of thought and discussion (our group 3 happy hour at Jasmin Lodge and also with my roomies), I think I should give it a try.

SIGH, I'm really frustrated at myself now...it's very irritating to know that I'm the selfish kind. People tell me that it can't be that bad since I know that I'm selfish but the problem is that this selfish me is so instinctive! I can't stand it! This part of me just blinds me momentarily until I can reason it out...and this can take a long time. I don't want it...just makes me wonder what made me so selfish...I really can't think of any. SIGH, I guess it'll take some time before I overcome this devil in me.

Anyway, back to the topic. Right, so now in Singapore, there are things which I can't help not doing. Like saying 'yes' instead of 'yah' and like pointing with the thumb instead of the finger!

OH! and I forgot to say how much I miss my roomies who always seem to be sleeping beside me even at Sok Ann >.< I wouldn't have sorted out my thoughts without the talks we had, especially the last night at Jasmin Lodge. We talked till like 1plus in the morning after the other peeps from our group left at 12plus...I wouldn't have been so sure about myself if not for them. Thank you Lingxi and Jiaying! Love you loads! <33

Since I'm like sort of moving on to dedication right now, I might as well express my thanks to people in this post :)

In batches-

Group 3: Thanks so much for being such a wonderful group! I can't imagine how OSL will be like without you guys always joking and playing with me...Thanks also for being so understanding when I became high suddenly and flooding you people with the China accent :) I really enjoyed the times when we washed the dishes in the dark, singing under the starlight and being 'happy' together! I think I've made friends whom I can talk to for a lifetime, thank you so much!

Roommates: HEY! I think fate brought us together since we just so coincidentally come from the same group too. I really appreciate the little talk we had on the last night of the trip in Jasmin Lodge, you guys really got me thinking...thank you for helping me sort out my thoughts though we were supposed to be sorting out Jiaying's ><

SGS: Thank you so much for making OSL so much more fun! OSL wouldn't have been the same without you peeps! There wouldn't be good food for selected dinners and there wouldn't be nice supper after CXC pracs at night :D Although both our schools went to Cambodia for different reasons, we were there as one cos we're all Singaporeans anyway :) CXC pracs were made more fun with you guys trying to learn the steps but end up doing weird moves >< Whatever it is, thank you for all the inputs. OH! and as the leader of RGS OSL Cambodia, I sincerely apologise for the blunder I made at the closing ceremony. I'm reallyreallyreally sorry for saying what I said, I REALLY WASN'T THINKING. I guess the glaring sun got into me and made me say such stupid things. SORRY!

Individuals-

Chengee: HEY CHENG!! I wouldn't have survived OSL without you! Thank you for being so 'on' during the trip, reminding the team and me to greet teachers and to drink water >
Louise: You've been a really great mentor! Without your help, I would have felt lost most of the time, thank you! You gave me an experience of my lifetime and I'm really grateful for that :D I'll apply to become a mentor like what you said in the card and give whatever you gave me to the next batch of OSL-ers :D

Lingxi: I never know you're such a bimbo! Haha! Anyway, thanks for being such a great roommate. Thanks for the shampoo and shower soaps >< Shouldn't say too much here since I've yet to write the card I intend to give you..haha.

Jiaying: CHEEKO! Haha..this trip really allowed me to know you better and I'm glad I did. I never knew you can be so deep in your thoughts and your questions really made me think. I felt very enlightened after talking to you..Thanks so much! And I miss how you say 'sachets' >< hope to see ya soon! Maybe during our 'happy' group outing, haha!

Amalina: Yo gal! Didn't really know you before the trip but I realised you're a very funny person! Haha, you never fail to make me laugh with your witty remarks :D Thanks also for being my fellow China gal :) I'll always remember how you sound with the different accents you tried, ESP THE FILIPINO ONE! haha..
"Good morning girls, this announcement is for all Sec 3s and Sec 4s regarding your CIP hours..."

Qiqi: Haha, I think I freaked you out the most during the trip with my weird actions >< haha, I'll remember how you say 'Wynne, you're so weeeeird...' HAHA, anyway, ADMIT THAT YOU'RE A BIMB! ohoh, and do remember my slogan, 'How do I look? *flings fringe*'! Haha..

EeWen: HAiYO, I can't imagine how I managed to survive teaching 3 classes with you man! Haha, no lah, just jkin. Anyway, your IT student is QUITE cute when he DOESN'T talk..yup, so stop harping on the fact that he has a happy voice...

Yingyin: The only thing that I can remember about you is your sexy voice! Haha, it stayed for like more than half the trip! I hope you're feeling better already...anyway, I hope you're having fun in Japan :D

Shamaine Ho: WOAH! Haha, I really never knew you can eat so much! But then again, everyone in our group eats a lot so it's okay :D At least our group is being remembered as the 'leftover' group! Always finishing up leftovers :D

Li Fang & Soffia: Hey mentors! Decided to lump you two together in case I get bias with whatever I say :D Anyway, y'all have been GREAT group mentors! I love the group facilitation sessions we had cos you two really made me think about things I've never thought about :D Cheers to these two happy mentors :D Hope that JC life will be as good as our OSL trip :D

PHEW. Okay, that's about it lah. I'm tired le...will do the other dedications next time :D BYE~!

Back from Cambodia

2008-12-16T00:08:00.005+08:00

Hey hey hey!

I'm back from Cambodia! I know lots of people missed me when I was away so here I am posting to keep yall updated! Haha...the two weeks there were really enriching and eye-opening! haha...learnt a lot of stuff!

Okay, I realise that I'm not really in the mood to say anything useful...maybe I should just let the photos do the talking...Actually these photos and many more are uploaded onto fb so you can just go and take a look. The ones taken with my cam is really limited cos I didn't bring my cam around much cos I feared that I didn't have enough battery. In the end, I lasted right till the very end of the trip. Yay for me for doing so well for rationing :D

Anyway, the Cambodians were really nice! One of my Cambodian friends even gave me a book on palm trees just cos I said I like reading books when he asked me what I like to do in my free time...I feel so guilty after that cos like I didn't answer sincerely but he actually took it really seriously...MANZ! He's just so nice..okok, I know I have a very limited range of vocab but they're really NICE!

I still can't believe that 2 weeks just passed by like that..gosh, I have so much to say but I have no idea how I should express them...I think I'll leave it for later cos my brain isn't really functioning well these few days...OH! and I developed photos already! Haha, ain't I a fast worker? I don't know whether if it's the effect of having the need to be quick and choppy in the trip that I'm doing things so fast now!

Haha, anyway, I'm barely half way through the cards I intended to finish by today...MANZ! okay okay, I think I should start with the photos already..

YAY! Room 2 rommies! Haha...Camwhored a lil on the first day after checking in since we had quite some time...hehe!

Yet another one! We put timer for this! haha..so cute right!

Weee...this is the rice field I took while on the way to Takeo Province from Phnom Penh...

A stall selling raw meat just in front of the entrance to the village! YIKES! They were selling a pig's head when I saw them on another occasion... XD Now I understand why the teachers refused to let us have cooked meat other than those from cans..

And yet another photo of the rice field! This was taken in the village..so pretty right! So picture-perfect!

Alright! Shall stop here cos I'm really tired...I need to start on Math and Chem tmr...YIKES! wish me luck! :D

bleah

2008-11-29T14:40:00.002+08:00

HEY!

Pardon me for the somewhat emo previous post >< haha. I think I woke up from the wrong side of the bed this morning..

let's see...Wynne is left with 46 articles! Yay! I'm really sorry to tell pristine that I can't finish the international press ones...SORRY!

Anyway, yah, waking up at 4am tmr...I'm still deciding on what time I should be sleeping today >< Sleeping at 10pm seems reasonable but it'll mean that I'll only be sleeping for 6 hours! But anything earlier than that is really too early...how?

oh, and I think my dieting plan is not going to work out cos of what the teachers said on Friday, they were like, "Everyone must eat", in a very serious tone. Then Mr Chang and Mrs Chew also said smth about taking care of ourselves yada yada...SIGH. But it's kinda true too lah, if I happen to faint there then it'll truly be STUPID. Prepare for so long for this trip and you just waste it by lying on a hospital bed. NOT WORTH IT.

Yup, but I do expect myself to be fitter cos we'll be like walking for half an hour to Meakea Centre for a few days?! haha, and with all the painting, washing etc, I should be fitter :D YAY!

Oh right, I just realised I have to do lots of shopping. For my clothes and for Christmas presents :D I don't usually give Christmas presents but considering the fact that I have so many nice friends this year, I should do something in return :D

I'm not sure whether I can buy anything nice over there in Cambodia considering the fact that we won't have much time for shopping, so maybe I'll get some airport goods or stuff from Malaysia..YUP, wait for my good news :D

Oh and smth random, I'll be the photographer for our Group when in Cambodia! Haha, so I'll be like snapping people teaching, painting and all those. But this also means that I won't be able to take much camwhoring photos >< it's okay, shall depend on the rest to send me the pics :D

Okay, so just wait patiently for the two weeks to go past and hopefully, I'll have the strength to upload the photos when I reach home :)

YUPS, that's about it le...this should be my last post before leaving for Cambodia...SO till next time, BYE~!

(I'm really excited about riding on a plane ><)

Wynne is SICK

2008-11-29T10:30:00.002+08:00

URGH!

Wynne is sicksicksicksicksicksick of Mas Selamat and anything related to him.

Wynne PLEADS pristine to help her finish the rest of the articles.

Wynne HASN'T read through all the lesson plans.

Wynne HASN'T learnt the CXC song lyrics.

Wynne REALISES that her singing is as bad as bobo's.

Wynne DOESN'T think she's done packing her stuff.

Wynne REFUSES to practice guitar cos she sucks at it.

Wynne just wants to rest :(

I reallyreallyreallyreally don't want to do the article codings anymore... IT'S SUCH A CHORE CAN! but if I don't do them, Pristine is going to die a terrible death earlier than me but not much earlier cos I'll eventually die from getting slashed by Mr Duffy :(

Wynne is reallyreallyreallyreally depressed and stressed out though she isn't really doing anything constructive at the moment.

URGH, Wynne wants to drop out of school and go sweep the road everyday. It is the most brainless job ever and Wynne LOVES it.

AHHH...Wynne is officially going crazy so it's okay if you don't understand what is being said.

2 days to the trip!

2008-11-28T14:35:00.002+08:00

HEII!

Went for luggage weighing today and my two handcarries are like 8 kg?! Haha, but I decided to repack anyway, so I took back my bags and put all my stuff into one bag with wheels. I FEEL SO CHEATED CAN! still say try not to bring bags with wheels in the end almost the whole team did lah! Haha..

Anyway, yah, so in the end I have 3 bags in total: 1 backpack, 1 luggage and 1 pouch! Yay! So organised! I can't wait to stay a night with my roommates! So exciting! I expect to camwhore with them while in the room...hehe...

Okay, hopefully everything is alright now that the trip is only 2 days away! So exciting! Even the thought of having to wake up at 4am is exciting XD And Mr Mizar actually told us to spend some time with our families on Saturday before our two-week trip! haha, I intend to ask my family to go to Jack's Place on sat! Man! I gotta eat their steak before I go! *drools*

Yup, so other than my speech and some reading to do, I'M ALL READY TO GO! Oh! And I've saved the photo I took with JJ into the phone I'm bringing over to Cambodia! Haha, so I can like see him everyday :)

I have the photo like EVERYWHERE now, my desktop, my display pic, my handphones...haha, and I still intend to get it developed along with the Cambodia pics when I come back!

Speaking of JJ, I feel so embarrassed lah, a few days ago I was still boasting about my merchandise box but after visiting the forum I realised the collection I have is like puny as compared to theirs! No fair! Why did I start so late?!

SIGH, I'm running out of things to say and oh! 60+ more articles to go, GAMBATE! Shall leave Pristine in the lurch with the international press ones :D

Okay, time to say goodbye!

JJ and MEEEEE :D

2008-11-27T18:00:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO!

I received my photo with JJ! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS! Okay, it's not really perfect because I look REALLY fat in it [because I'm fat :( ]. But that's not the point, the point is, IT'S UPCLOSE! Muaha, I bet a lot of you out there are like envying me right now....

I just received it! Iva sms-ed me while I was watching 100% Entertainment and I literally flew to my comp :) I know, you are cursing me for not posting it...Well, I'm just not gonna let you see it.... KEEP YOU ALL IN SUSPENSE! Muaha.....

OHOHOH, and you know what? His hand was right on my shoulder! I didn't even realise that when I was taking the photo...Hehe..

I'm truly BLESSED, man...Just when I thought I lost my motivation to work, this came along. It's truly a BOOSTER!!

Yikes! I realise I have really awful eye bags in the photo.. SEE LAH, so much work to do..in the end I had to sleep so late!

Oh and the pic clearly shows that I'm tanned (yes you, josias, stop saying that I'm fair)! My face looks fairer than my arms..I think it's got to do with my facial wash cos it says "White Beauty - Skin Lightening" HAHA.

Okay, I'm just going to crap and crap and make you read all the crap before seeing the pic :P LALALALA...

Oh and one more thing, I think I wore the wrong shirt! It's so horrible! Everything is black and PLAIN! Stupid camera man, cut off the red bangle I was wearing! Haha, no lah, shan't scold him since he took a quite good photo of JJ and me...The part about me looking fat in it is truly my fault cos I'm fat....SIGH.

I SHALL GO ON A DIET WHEN I'M IN CAMBODIA! I've decided not to bring any snacks over although Soffia insisted that everyone in our group brings a huge packet of cereal each. NO WAY! Haha, I'll make sure I shed off like 5KG before I come back!

If any OSL member is reading this, I'M TELLING YOU TO LET ME DO ALL THE TOUGH WORK! haha, so I can shed off fats and gain some muscles :D

Alright, alright, I think I've crapped enough. I shall spare you and let you see the pic.

Okay, this is the one that they sent! YAY!

Okay, these two are snipped using the ever-so-wonderful Snipping Tool in Windows Vista :D Wee! Look at his LEFT HAND!! *Squeal!* If I had known, I wouldn't have washed my shirt and my left shoulder! HAHA...

Okay, now I'm really determined to let my dieting plan work. Prepare for the next photography session! MUAHA.

Right, that's about it, happy admiring the pics! :D

Going in 3 days...

2008-11-27T13:17:00.005+08:00

YO!

Haha, okay I've finally bought my JJ Merchandise box! It's huge! I bought it on Tuesday at Ikea! It's red! Here are few pics of it.

I bet there'll be even more after his concert! YAY! But sad news, I HAVEN'T RECEIVED MY PHOTO WITH JJ! manz! I hope they sent it to the correct mail, and the correct photo too! I can't wait...

Okay, anyway, I'm going Cambodia in 3 days! Man! Isn't that fast? I've pretty much finished packing my luggage. I have four bags in total! 1 backpack, 2 handcarry bags and 1 pouch! Hope it isn't too much.

OH! and I feel really proud of myself cos I tidied all my bags and took all the things out so that they can be washed :D But I still have my table uncleared :( in no mood to tidy them now..maybe when I come back from Cambodia :D

Gosh, coming to think of it, it's my first time going overseas for 2 weeks alone! But shouldn't be too much of a problem since I've been to Hong Kong when I was p6...Anyway, I get to go on a plane! That's really exciting! It's been ages since I took a plane...

I wanna go A LOT A LOT of places like Japan, Korea and Taiwan! Hopefully, I can do that after Sec 4 EYAs...PON ALL THE OPTIONS! haha...okay, and I haven't finished doing the articles for my NRP, don't care le, shall dump them all to Pristine!

Okay! Shall go now...Here's a random pic I took last sat at BookFest!

<33 JJ forever!

JJ Party 3 continued...

2008-11-24T22:53:00.008+08:00

Muaha!

Okay, finally gotten the time to blog! Phew! Oh! I went to have my fringe cut! YAYness!

Haha, it's not very nice when my hair is down but I think it should look better when I tie up my hair :D

Right, back to JJ. This post shan't be too wordy...will reward you loyal readers with PHOTOS instead! haha..

YEPPS! This was taken so nicely right! Haha, they were screening most of the MVs of the latest songs. The 'JJFC' words were NICELY placed below :D *smiles proudly!*

Okay, this is a random shot of the stamp on my hand! Haha..it's fading off right now..and everyone who saw it today during CXC prac was like, 'What's that?' Haha, then I told them it was a tattoo XD They obviously didn't buy that...

A view of the of the stage! Pretty white piano...shall show yall the pic with JJ playing it later :D

YEEPS! The pretty screen/backdrop :D (What's with the weird exclamations? *shrugs*)

YAY! The clearest pic I have of him behind the piano! I know, it's really pathetic but I can't make my cam the supercam I want it to be right... OHOH! You know what? I noticed something! When he was singing Bu Chao Bu Yong Hua Qian right, he sang "Bearbrix take a shit on my sofa" instead of the usual "Bearbrix take a boo on my sofa" haha, he usually sang the latter when he's at China or Taiwan but he's more "open" to sing it in Singapore and I'm happy about that cos the former is the official one! :D

Okay lah, I cheated XD Took a photo of the screen instead since I wasn't able to get upclose pics of him..haha..Speaking of upclose pics, I'm really FURIOUS! Cos I LOST ALL the pics I took during this event at Bugis...they were all relatively upclose! BLEAH....I'm SAD!! SIGH. It's okay, at least I have a video :D Shall upload it someday, no guarantee though...AND, I'm still waiting for the photographer to send me the pic I took with JJ on sat :D Hopefully it's not too bad..

THIS, was taken with MY cam :D So misty and everything with the lighting..Mysterious feel :D

okay, this is yet another pic with the intense lighting..haha..NOT MY CAM'S FAULT OKAY. it's really the lighting of the stage...

Okay, I think that's about it for JJ party 3 :D Shall wait for Iva to upload hers then I shall KOPE! haha..okay..You wanna see the photography session ones? Alright, alright, shall sacrifice my sleeping time to upload the pics :D

haha, I like this pic cos it's like amongst the blur-ness, JJ's face was the clearest! Haha, a SIGN!

Okay, this is one of the clearest pic I have of him...

WAHAHAHAHAH~! Love this particular pic to bits and pieces!!!! *squeals* He was obviously looking straight at my cam! Luckily, I was cool-headed enough to take it properly. YEEPS! :D

I like this too! The 'blur' faced JJ!

This is one of my favourites too! You can so clearly see his dimple! haha..

Right, this is really blur but that's not the point, the point is that this family actually queued for so long! and they had their happy family potrait taken with JJ! So heartwarming :D

Okay, last pic already. That's Ah Ken from FM1003...he's funny. Yup, anyway, the purpose of this pic is to let you see his shirt in case the previous few weren't that clear :D

YUPS! that's about it! Shall go and practice my guitar before sleeping! Ciaos! (Cambodia in 6 days)

JJ Party 3

2008-11-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

WOOH~!

I'm BEAT, I tell you...But I still wanna blog when everything is still fresh in my mind. It was really AWESOME! Will post the photos next time and the details too. Well and I finally got JJ's signature! He practically SQUEEZED my hand after signing my album and STARED straight into my eyes! haha, i think he did that to everyone :D

He sang bu chao bu yong hua qian, xiao jiu wo, wo hai xiang ta, and for encore, he sang dou jiang you tiao and jiang nan. I think he sang some other songs too but my memory is failing me >< sorry! He played the piano too! I guess he was really nervous then but it's not really bad for him to feel nervous cos this shows that we've got something to make his heart rate increase :D

Can't wait for his concert man!! OHOHOH and I swear that there were a few occasions he was looking straight at me when he was on stage! haha...*blessed face* ^^He's the best but I worry for his health cos everything ended pretty late and he's flying off tmr le..SIGH, all the best to him bah...It's my turn to sleep le! I have school TODAY (past midnight!) bleah, need to wake up at 7.30am! huh, okay, BYE~!

Emo...

2008-11-20T23:09:00.003+08:00

Don't talk to me.

I'm feeling depressed right now.

I'm EMO-ING.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

The reason for my sadness is the same as Ivalyn's (she actually sms-ed me when she's in school for camp! haha). YES, we both missed the once in a lifetime chance of seeing JJ as a member of the FC! *wails!*

SIGH, there's an event at kbox in Cineleisure today, EXCLUSIVELY for fc members, BUT WE DIDN'T GOOOOOOOO.....Ivalyn has camp and I have to go to school early tomorrow...MANZZZZZ....how untimely! Hopefully, he'll have a similar session next year, before his concert! haha! and his concert is like a day AFTER his birthday! so maybe they'll have a birthday party or smth, THEN IVALYN AND I CAN GO! :D:D

Anyway, I went to SISTIC's website (cos today's the official sales of JJ's concert tickets) to check out our seats. Then I realised those of the $151 category is UNAVAILABLE (restricted view ones). This can mean either of the two things: those are for the VIPs OR those are the ones that FC members bought. If it's the latter, I'm worried. COS IT'S RESTRICTED VIEW! MANZZzz...

HOW?! if it's really restricted view, I'm just going to die. Haha, okay maybe I exaggerated that a bit, but it's not good afterall! GOSH. I gotta tell Ivalyn this after she comes back!

Okay! enough of JJ, shall talk about CXC prac today. 4 hours of INTENSIVE DANCING today! haha, actually not, quite slack :D so we learnt Indian and Hip Hop today from the very nice Jivanaa (is that how u spell her name? XD) from SGSS :D:D She's really pro at dancing and I feel really bad for like saying "no" to some of her dance moves for Hip Hop cos they're too suggestive =X and I, again, can't remember the dance steps! haha, I get confused over which shoulder, hand leg, WHATEVER. I initially though hip hop would be fun but after doing the dance, I think doing Chinese dance would be so much easier, at least I have experience in it XD

OHOHOH!! Louise decided to use Jiang Nan for Chinese Dance! AWW MAN...This makes me want to go Chinese dance EVEN MORE :( SIGH, it's okay, at least I participated in it by helping to cut the song...it's perfect btw! :D so proud of myself hehe.

okok, shall not talk so much. Shall post a pic which I promised yall I would:

TADA~! Mas Selamat! Haha, the "Toilet Break" is pretty much of history now..BUT I still have to read through hundreds of articles on him! No FAIR! haha...this is pure random...

RIGHT! Shall stop here, BYE~!

Personality test!

2008-11-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

hey yall!

I think I'm blogging for the second time today! Haha, I'm back with this personality test thingy which I koped from Yingyin's blog..hehe...It's 50% true for me I think (although Yingyin thinks that it's 90% true for her :-x) So here it goes:

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive (I like this :D and everything after this is definitely true!) but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity (I do?!!! Haha..i don't think anything in this paragraph is true...)because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress (What?! I don't experience unnecessary stress!). You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that 'I may not always be right but I am never wrong'. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship. (I do not think so..)

Haha..okay, that's about it. You can always try it out at http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

My my my....

2008-11-19T12:19:00.004+08:00

Okay, it is officially 11 more days to my trip. SIGH, and I still have my 200 articles to do (I haven't done any!) I think there is a very high chance of me not being able to finish it in time, how? Easy, just dump everything at Pristine :D Haha, okay, I shan't be so mean...But if I were to finish them in time, I'll have to do 100 articles by the end of this week and the other 100 articles next week! Yikes! This means that I'll have to chiong everything even up to 29th Nov, one day before my trip. And I'm supposed to report 5am to school the next morning...

Right...how else can I screw up my holiday? Haha, okay, I shall sleep at 2am everyday till I finish all my articles..NO WAIT. Cannot! Later I develop ugly eye bags then I won't look nice when taking photo with JJ! Haha...oh, speaking of JJ, they say that it's not necessary to wear the FC shirt to take photo...But I dunno what to wear for home clothes! Yikes! Okay, I think I'm gonna have a mini fashion show in my room soon XD

Alright, actually nothing much happened recently, OHOH! I'm reading Mitch Albom's Tuesdays with Morrie now! Haha, I watched a bit of the movie before...Have been wanting to read Mitch Albom's books for quite a long time but I just never seemed to have the time to go down to the library...Yup, so the last time I went to the library, I borrowed 3 books! So proud of myself :D But I doubt I can read them all in time XD It's okay, at least I tried borrowing books :D

Okay, I believe I've crapped enough to make my blog look long...shall put more pics while I blog the next time, I believe it aids reading XD

Ahhhh....

2008-11-18T10:41:00.003+08:00

Okay, I have a very disturbing observation. I realised that lesser people are visiting my blog ever since I started rambling on about JJ. SIGH. I shall not talk so much about him anymore, although I really would love to :(

okok, anyway, I slept at 10.30pm yesterday! HAHA, so early! But I really couldn't help it cos I was so exhausted from all the dancing for CXC yesterday. SPEAKING OF DANCING, I've decided not to go OB to learn how to dance anymore cos I take ages to get the steps remembered! Haha, horrible me. Yah, so basically we did the HSM We're All In This Together dance yesterday...it was fun! but the wildcats part is kinda difficult XD) And some people (like Cheryl Koh XD) just couldn't get the steps! haha, but I think she eventually did, so CONGRATS CHERYL KOH!

Right, other than going to school for CXC practice, I went for FAM post mortem meeting in the morning, IN THE NEEDLEWORK ROOM. Man, I sure do miss that place a lot a lot....And I'm really glad we did a good job in the end (although it seems mediocre to me, I guess that's because we did a much better job than previous ones :D)Yup! So cheers to FAMOT'08 once again! How I wish I can be in-charge of seating and everything again next year, I'm sure I'll do a much better job than I did...SIGH. It's all over...It's okay! At least we set a higher standard for our own FAM next year! Woohoo!

OH! and I met Ivalyn too! Hehe, she told me that jiahe wants to pass me her ticket for photograph session so that I can take one more pic with JJ! Haha, but I think she's more worried that I'll screw up the first one la..haha. It's okay Jiahe, I'll make sure I won't screw up the first one :D You can keep it to yourself :) Take it as a bonus for buying his album..hehe

Right, okay, nothing much to blog about, BYE~! [12 days to trip!! *panic!*]

Oh no!

2008-11-16T15:39:00.001+08:00

Just visited Ivalyn's blog and realised we both have the same blogskin >< OOPS! haha...

New blogskin!

2008-11-16T14:35:00.001+08:00

HIIE~!

Haha, you like new blogskin? Ivalyn changed hers so I figured I should change mine too :D Actually Ivalyn showed me this skin and said it's nice but she didn't like it cos it was navigation type. Well, I'm not particularly disturbed by the fact that it's a navigation skin so I took it! :D The pic on the left is just SOSOSOSO nice! Don't you agree?! *grins*

Oh and when I was browsing the web for blogskins and I read the comments for some of the skins. One of the comments for this skins was "JJLin is a Christian, so he can't vow, you're making him look like he's sinned" (note:he's referring to the words on the pic on the left). I read it and I was SO pissed. What an ignorant person! The words are actually lyrics from one of his songs! Somehow, I felt very offended by that person's comments, it's like if you don't know anything about it, DON'T EVEN TRY TO COMMENT. I believe the person who made this skin had no intentions of making JJ look sinned so do not penalise that person for doing up such a nice skin just because of your IGNORANCE! Urgh. Such a moodspoiler! :(

Okay, I think I am over-reacting but if I were the one who created a skin out of goodwill but get 'criticised' like that, I'll feel REALLY offended. Yup, okay, shan't talk about such blood-boiling things.

Anyway, yesterday was a very different day I must say. First, Fox came to talk to me on MSN out of boredom. Haha, then we started talking about gatherings and stuff, and eventually when there wasn't much to talk about, I tried convincing him to like find some things to do since he said he's really bored. Then I realised that I was attempting an IMPOSSIBLE task. He just wouldn't budge! He's there, slacking and stoning when some busy people like me yearn so much to be in his position! He has so much 'me' time and yet he doesn't know how to make use of it. SIGH.

In the midst of convincing him, I realised I have SO MUCH that I want to do if I have the time. Lemme list them out for you:
1) Master the art of playing the Classical Guitar
2) learn to play an electric guitar
3) Learn how to dance
4) Learn Jap/French/Korean
5) Do well in school [DUH]

SIGH, just when I thought there's always not enough time to do stuff, Fox is there stoning and slacking away, complaining about how free he is! GOSH! What has the world come to? Haha...

But then it struck me that I was once like him too. Wasting my time on sleeping, watching TV or simply just stoning. So I thought "what made me change?" Then at this point in time (which is already like 1am), Jiahe came to talk to me and the war on tagboards started. Jiahe tagged on my board and I replied, and went to her board to tag, then went to Ivalyn's board to tag...yadayada. Yup, so the three of us started talking and somehow, everyone was very high. Haha..

Then, I got my enlightenment.

The commotion was all about JJ! Then I realised, hey! I think that's the reason why I suddenly have so much hope and dream in life. I strongly believe that whatever JJ did, he unknowingly inspired me. And I subconsciously got inspired :) I mean when you see someone working so hard for his passion, there's this invisible force arousing your passion too!

Yup, so having an obsession for an idol is not necessarily ALL detrimental. It is, amongst all the spazzing and admiring, that you start to fantasize all sorts of things about yourself and that is when dreams and hopes form. I'm not trying to be philosophical or whatever here, I'm just trying to convey what I think I've learnt throughout all these years of growing up and setbacks.

It feels great to grow up although things get heavier each time. It's all about life, we just need to embrace it all :)

JJ concert tickets!

2008-11-15T20:39:00.003+08:00

YAY-ness!!!

Haha, went to Funan today to order tickets to JJ's concert next year! So superly-duperly happy! Feel so blessed to be in the fanclub cos this pre-order thingy is exclusively for fanclub members ONLY! So I helped Ivalyn and myself get the tickets...I was the 22nd one to order! I saw on the list that almost all of the people before me bought the $151 one...hopefully Ivalyn and I will get good seats...I think the tickets are like going fast, it was only 3.16pm when I reached and already so many people were there to place their orders! Lucky I went early cos I initially thought of going at around 4plus..PHEW! If I had done that, Ivalyn would have killed me for getting lousy seats cos I went late...Anyway, the most ex ticket seats shouldn't, in any way, be lousy right? Or not it wouldn't be value for money already..

Yup! So looking forward to Sat and Sun! And he's going kbox at Cineleisure next Thursday but since Ivalyn can't go, I don't think I should go too...I'll be so lonely cos it's, again, EXCLUSIVELY for fanclub members :D Yup, I'm still pondering what to wear on the day of the phototaking leh..no, actually I'm more concerned about how my hair will be like cos I'll most likely be wearing my FC shirt :D maybe I should go set my hair that day..haha, 'COURSE NOT! Shldn't be so crazy...okay..I should reallyreallyreallyreallyreally be doing my RS stuff now (THE 200 ARTICLES!!) but I'm seriously not in the mood to do so!! SO IRRITATING! I don't think I can finish them in FIFTEEN days! How? Give me MOTIVATION, FRIENDS!

bleah, haven't started on Chem and Math, WADEVER. So going to die for next year but my holiday mood is ON and, like always, it's very difficult to shed it OFF. I shall just lie on the bed and allow my mentor and Pristine slaughter me..I WANT TO ENJOY LIFE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!

oh! Have I mentioned before that I'm contemplating the idea of going to Music Forest to learn dance? Don't know whether I should cos I know I'll only be embarrassing myself by going there and the fees are bound to be ex...SIGH. What should I do? give me advice! AND I think I'm like spending a lot of my parents' money...THAT IS NOT GOOD! GUILTY! I shouldn't have bought the Nintendo Wii...awwman....

okay..I guess I'll have to take up a part-time job next year after EYAs to pay back my parents >< RIGHT, shan't rant on anymore...CIAO~!

P.S. Bon voyage duxuan!! (she's going to France tomorrow!! So exciting! Hope to visit France again if I have the chance to :D)

Aspiration

2008-11-14T20:21:00.005+08:00

hey there~!

Met Ivalyn and Jiahe today to go and get our Party 3 tickets!

As you can see, one ticket admits 2, so since i have 2 tickets, I need 3 other people to go with me! Currently, Pristine is going and my cousin MAY be going..so that means I'm still short of one person! tag if you want to go :) It's on 23rd Nov, 8pm at The Max Pavilion.

Haha..But OB is so far...all the way at Tanjong Pagar...Lucky Ivalyn had this super thick directory book with her or not we wouldn't have found the place ><>

Okay, yah, so that's about it for today. Anyway, I've been thinking about what I want to work as when I grow up cos I'm trying to decide what degree I should take and all that. But eventually all that don't seem so important. I'm pretty sure I'll get my Bachelor Degree...but I'm more concerned with what happens after that. I don't really want to like be a typical OL and work from 9am to 5pm everyday straight after I get my degree, it's really boring! Then I thought, shouldn't we all enjoy life before we grow too old to do so? So i've thought of two possible jobs I would want to take before I officially start working... I know they do sound outrageous or even absurd but I think we should really try out whatever we want to before everything gets too late.

Yup, so the two possible jobs are: Air Stewardess and a Professional Dancer. WHY THESE TWO JOBS? you may ask.

I know, some people may say that being an air stewardess is just another form of waitressing but on the other hand, you get to travel around the world! You even get pocket money after reaching the place and you can just immerse yourself in a totally different culture! Isn't that cool? Most importantly, you get to say "Coffee, tea or me?" HAHA, nah, just joking..

Some people think of travelling around the world after they retire but considering the fact that Singapore's retirement age is like 62, I guess I'd be too old then to even move my bones, not to say travel around the world. Yup, so the best is to do it when you're still young and strong :) Like what people always say, LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE IT'S YOUR LAST DAY. So why wait to travel? Okay, to be honest, I wasn't the first one to think about doing this job. My sis thought of it first, but of course, her height can't make it so it's my turn to fantasize about this idea :)

Right, next is being a professional dancer (those kind where you get to follow a particular artiste around the world). Haha, yah, actually it's kind of the same as being an air stewardess cos you get to travel but hopefully, this will have a special bonus :D MAYBE, just MAYBE, I'll get to be one of JJ's dancers, so I'll be following him around to perform and get to be upclose with him! Haha, maybe I'll just go OB and sign up for their dance classes and somehow will get selected to be JJ's dancer...*drools* HAHA...I know this is kinda crazy of me but it's always good to have dreams right? :D

Speaking of dancing, I really do want to learn how to dance..The first reason is because I need some form of exercise to shed off my fats XD and the second is that I do miss performing in front of a crowd...It's been so long ever since I danced on the stage and I can really feel that I'm becoming more clumsy and everything...I WANT MY FIGURE BACK! haha..the fats on me just refuse to go away, HELP! I tried going on a diet but it doesn't work cos I simply can't resist snacking! It's really horrible. I GIVE UP! I have no will power.. :'(

okok, talked a lot about my aspirations already...shall talk about what is currently happening to me..Well, I initially thought that with FAM gone, I would be slightly free-er but it turned out not that way cos I forgot I STILL HAVE NRP! Went to meet my mentor on Thursday and along the meeting, came more work. SIGH. 16 days more to the trip and I'll have to rush out the coding for 200 articles! AHHHH...this is a nightmare! And together with OSL stuff, I think I'm going crazy! But one comforting thing is that we have a SUPERLY DUPERLY good mentor :D Love him to bits and pieces :D

He said he'll do ALL the anaysis so we just need to do the brainless jobs >< Yup, and the last meeting was fun cos he showed us some of the wacky things he did when he was journaling (like driving into a volcano :O) Journaling is actually quite interesting but the fact that you have to WRITE totally turns me off. I mean, I CAN'T EVEN WRITE PROPER SENTENCES, let alone a whole article! Haha, okay, that was pure exaggeration but holds some truth to it kay...

Right, nothing much to say, shall end off here. BYE~!

FAM!!!

2008-11-13T22:51:00.009+08:00

Weee~!

Okay, FAM was OVER! I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. I mean, I should be happy cos it's one less thing to do but I reallyreallyreallyreallyreally miss OT! They are certainly a batch of REALLY great people! We had so much fun having our meetings and everything...IN THE NEEDLEWORK ROOM! haha..

Now the needlework room certainly brings back LOTS of WONDERFUL memories..Hence, I shall conclude that the needlework room is a room of unforgettable memories! It was Fashion cluster before, and now, FAM...Although it can get really stressful at times when trying to come to a consensus, we always seem to be able to do it while laughing...And I must say, all of our meetings in the needlework room has been really fruitful and I can't imagine anyone else whom I can work so well with. I'm really gonna miss you guys...I guess the only tangible thing we have about the team will be our OT shirt...

Everything seemed worth it when we see all our hardwork unfold in front of us yesterday. Imagine how much work we did trying to cover up the deficit from last year..It's no small amount mind you, it's a few thousand dollars! And everything actually went well yesterday. I think no one could have guessed that we were actually missing money in the first place when they saw the programme. It was totally sweet. OKAY! shan't say anymore sad stuff..shall just move on to some things that happened yesterday..

Right...we started off real rocky cos like the hotel only released the ballroom to us at 5! Or even later! horrible people, so we had to like do everything before 6 but of course, it wasn't possible so we had to make all the Sec 4s stay outside while we try to do all the decor and stuff. EVERYONE was so busy budden the registration people seemed rather laxed coz the tables and namelists were all well in place, BECAUSE OF ME *smiles*. In the end, WE JUST HAD TO LOOK BUSY TO FIT INTO THAT SETTING. haha...budden after a while, we really got busy cos we found out that we have around 400 sets of door gifts not distributed. We were just so fed up that we all threw our heels away in an unglam way and started walking around barefooted XD

Muaha..our half done banner. the words were covered in glitter if you can't see it :D and the 'T' from the 'passport' kinda dropped off halfway while they were trying to mount it on the thingy ><

now, this is my fat hand here with the glitters that fell off the decors while I was trying to take them off! Hmm...as if the decors were saying 'don't touch me! I don't wanna come down! The event is too glam to be without me!" haha.. There were more glitters than what you see from the photo in real life..haha. Felt so bling.. (If you have like really good eyesight, you can actually see a pair of shoes in the background XD I think those were mine..haha...Who cares about glam-ness when you're in pain anyway?! haha..)

And here you have...THE REGISTRATION PEEPS! Love them to bits and pieces! HAHA. Okay, it's kinda dark, so I'll try to identify them for you. Starting from the left most: Sergin, Diyannah, Wenyun, Rachel Ang, Xin Xuan, Cherie and Zann! haha...

Update: Here's a photo with all the nominees AND the banner! haha..just koped it from facebook XD

I didn't take any photos with anyone with my cam so I guess I have to wait till everyone else to upload photos from their cam before I can kope some :) Shall put those nicer ones up here :D

Okay, that's about it. I'm kinda sad coz I forgot to take a photo of my first walkie-talkie :( haha..WADEVER. till next time, BYE~!

Results

2008-11-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

haha..okay, decided to blog about results! I know, I know, it's like VERY late but just wanna talk about it. To show that I've really been thinking :)

Well...quite happy with my results considering that I improved from last year, GPA was a TAD BIT higher..haha. But somehow that TAD BIT made me do a very unglam 'yes!' in front of Mr Lim >< and he was like 0_o haha...at first I thought I would have like deproved a lil but turned out quite well... Hmm..not too bad I guess...at least I've been improving throughout my years in RGS. For that, I shall give myself a pat on my back :D

Haha, but there's one thing I'm really pissed about..MY MATH! SO DARN IRRITATING! Y hadn't done better for math? That 4.0 is SOSOSOSOSO influential can! With that ONE 4.0 (or should I say TWO), I could have well gotten way above 3.5!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......stupid stupid me! Thy (or thou?haha) shalt not do stupid things with math next year! URGH. So pissed at myself for screwing up math, DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE CAN!

That shall be my BIGGEST regret! Geog was HORRIBLE. NEVER IN MY LIFE A 3.6 FOR GEOG! manz....shanks! I shall make sure my sciences and math and geog get me 4.0s next year. EH wait. Not quite possible for Chem and Physics..3.6 for both of that shld be sufficient :)

Speaking of Chem and Physics, I'M SO VERY GLAD OF THE MYA PAPERS AND OTHER CRAP PAPERS. haha! They pulled my marks up like siao! BUT of course, EYA pulled me down like siao too. Chem was 74% in first semester and a freakin 69% in second semester pulled the overall right down to 70%. STUPID. But kinda heng coz it's like borderline 3.6. HEHE. So shan't resent anymore just in case they decide to change my marks or smth :D

Bio was THE MAN as usual :DDDD the ONE AND ONLY 4.0. Pathetic I know. Shall work harder next year and produce a record-breaking(my record at least) result with 3 4.0s :D

haha...hmm..wanna read some of the comments given by my teachers? Hehe..let's see...

okok, so our dear Geog teacher, Ms Pang said this: She is creative and global in her outlook. She is able to synthesise information.

First reaction: WAHHHH. But if you just refer to your report book too, you'll realise it might just be what she wrote for you too. HAHA. I think she wrote that for everyone with similar grades la..lazy teacher..haha..wonder if any other teacher does that too...

ah...here comes our Bio teacher, Mr Lim: Wynne is a conscientious and diligent learner with an excellent learning attitude. She has consistently done well for the subject and shows good mastery of concepts. Keep up the good work.

BAHAHA..makes you feel good, doesn't it? But come to think of it, the whole cohort did well for bio leh...so doesn't that make the whole cohort have 'good mastery of concepts' too? I mean the median for Bio is like 78%! That's like almost a 4.0! haha, okay.

Alright, I'm tired of typing out teachers' comments already. Shall just make do with the two, k? :D

okay...that's about it. If you thought I would reveal my GPA, well, sorry to disappoint you :) haha, I'll just say that I did a teeny weeny bit better than before and shall continue to inch towards my GPA 3.6 and above goal for next year. I SHALL STUDY CHEM AND MATH FOR THE SAKE OF THOSE DIAGNOSTIC TESTS AT THE START OF THE YEAR :)

So long, Farewell..

2008-11-11T12:21:00.002+08:00

HIIE!

Okay, I'm back to blogging again coz I'm BORED! Okay, I admit that I've been kinda slack these few days...BUT I've been bombarding a lot of people with my mails so not exactly slacking okay! I've been using my brains a lot these few days. I'm ANXIOUS! Can you imagine how close the trip is from now??!! 19 more days! This is insane! But then again, somehow a part of me knows that everything will eventually fall in place. I hope my instincts are right this time...

OH RIGHT! I've yet to announce my GOOD NEWS! I've got tickets to JJ Party 3!! YAY! haha, I sent in like 2 coupons! So now I have 2 tickets and each ticket allows 2 people to go in...Okay, I haven't collected my tickets yet but just confirmed with Ivalyn that we'll be doing so on Friday afternoon! SO EXCITING! Speaking of Ivalyn, I think we're like instant good friends! Haha, that is yet another good point about being fans of JJ! And speaking of JJ, I've finished watching Pretty Ugly (which is basically Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai)! HAHA...okay, I know I'm slow but at least finished watching it okay! AND, I didn't watch it over youtube, I BOUGHT THE DVD! muaha..it is, after all, his first drama. Yup, so must support. HEHE.

Oh right, in case you're wondering what has all these got to do with my title, well, it hasn't. Haha, okay, I initially wanted to dedicate this post to my beloved piano..oh, not really. I ignored it's existence ever since I stopped playing the piano when I was p2 >< anyway, yah, my cousin's coming over to move the piano away! YAY! more space! haha, so mean of me...I think my sis is more affected by its departure than me..O'wells...

Okay, is that lil para enough? should be right? let's just talk about smth else...haha, that's downright mean of me...but it's not like we'll never see it again..it'll still be in my cousin's house. Yup, okay...I have nothing else to say...so shall just end here. BYE~!

Random Pics

2008-11-05T12:43:00.013+08:00

Hey all!

School has officially ended yesterday and talked for like 4 hours with Khaing Zin and Yanting after getting our report books! haha, 'talk' sounds so formal..hmm, say..GOSSIP! haha, told ghost stories...talked about WGM! hehe...okay, don't really feel like going on since the conversation was PRIVATE! haha, so shall post some really random pics from my phone! Finally gotten the motivation to upload pics from my phone!

haha, okay, this is totally random..Derrick Ho here..not exactly a fan of his..just happened to be there when he came to Bukit Panjang Plaza...and my cousin just happens to be a crazy fan of his, so basically just accompanied her there to see her idol..hehe

books collapsing on my shelf coz I took out most of the books for revision! so hardwoking!

the purpose of these photos is to let you see how messy my table was during the EYA period! haha, see the thick stack of files and ws? Yup, they are all evidences of my hardwork. HAHA. Everything was in a total mess... and if you're wondering y i was taking photos when I should really be studying then, well, i guess i wanted to destress..haha

here are some scenic photos!

this view was taken from my room. It was raining real heavily then but I don't think you can actually see the rain, it's kinda misty though...haha, nice view :D

This is a super cool pic! haha, was taken on a bridge at Chinatown...see the skyscrapers touching the clouds! Wonder how it feels like to be in that particular building, amongst the clouds...

HAHA! S.H.E's poster right under the Winnie The Pooh puzzle piece in my room in M'asia...and this poster is just right in front of my bed...i guess it'll be a great source of motivation to slim down since i see them before and after my sleep. Haha..totally wonderful singers, love them!

and on the same piece of wall.....

JJ CORNER!! haha, all my JJ posters! So cool right! I think i forgot to bring back the 期待爱 poster...shall, bring it back the next time i go and continue filling up this special corner of my room, just like how he'll continue to fill up this special corner in my heart :)

haha, this is a photo of the print on my newly bought shirt when I was in Malaysia over the Deepavali weekend :) so cute right! haha..

ok...prepare for a very 自恋 photo...

HAH! I bet you never knew I would do something like that! Well, you can't actually resist doing this when you have a 5megapixel camera phone at hand >< (taken quite a while ago..should be the week before Deepavali!)

yay! my desktop! haha, KIM HYUN JOONG! oops! haha, i know i shouldn't have his pic as my wallpaper but i just couldn't resist! haha, changed from JJ's to his... and hopefully, this is only temporary..once someone does a better JJ wallpaper, i'll change back to JJ :D so no worries JJ!

okay...that's about it for photos! Whew, never knew i had so many random pics! maybe i'll have somemore pics after i come back from Cambodia! so wait patiently!!

so till next time, BYEEEEE!

Depression

2008-11-01T13:26:00.007+08:00

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默
代替所有回答
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HEYHEYHEY...realised something different on my blog? muahaa, i added a music player! Wanted to share with you this really superb song. Superb because of the singer and also the lyrics :D The way JJ sings it is totally heartbreaking... Yup, so if you missed the lyrics i painstakingly wrote (actually i just copied and pasted from sogou.com ><), go back up there and read it carefully. It feels real for some reason...

Hai...this week is pretty bland but as stressful...was practically running around the school for the whole week with OSL booth duties..O'wells, but i think the school's kinda nice to invite the Nokia Invasion Tour thingy to our school on Thursday if i'm not wrong.Aiyah, can't be bothered to get the dates right coz I'm seriously not in the mood!! I think part of the cause for my depression is because of my guitar...it's really horrible and i can't stand how horribly i play it! I'm getting fed up! there are times when i just felt like smashing my guitar like what they do in rock concerts. BLEAH. for this, I'm gonna make sure that i'm not taking up any commitments in Sec 4, so i can focus on my studies and music. DON'T EVEN THINK OF MAKING ME CLASS CHAIR AGAIN. although i know you'll most likely won't considering how bad the class fared under my so-called leadership.

the class is like a pack of really loose sand and given my current situation, i have no intention of cementing them together. i have no more energy to spare! okay, maybe i'm just lazy but wadever it is, i'm sick of all these.

okay, let's not talk about these things already...let's talk about JJ! muaha, okay, have been listening to his songs, and ONLY his songs this week everyday :) was busy the previous week so had to make up..yup, so now i think i can remember most of the lyrics of his songs le..not too bad..feel so proud of myself :)

okay, don't feel like blogging le...bb!

JJ's album

2008-10-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

YOyoyoyo...

okay...was pretty depressed today. WHY? coz i didn't manage to get hold of JJ's newest album :((((((( HORRIBLE right?? I went to Sembawang like THREE TIMES today! I think the shopkeeper over there would be thinking 'this girl is crazy or what? come into the shop for so many times...DON'T HAVE MEANS DON'T HAVE LAH!' Haha, okay, this is purely my imagination at work. I'm going crazy without the new album!! ARGH. But it got much better after deciding to visit the JJ forum :D I was desperately trying to search for any traces of the possibility of a delay or something on his blog, JJFC's blog and the international website. But I found it on the Forum :D:D:D:D so happy. Yup, so apparently, the album is delayed till Next Monday. BUT, I'll be ending school late on Monday coz I have COOKING!! How?? Maybe I'll ask my sis to buy BUT I want to experience buying the album itself!! Haha, so how! In a dilemma right now..unless you can prove that it is a FALSE DILEMMA..hehe, speaking of that reminds me of the philo paper. SO SADENNING CAN! I got full marks for all the points i made except for one which was ENTIRELY wrong. URGH. In the end got 16/20.

So frustrating!! Nvm lah, pass can le, at least I know I can promote which isn't too bad :D Okay, now back to JJ :) Right, so after knowing that his album was delayed, I breathed a sigh of relief. Although I'm kinda disappointed at the fact that his album isn't out as promised, I'm still glad that at least, I didn't miss out on anything. It is, afterall, a limited edition album, and being the very loyal fan of his, I cannot not to have one myself. Yep. So that very much summarises my day.

Actually not, I did RS for the whole day can! Well, you may be thinking that since I've been doing it for the whole day, I would have accomplished a lot BUT I haven't! I only finished 30 out of 110 articles! How!!! And I'm supposed to meet my mentor like next Tue but since Pristine said she can't finish it either, we'll most likely to postpone it but everything is tentative as I HAVEN'T EMAILED MY MENTOR! SIGH...OH and I remembered something. I SUDDENLY FEEL VERY STRESSED UP.

Even my guitar teacher is pressuring me! He said he expects me to practice 1-2hours of guitar since it's holidays! He's totally insane! Where do I get the time man? I felt like telling him how busy I am during the hols although exams are officially over but in the end, I felt real guilty of not doing a better job before. Kinda got real lazy at some point in time before exams started and practically didn't practice at all before going for class. Well..I have a feeling I won't last..HOW?! I don't want to end up a person with '3 min heat' (direct translation from chinese ><) :( can someone reignite the passion in me?? SIGH. Wadever.

Shan't post too long today. Shall spare you from my crap. And if you've been wondering why am I organising my post in such a weird manner with real wierd paragraphing, I'm telling you that I can't be bothered. The only reason why I'm paragraphing my post is because I don't want you people out there to get cross-eyed from reading my posts..hehe. alright. Till next tme, BYE!!

Primary school friends gathering!

2008-10-16T19:40:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO~!

Haha, so met XY, RX, MH, Sandy, ZY and YK today at Swensen's in BPP..WAITED FOR LIKE 1HOUR before eating can! Lucky I ate at home before going and that stupid RX should have told me the rest weren't coming so early so I could have finished watching the super gossipy 完全娱乐!! Haha, yah so initially there were Sandy, YK, RX and Me waiting then MH came and eventually the Swiss people came..hehe ><. Right so in the end the rest ordered their food and everything and I waited for the dessert to serve. The ice-cream was okay I guess...okay this is getting horribly boring, so the point is...I met my pri school friends and it has been enriching with the many scandals..hehe. Though I don't personally know the 'scandalees' but it's funny to tease each other, like how we usually do back then only this time round, I'm spared of it..hehe.

Right, so basically after eating we went to walk around to digest the really filling lunch and we went into SEMBAWANG..muaha, i LOVE that place! Have been patronising them very frequently since they moved to the 4th level. I think I've bought like over $100 worth of CDs this year. This just goes to show how much I support 正版 hehe. You peeps out there who's DOWNLOADING songs!! DO YOU KNOW YOU'RE BREAKING THE BOWLS OF REALLY GOOD MUSICIANS?! For all you know, this people might just stop making music someday and we'll forever not have nice songs anymore! It's not just a matter of how much money that's involved, it's about keeping the creativity alive! PLEASE DO NOT SUCCUMB TO PIRACY!! Haha, okay you must have thought that I'm some spokeperson for some anti-piracy org or smth but I'M NOT OKAY. Right, so after Sembawang we went to NTUC for dunno what and eventually went home.

Okay, I know it isn't very happening but it's really nice to know that you have friends out there who remember you even after so long. And I think this is something we should really appreciate coz from what I know, a lot of people have stopped contacting their pri friends. It's not easy to maintain a relationship like this for so long and I'm really glad we did :D

RIGHT! Now to the ever so dreaded topic - RESULTS. Well...haven't gotten back all of the papers yet though, left with the two papers that I dread the most. Hopefully they don't spoil my chance of getting a GPA of 3.5..PLEASE DON'T!!! I'm really praying real hard for my Chem and Eng to pull through...KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR ME PEEPS! Haha, and if you did, THANKS :D

Okay, so let's start from YESTERDAY'S checking of paper. Got back...Math, Physics and SS PT. WELLSSSSSS...Math was pretty comforting but easily lost my chance of 4.0. I mean, it's practically IMPOSSIBLE for me to get 4.0 for math can! If I want to, I'll have to get almost full marks for that very paper which I obviously couldn't and didn't. SO, Shall not resent it further and shall be content. YAH, so got 3.6 for Math for overall but got 4.0 for the paper alone.

Physics was HORRIBLING totally SCREWED it up! to think that the highest was actually 57/60?! Insane person. But then again, I've never liked physics, in fact, I HATE IT. So I should be glad that I can still get 3.6 all thanks to SPA, Data Analysis and MYA :) Once again, I HATE KINEMATICS & DYNAMICS. Physics PT was a KILLER too but considering the fact that I didn't put much effort into it, my score was ACCEPTABLE. Right, Physics sucks and will always do :)

NEXT! Social Studies! SIGH!!! My PT was better than I thought it would be when I very first got the task. Hehe, I was thinking all the along that it's the CRAPPIEST PT I've ever done in my life and would most likely fail real badly for it. BUTTTTT...I think I actually scored higher for this than any of my previous Essays...WOW-ness. Hehe, and I feel like I've accomplished something real big. HEHE. Okay, why am I 'hehe-ing' so much in this para? ANYWAYS, I don't really like SS..I mean the classroom contents are interesting no doubt but it's way too different from history Essays and I just can't get used to it. Maybe I have too strong a mindset of how an essay should be like, thus causing my stubborn unwillingness to do essays in another form..O'WELLS...To think that I actually scored full marks for History SEQs before..SIGH, those were the days man..HAHA

This post is getting awfully long and I really congratulate you for reading till this point >< I think you can just forget about reading the bottom coz they're the same crap as the above..hehe. But i'll still continue coz I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST. Yup. So here it goes:

GEOG PAPER TODAY. OMG, it's the WORST geog paper I've ever done can!! I can't imagine I actually did so badly...so much for the mugging and everything. And the teacher still said that the whole cohort generally did well for this paper 0_o..yea right...THAT very sentence really made me feel HORRIBLE. just. pure. HORROR. bleahz...totally sucked. And I'm just gonna blame my teacher for that. I DON'T CARE. I refuse to accept the fact that I did SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO badly for it. Geog has always been a 4.0 for me but I have no idea what the heck went wrong :( WADEVER, although I still got a 3.6 for that paper, it was a really low one...ShuckS. NEVER IN MY LIFE!!! okay, geog is outright saddening and I have a feeling Chem will be too so wait for my emo post tmr.

Moving on, we have BIO. woohoo. LOVED BIO paper though I still think I could have done much better. But really no point in doing so well coz the highest is 4.0 and nothing else. Haha, I think that was the very mindset I had even before the paper. I calculated that I only needed around 60% for Bio EYA to get 4.0 overall for Bio. So I basically slacked and did the paper anyhow. BUT I'M STILL PISSED AT THE FACT THAT I DIDN'T GET FULL MARKS FOR MCQ BECAUSE OF ONE FREAKIN' QUESTION. first question somemore! Felt so stupid for making that mistake! I could have very well gotten 2 more marks if not for my stupidity. Bleahs..OH! forgot to mention that I managed to get 0.5 marks just to make my paper have a nice 40/50 score. Hehe, for that, I shall thank Mr Tee :) Thanks Mr Tee!! So much for the 'acquired trait cannot be passsed on via genes to offspring' answer. XD

LAST PAPER FOR TODAY...CHINESE! Poof, wasn't well done as always..kinda disappointing at times coz I felt like i've let Bai lao shi down :( 对不起白老师。。。我答应你我一定会在明年的‘O' 水准里考到一个A2 给你 :D Yup, shan't talk much about it coz when I looked through the paper, I felt so dumb for writing what I wrote. DUNNO WTH GOT INTO ME. *shrugs* it's over and I shan't go on any further. Zuo wen was shitty coz I got deducted the full mark for 错别字. WADEVER.

Right, so that very much summarised the ups and downs of today. I'm really hoping that my chem isn't as screwed as I thought. PLEASE LET MY INSTINCTS BE WRONG!! I want to get a GPA 3.5 for once.. PLEASE...........pray for me folks...I need it. *CRIES OUT IN DESPAIR* okay, shall spare you from my crap and thanks for reading :D Tag before you go even if you think this blog killed you :)

Outing

2008-10-14T18:39:00.007+08:00

Hey all!

Muaha! Went out yesterday with Jiayi, Yanting, Brenda Ong, Natalie! Haha, they pangseh-ed me at first loh! Told them to wait for my meeting to end but in the end they went without me! So in the end I went into the cinema like maybe 10minutes after the show started! Talking about the show, I haven't paid for my ticket! Haha, unless yall wanted to treat me as a way of apologising for leaving without me ><><>

WELL, the movie isn't really the thing that I want to talk about, IT IS THE NEOPRINTS PART! Haha, we walked all the way to Cineleisure to take neoprints! It was worth it I guess..IT WAS SUPER FUNNY while designing the neoprints! but sadly, we didn't choose the 'horror' background one, the one with me posing a real bimbo "shock face" haha..it was SUPER hilarious! Talking about being bimbo, I don't know when i started being so bimbo..HAHA, thou shall not continue to be a bimbo :) coz like bimbs are often associated with DUMBNESS. Haha, okok, back to the neoprints. I know all of you are really eager to see it so here they are!

HAHA! I like this the MOST!! HHAHAHAHA...You see the little glitter at the tip of my ever-charming-smile?! HAHA, SO COOL! AND NOTICE! there's a chinese character "美" just beside me face! MUAHA...Okay, I think I'm really ego now..shall stop before someone comes right up to me with a knife saying "CAN YOU FREAKIN' STOP BEING SO EGO?!". Yup, so let's move on to the NEXT NEOPRINT!

Haha, this is kinda faint but if you have like super-duperly good eyesight, everyone has a crown on her head! HAHA...so princess-y...the background was meant to be inside a MRT train.. doubt you can see it though since the whole neoprint is practically covered in glitters..OHOH! and see my sian look! Don't think I look like that when I take the MRT but I personally don't quite like taking the train, so maybe if you're lucky, I'll be so BORED that I may just very well do that on the train ><

Okay, this is yet another one with a "美" on me..MUAHA, this will only add on to my EGONESS! hehe, okay, for once, i shall gladly shift the spotlight to YANTING who's on the top right hand corner! HAHA, you see the big black squarish specs! Perfectly fits her! haha..OOPS i just realised something...I LOOK LIKE I'M BALDING IN THIS NEOPRINT! OH NO!

RIGHT! The last neoprint we have! Brenda's (top left) eyes were closed! Haha, but still nice no doubt..HEHE

Okay, with that, I shall end my post already! Time to do RS!! *PANIC!!* Haha, BYEZ~!

Post EYA Reflections

2008-10-11T20:50:00.003+08:00

Haha, my title is so...school-ish. Hehe..anyways, I thought I should post something since exams are over already. Well, EYAs were really disastrous to me. I felt like i flunked almost everything, maybe with the exception of Bio and Math. Sigh, not a good sign. Chinese and English was so-so, considering the fact that I haven't been caring about languages since dunno when. Physics was wadever coz I did it anyhow...was spending too much time on geog during the weekends before the physics paper. I NEGLECTED physics! Haha, it was really horrible and the paper just further adds on to my hatred for physics. It's really irritating, can't stand it! Next was...GEOG. It was the HORRIBLIEST paper, second in place after the MOST DISGUSTING chem paper. LOL! Now all the papers have like titles! Geog was horrible coz it was totally disheartening. I mugged like siao for it and only like 10% of what I mugged was penned down for LORMs. WTH man! And coastal management questions totally caught me off guard, was like "thrown onto the ground" after seeing the questions. Man, 4.0 is like a million miles further from me now..

Figured that I should start a new paragraph to aid reading :) haha, okay shall continue with my story about EYAs. Hmm..I left out Chem. It was really horristing (horrible and disgusting)! The paper was CRAP, it was SOSO difficult! It was really disheartening too coz like the more you do the more you realise you don't know and I actually felt like giving up on the paper half-way through. NEVER in my left I've felt like that before during exams. Horribly insane. The paper is obviously a piece of crap and I bet the teachers who'll be reading it will bet like raising their eyebrows and happily crossing all my answers out. I guess it can even be used as a laughing stock among the teachers, I seriously don't mind. BLEAH, shan't talk about Chem, such a spoilsport when I should be happy that exams are over! haha...

Okay, so basically being the first weekend after the exams, I totally relaxed and didn't do any work! I should really be doing my NRP stuff but I just couldn't bring myself to. Heh, what do you expect man..it's post-EYAs. So I watched JJ's DVD on his concert in 2006! haha, it's the second time I watched it. COOL HUH? Can't wait for his new album next SAT! So EXCITING! I bought S.H.E's newwest album yesterday too! Hehe, totally loved one of the song's MV, so futuristic! haha, it's called 宇宙小姐. Hehe, just what I need to console myself :D WHY?! because I realised I grew FAT by ALOT ALOT ALOT! I took out my P6 photo and stared at it thinking, 'how did i get so skinny the last time?' haha, it was INSANE. I look at myself now and I suddenly feel a gush of sadness. SERIOUSLY! And I blame it all on the fact that I stopped dancing for too long. SIGH. I miss those days when sit-ups weren't a problem...HAHA. I totally suck. I shall go on a DIET! Yes, it is was I need!

Okay, I really digressed too much, now back to JJ :D okay, yah, his newest album is coming up and his song are REALLY REALLY REALLY nice :D I like the one called Always Online...Really sweet song...OH! and DEVASTATING NEWS I got to know today via the ever-so-gossipy 晚报 that JJ has a CRUSH/LOVER! SIGH...lol. Part of me is happy for him yet another part feels a teeny weeny bit like someone stole my boyfriend or something >< HAHA..no lah, but I was like thinking not long ago that I would want him to like get married before he's 30..hehe, in case he gets too old and still remain single like Wang Li Hom. Yep, so..what should I say? Congrats to the person he crushes? HAHA, wadever, all the best to him I guess :D

OH! Have I mentioned before that he's like 12 years older than I am? Haha, so technically he's a ROOSTER too! Wee..actually I realised we both share pretty a lot of similarities. Firstly, he's Christian name is Wayne, which has the same first alphabet as mine! Then he likes to play games too! Hehe, I love games! Haha, okay I can't really think of the other similarities off hand now so o'wells, shan't elaborate too much on it then.

Okay, I think I've crapped enough for my second post after my comeback, right? Haha, stay tuned for even more 'interesting' posts! Bye~!

SAD SAD DAY

2008-09-26T20:49:00.003+08:00

okay, it's been ages since i last posted AND unfortunately, this post will be a pretty sad one...HAIZ, who would have expected this to happen anyway? For those who don't know yet, MY FORM TEACHER LEFT THE SCHOOL. It was absolutely heartbreaking, not only because she's my form teacher, BUT BECAUSE SHE'S THE BEST CHINESE TEACHER I'VE EVER HAD. HAIZ, it's sad that she's leaving coz not too long ago, i was still praying that she would choose to teach our class chinese next year and BETTER still, be our form tcher again...SAD.

i practically cried my eyes out but somehow i still don't feel like i've cried enough...some part of me just wants to cry like Claire did, cry out loud like nobody's business. but then again, i was too worried about my 'image', so to speak, to cry like a big baby. Maybe if i did she wouldn't have left and stayed but i think that'll be too selfish of me. SELFISH - the part of me that i've always wanted to change. so i guess this is a chance for me to prove my words...

i think Bai Lao Shi leaving is a big irony in itself. I mean, Bai Lao Shi may have come to RGS because of the reputation but eventually, it became the very reason why she left. the school hopes to attract the 'best' teachers around but ironically they are driving the truly BEST teachers off because of the ridiculous amount of work they dump on the teachers. THE SAME THING GOES TO STUDENTS. Maybe one day, out top scholar might just migrate to USA because school life here is just too stressful. i'll be looking forward to that. Maybe, just maybe, they will then stop and LOOK at what's freakin wrong with their system. okay, you may not agree with me but i DONT freakin' care coz i'm pissed that the school is one of the reasons y my favourite chinese teacher is leaving. GRAH.

i think if i go on any further, i'll just be adding fuel to my own anger and maybe even convince myself to go on strike. lol, so i'll better stop. well, exams are like a week or two away..haven't started muggng but planning to soon. wanted to start today but still sufferring a lil headache from crying too much so not exactly in the optimum mode to study.THAT'S Y I'M BLOGGING. and speaking of blogging, duxuan convinced me to do this so i suppose you should thank her for that if you have been loyally looking forward to my posts everyday (although it has been like almost 10 months since my last post ><) :D

OH! and back to the sad topic. I was learning how to sing the song 送别 can! but in the end, I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SING! regrets...looking forward to seeing her during marking day..hehe...and maybe during class outing, WELFARE COMM! do your job! haha. hmm..okay, shall stop le lah, wan to watch tv now.. so till next time, BYE~!

2008-01-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

YAY! Another one! SO FUN!

Directions:

1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

1.) Are you a male or female?

我一直都在

Erm...doesn't make sense...

2.) Describe yourself

原始－萧亚轩

Hmm...so I'm primitive..yea i guess...I'm kinda traditional :D

3.) How do you feel about yourself?

无赖－石欣慧

Someone negative. GOSH. I don't okay! I have TOTAL confidence in myself :D

4.) Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend:

只对你有感觉－飞轮海 & Hebe

GOSH. If i HAD an ex it would make sense. BUT i DON'T. haha. :D

5.) Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend:

Together - S.H.E

Hmmm...same situation as the previous question. Haha.

6.) Describe your current location:

We believe - Good Charlotte

SO, I believe in my current situation? wadever.

7.) Describe what you want to be:

感恩地－Byul

Errr...Korean song which i never heard before...SHRUG.

8) Describe your best friend?

Julia - 王力宏

URH...dunno what's this

9.) Your favourite colour is:

相信无限－林俊杰

okay...NO DEFINITE COLOUR. not really true leh..oh yah, maybe cos somethings looks better in particular colours..

10.) You know that:

发现爱－林俊杰

Yyyyesssss......ssssooooo...? haha I KNOW THAT I DISCOVERED LOVE? okay, doesn't make sense

11.) What is the weather like?

Petrified - Fort Minor

HAHA, petrifying weather...well, not really PETRIFYING but still not good loh. today's training was so boring coz of the rain...

12.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?

Fell in Love With - Joss Stone

SO, ABOUT LOVE??!!! I don't really think i would want a life filled with just romance..haha.

13) What is life to you?

星球－林俊杰

Yea...I guess life is kinda ALIEN to me. I mean, we can't fully understand life right? It's so unpredictable.

14.) What is the best advice you have to give?

If the rain must fall - James Morrison

AGAIN?! Hmm...If the rain must fall, fall to wash away ppl's worries and troubles :D

15.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

I'm so hot - 183 Club

O-M-G. NEVER am I going to change my name that. I'm not so ego. haha.

16.) How do you feel about the opposite sex?

天使－五月天

Errr...DEFINITELY NOT. I think their more of devils than angels. Imagine boys being angelic. It'll then be 80% chance that they have something up their sleeves..haha.

17.) Why are you doing this survey?

Wind it up - Gwen Stefani

Yea I guess...to wind up my boring life temporarily :D

18.) You hate:

爱情Yoghurt－林俊杰

Aww.....y must it be a song of Ljj's...erm...haven't been in love so i don't really know..hehe

19.) Describe your worst enemy:

Remember the Name - Fort Minor

Huh...I REMEMBER YOUR NAME OKAY!! haha, no lah i don't think i have many enemies (??) AND one thing's for sure, i'm not good with names so i'm most really likely to forget your name after a period of time..hehe.

20.) What's in your back pocket?

我和幸福有约定－S.H.E

errr...SKIP.

21.) What's your first thought when you wake up?

Made - Step up

Made what?

22.) What is your point of view on immigrants coming into the country?

恋人未满－S.H.E

ERm? SKIP.

23.) What was the last thing you told someone?

The more I see you - Michael Buble

NO...I'm pretty sure that wasn't the last thing i told someone..haha..

OKAY! I've finished two of such activity! yay! time for bed! BYE~!

BORED

2008-01-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

OKAY. Feeling bored although I really should be doing my homework. PROCASTINATE is my middle name :D

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense.

-How Are You Feeling Today?
我有我的Young-飞轮海Fahrenheit
Hehe. I guess I'm feeling GREAT today to be so confident about myself :D This is a HIGH song too!

-Will you get far in life?
一把伞-183 Club
Erm...my lit isn't that good so...don't know how to interpret. Hehe. This is a sad song leh...*sobs* Don't tell me I won't get far in life...WAAAHHH

-How Do Your Friends See You?
Truly Madly Deeply-Savage Garden
Hmm....They're in love with me? HAHA.

-Will You Get Married?
Save me from myself - Christina Aguilera
SO, unless someone saves me from myself or not i'm not getting married? In other words, I'll never get married. HAHA. wadever.

-What Is Your Best Friend's Theme Song?.
小丑鱼－罗志祥
GOSH! How true! Actually came up SHOW'S song. MUAHAHA.

-What Is The Story Of Your Life?.
Have a nice day - Bon Jovi
the first sentence was "You don't have to tell me how to live my life..." SO, I'm the stubborn taurus, huh. Hehe...so let it be :D

-What Was Primary School Like?
编号89757 -林俊杰
Errr....doesn't really make sense but i start loving him when I was in p6 :D yea, so he brightens up my PSLE year basically. Haha :D

-How Can You Get Ahead In Life?
What you see (is what you get)-Britney Speares
HAHA. So? SHRUGS

-What Is The Best Thing About Your Friends?
Lucky - Britney Speares
Hey, i thought it's shuffle and why it's Britney again? I don't exactly like her alot leh. ANYWAYZ, yea, i think i'm really lucky to have my friends :D They just complete my life :D

-What Song Describes You?
Empty - The Click Five
Yea...maybe...sometimes i do feel like something's missing and it's a big chunk too...MAYBE. SHRUGS

-To Describe Your Grandparents?
If the rain must fall - James Morrison
The first sentence was "Ooo...Life can be strange..." Haha, so i have strange grandparents..i think so? HAHA. Shrugs YET AGAIN.

-How Is Your Life Going?
Makes me wonder - Maroon Five
yea, my life really makes me wonder what i'll be like in future. well, guess i'll have to leave it to the future. THIS IS A NICE SONG BTW :D

-How Does The World See You?
U must be - Step up
The first words were "When I'm with you, you make my day so beautiful." REALLY?! haha, I feel so flattered... :D:D:D I MAKE PPL'S DAYS!

-Will You Have A Happy Life?
自恋－罗志祥
The title a bit no link...BUT IT'S A SAD SONG! It's implying something! OH NO~!

-What Do Your Friends Really Think Of You?
Ain't cha - Step up
ERM...Skip this ABSOLUTELY NO LINK.

-Do People Secretly Lust After You?
Crazy - Unknown
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....That's such a superb title. CRAZY. coz not! haha

-How Can I Make Myself Happy?
I'mma Shine - Step up
Maybe...put myself in the limelight?Shrugs...

-What Should You Do With Your Life?
表白－萧亚轩
HAR? Go around confessing to people?! HAHA. Maybe i shall try that. Hehe...

-Will You Ever Have Children?
Lovely - Step up
WHY SO MANY SONGS FROM STEP UP?! Anyway, so...I'll have children?

SO WEIRD!!! okay, obviously my player's shuffle is screwed. SO MANY STEP UP SONGS! OH! maybe it's trying to ask me to STEP UP. WADEVER. anyway, i'm done :D

New Year!!!

2008-01-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

WEE~! I'm back! Excited? I bet you ARE!

Finally convinced myself to blog after visiting some blogs myself.

I'VE GOTTA BLOG ON NEW YEAR COZ SCHOOL'S REOPENING TMR!

Yep, that explains the enthusiasm although I'm feeling very lazy right now.

I don't suppose you're interested in my holiday trip doya? If that's the case, I'll most probably be dead by the time I finish talking about BOTH my holidays AND my New Year Wishes.

Alright, alright. Maybe a teeny weeny bit on my hols then I'll go onto my New Year Wishes...Imagine the squeals of little kids surrounding you, eager to hear your grandmother stories..

Speaking of GRANDMOTHER, I feel real OLD now. I mean, won't you if you know you're going to be a SEC THREE SENIOR?! POOF. Sec 1 orientation was barely YESTERDAY for me...

Went back on CCAO last fri and saw the ever-so-innocent Sec 1s. Really reminded me of how OLD I am. O-KAY...DIGRESSING already.

MY HOLIDAYS. How should I start? Well, basically the stay in Malaysia was FUN in general, at least better than in Singapore, that is. Finished the 54 episode-X Family taiwan drama, which really took up most of the time there.

Had several SLEEPLESS NIGHTS there too. NOT because I couldn't sleep but because I wasn't ALLOWED to sleep. My cousins came over to sleep several times and was FORCED to stay till ghostly hours. DUDE.

The latest was 8AM, IN THE MORNING mind you...POOF. I must have lost my mind...

I actually went SWIMMING at 7 IN THE MORNING! It was INSANE.

What were we doing? Well, played mahjong and poker AND PS2.

Right, enough of such gravely acts.

Next stop: SHOPPING!

You hear that? SHOPPING!!!!!! My sister and I actually spent RM400++ at once in a shop that our fashion-conscious cousin brought us to. WOO. THEN, we went to buy SHOES the next day. AND THEN, I bought another set for my sis' birthday party (just another reason to buy more clothes :))! It was a REAL SWEET jumper :D:D:D:D

Besides buying clothes, I bought a new pair of specs too!!!! haha..Now I like wearing specs :D Okay, maybe a lil too exaggerated but o'well..

THEN, STILL rebonded my fringe coz there isn't any other way to solve the problem of my STUPID curly fringe :( The problem's gonna come back again sooner or later, when the bond loses its effect but I don't think I have any other choices now, do I? :((((

LASTLY, I learnt how to play POOL!!!!! Super fun KAY!! And I can say my beginner's luck isn't gone yet :D Too bad they closed down the one in Lot one..D:

OKAY! That's it for the hols. Now, for the NEW YEAR. 2007 isn't year I'd call SUPERB. In fact, it's that year that I had most regrets...I've failed in 2007. Failed to even meet the goal i set last year. It was just to improve on my academics but all I got was geting back the SAME results..

2007 was meant to be the year for me to show my abilities but I guess I wasn't ready.

I wasn't ready to leave my comfort zone to achieve big things. Well, there's only me to blame for my regrets.

SO, I'm determined to really CRAWL out of my comfort zone if I really have to. Next year can be predictably BUSY. First, is having our curriculum time being pushed longer.

Then, it'll be having TWO CCA days.

Thinking back, if not for our batch and the cheating incident, we wouldn't have our curriculum time extended. Then I wouldn't have TWO CCA days and my guitar lessons can be on Weds and so I can have my weekends free. NOW, I have to cope with NYAA, Guitar, School, RS.

I really hope that I can overcome myself and excel in every aspect of those.

It may some little but it's not I tell you.

NYAA means ME having to go for physical activities (which I hope will be dancing, held on Mon), SERVICE (which I hope will be library work on every Sun) and SKILL (which is just Guitar). SO, hopefully I can stretch my limits with NYAA and not forgetting, my post in my CCA.

Wish me luck coz I need it ALOT. I need your SUPPORT too!! You MUST be there to keep me going :D Remind me of this post whenever I feel like giving up, ok?

Hence, in SUMMARY these are my wishes for the year of 2008:

1. Improvement in my academics. At least a GPA of 3.4

2. Complete NYAA this year. MUST get the Bronze Award.

3. Be a responsible treasurer and do my best for my CCA. Try to LOVE it. Give BEST shot for Camp craft Competition that's coming up in Feb :D

4. Stay passionate to guitar ALWAYS. Get to GRADE THREE by this year. :D (Tricky one..)

5. Devote time and effort into RS. It IS the road I've chosen to take so I must be responsible. Get an EXCELLENT for presentation :D I'll be working closely with Pristine on this. GIVE BEST SHOT. YEA!

6. Stay healthy and happy. NO SURGERIES. Hopefully my tonsils behave :D

7. Less chips and fried stuff, more healthy food :D

8. LAST OF ALL, become prettier :D HAHA.

YAY! finished my wishlist :D It stops at No. 8! So lucky! It wasn't intentional btw :D Haha. Alright, shall stop here :D Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR AND ALL THE BEST FOR NEXT YEAR!! Also, hope that that your wishes will come true too! Like mine will :D

Ktv craze

2007-12-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! sorry AGAIN for not posting for SO long, i bet a lot of you miss my posts dearly but sad to say, all of you have to miss my posts for another week or two, make it three, coz i'll be away in Malacca (my THIRD home) :D hope that grin will brighten up your day, or at least lessen your sadness. HAHA. okay, i can't stand being ego anymore. right, you all should know that i don't blog for nothing, well although i sometimes do...ARGH wadever, yea so ANYWAY i have a purpose for blogging today, the eve of my departure from Singapore [i just made it sound so grand (:].

"WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!" the inner you must be yelling. WELL, it's my yet another trip down to KTV. muahahaha...THIS time, it's with pristine and bonian :D it was only decided yesterday, wednesday, NIGHT. imagine how last minute we were... actually i wanted it to be on wed but clever pristine didn't check her mail so i only got her confirmation on wed morning -_- o'wells... AND bonian was ADDED in the very last minute too. haha. apparently, she just got back from china.... yesterday? yea, and she still had CO today until 1, so she had to rush over to woodlands :D well in the end we just got the room at 2 despite the fact that she wasn't there yet and started compiling the playlist with all our songs...hehe. so mean of us.. the first song was OF COURSE, JJLIN!!!! haha, like duh coz pristine didn't know how to operate the thing being the suagu her. hehe... she's so going to kill me if she sees this... right, but i didn't manage to properly sing the first few songs coz i was too busy adding on other songs :( anyways, it got better along the way :D yays for me, my brain and my intellectual :D OH and not forgetting my lovely vocal :D AHHH!!! i'm ssosososososo ego, bet it's pristine's GOOD influence. OOPS. i think i'm sensing some gunfire pointing at me for digressing AGAIN. right, so back to the point.

when bonian finally came, which was approx. 10 minutes after we got the room, she was too busy finishing her lunch so we basically hogged onto the mike :D coming to think of it, i feel a teeny weeny bit guilty for being mean to her, haha. BUT seriously, the songs she chose were like TAMIL, TEOCHEW, VIETNAMESE....CRAZY! waste our precious time limit...THEN hor, the songs she chose, she also didn't know how to sing loh. AND hor, the jap songs she chose were like so unluckily minus 1 and no matter how hard we tried, we couldn't get the original singer to "sing" BUT on a second thought, i think MVs from the 80s don't have this function. NOW, i think u can imagine what songs she chose, OLD JAP songs which she doesn't know how to sing. POOF. how smart. yea, so you should be able to predict what we did to her songs. we simply cut them, haha. and i realised something, bonian tends to sing in a very old fashion way "high-pitchly" haha. OH! ad i realised something ELSE, i always remember to sing Wu Ke Qun aka Kenji's songs only until the last few minutes!! urgh! so i have to suffer the fate of getting my songs cut short in hope to fight for more time to sing other nice songs as well :D SADLY, despite our efforts, we still were unable to get to the jing wu men song right at the end of the list. awwww.....so sad....sorry pristine, we did our best. haha. SO we ended our session with Rainie's ai mei which was unfortunately minus 1 and we all basically only knew how to sing the chorus, SUCH a waste of time... BUT we generally had a great time snatching mikes, cutting each others songs and making each other laugh... :D :D AND we took pictures right at the end :D to certify that we've been there...haha. my stupid cam was out of bat despite me charging it for an hour in the morning...WASTE ELECTRICITY haha. yea, so we used pristine's cam instead... still waiting for the photos to be sent which... will not be soon from now considering the fact that i'll be in malaysia for 3 weeks. yup, i promise i'll upload them when i get them, provided u remind me, that is. maybe u can drop by at pristine's blog now and then to try your luck on whether she'll upload the pics. so... HERE I GRANT YOU THE PERMISSION TO OCCASIONALLY DROP BY AT PRISTINE'S BLOG JUST FOR THE SAKE OF THE PHOTOS BESIDES THE DAILY VISITS TO MINE :D OH! and another thing, i got TWO free vouchers valid till january 2008 instead of one...MUAHAHAHA.

enough said 'bout ktv, let's talk 'bout my malaysia trip. well, basically anyone who knows me long enough should know that you'll most probably find me in malaysia every holiday. yup. but i feel exceptionally thrilled for this one. not because i'm going else where in malaysia this time. I AM still going to Malacca BUT i'm more of looking forward to the shopping that we'll be doing :D if we say it's christmas shopping, it'll mean that i'll get to wear the new clothes around christmas BUT if it's chinese new year shopping, i'll have to wait till next year. despo i may be, i'll still call it new year shopping, I'M STILL PATIENT ENOUGH TO WAIT TILL CHINESE NEW YEAR TO WEAR THE CLOTHES:D yup, besides shopping for clothes, i think i want to change my specs AND my hairstyle, SO prepare for a new ME when we meet in school or wherever :D you may be asking what's the difference between shopping in malaysia and singapore. WELL, the difference lies in the CURRENCY, you certainly can buy much more with the same amount of money in Malaysia. yup, you must learn how to SAVE. :D:D

okay... feeling tired already...WOKE UP AT 10 OKAY... way out of my biological clock which was meant to go off at TWELVE, latest ONE :D yup, that's all. hopefully i'll blog when i get back, provided that i'll be free. yup. BYEZZZZZZZ!!! (waiting for ktv mates on the last week of hols! contact me if you're interested :D)

Yikes!

2007-11-29T16:19:00.000+08:00

herherherher.....i forgot to upload the pics from the BBQ...hehe. actually i got the photos from xy a long time ago but keep forgetting...so here they are:

Clearest and nicest pic i have although my eyes a bit small in this..hehe...but haven't my eyes been small all the while? haha...o'wells...

Zhenyi insisted to stand behind xy coz she wanted to suan xy for not growing ever since p6...HEHE...we know you're tall zy... haha...

okay...here's lulu being antisocial by standing right at the right....(beanie hates the word anti-social..i wonder y... hehe)
HAHA...a ghostly pic of us..i wonder who took this pic...LOUSY! haha....it seems that zhi hao's blur face is the clearest in this pic. (he didn't want to be in the pic actually..hehe)
okay...so this is the one with me doing a really bimb pose...hehe...IT WASN'T INTENTIONAL BTW!!! i was caught off guard...haha...

alright...that's all with the pics...some pics on my blog should liven it up a lil :D

Bleahdays...

2007-11-29T13:52:00.000+08:00

heyhey~~~~!

apologies for not posting for like AGES!! okay, i admit that i'm getting a lil lazy now it's halfway into the hols..haha. hmmm...shall post on my ACHIEVEMENTS in the past few days of BLEAHdayz, in other words, HOLIdays...

let's start from the weekends...WELL, finished YET ANOTHER hongkong series WOOH~! *applause* *cheers* *standing ovation* MUAHAHAHA. hongkong series ROCK with their many TWISTS and TURNS along the way...AND unlike singapore dramas, they don't all have happy endings which, therefore, very much manipulate the emotions of the audience, giving the audience a very satisfactory feel. WELL, at least that's how i feel :D the series which i just finished had quite a lot of main characters dying BOOHOO, tears welled but never dropped. sometimes, i really wonder what's wrong with me coz i very well know that whatever happens in the series is FAKE but i still can't suppress the the sadness within me. HAIZ. LUCKILY, i'm good at holding tears or not i'll be crying throughout the hols and have sore eyes if i should be watching anymore hongkong series. yep. okay, anyway, the main point of this is that I FINISHED WATCHING THE 30+ EPISODE SERIES IN 2 1/2 DAYS! haha. that's only ONE of my many ACHIEVEMENTS.

next, I WATCHED SPOP ON MONDAY! WEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!! haha. i'm so VERY happy that i actually remembered to watch :D :D :D herher....i had been reminding myself to watch it since OCTOBER KAY!!! i'm such a loyal fan *SMILES WIDELY* before, i always fail to watch HIM on tv but i'm SUCCESSFUL this time!! lucky, smart, good memory ME. BUT the prob with it was that they were broadcasting super OLD songs before and HE only came out near the end. SO i had to endure the SUPER old songs. some were really nice whereas some i couldn't stand. my latest tablemates should know that i really dislike OLD music. i don't mind those i've been listening since young but the REST really irritates me..WHICH MEANS those really-stingy-yet-still-want-to-advertise companies' commercials on tv gets on my nerves too. WHY? COZ THEY OFTEN USE SUPER UNCREATIVE WAYS OF PRESENTING THEIR PRODUCTS which include using SUPER old background music, LIKE THOSE COMMERCIALS IN THE 90s. POOF. speaking bout it just makes me SUPER angry. *breathe in, breathe out* okay. enough of it :D digressed way TOO MUCH. back to SPOP. yea. being the loyal fan of HIS, i definitely support the idea of him promoting singaporean music SMILES. if i were to be as musically talented as him, i'd be spurred on to work even harder with him as an ambassador. HAHA. okay...i'm turning into a hua chi soon if i don't stop talking about HIM.

hmm...next achievement...played SIMS 2! haha. it's been so long since i last played so playing it feels great although i'm kinda getting bored already hehe. OH! my Sim has got TWINS ya know..hehe. okay, so besides playing sims 2 i played the mindjolt games in Facebook! stupid shi tian keep beating my high score :P shall keep on working till i beat you! haha. okay....that's pretty much about it....i'm running out of things to write. yea, F.Y.I, i'll be away in malacca from 7 Dec to...prob 23 Dec, yep. so if you really need to reach me urgently during that period, just sms me :D

alright, shall stop here already...just wanted to pass time so i blogged :D cya next time! hopefully not long from now..CIAO!

6D'05 class BBQ

2007-11-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

Apologies for short previous post. Kinda occupied this week with so many things happening at once. So let me start from Monday, since the last post was on Sunday. Yep. So here it goes...

Monday: Arrival of Aunts, Grandaunt and a friend of my mom's

Yep. My aunts, grandaunt and my mom's friend from Malaysia came to Singapore on Monday around...say 3-4pm. Got to know their arrival from a call from my cousin while I was in the midst of a fierce battle game, playing the ps2. Haha. She asked whether I wanted to speak to them. I was like "Errr....How 'bout I call yall later coz I'm like currently in a game. Herh..." But I didn't call them in the end, oops haha. Then till around 7pm, my mom wanted me to call them whether they wanted to come over and stay coz like my aunt's house isn't very big. So they came over in the end and my house suddenly became full of life, haha. The adults were in the living room drinking wine and talking while the kids were in the room, either playing the ps2 or using the comp. Both my cousins were hogging the comps, one using the desktop and the other using the tablet my sis JUST brought back from the service centre. You can just see how despo they were to use the comps coz only in my house can they use the comps so freely without the limitations. Hehe. So, I was left without any comp to use and joined the adults in their talk. Hehe. But i merely listened not much contribution. THEN, finally at 10, I got to watch HOUSE. muahaha.... Finally something that I could do. At around 12pm, my uncle and his family went home and it was pretty much time to SLEEP. SO, my sister and I had to squeeze in my parents' room so that my cousins, aunts and grandaunt could occupy our room. I tell you sleeping with my parents was a TERRIBLE experience. haha. My dad was sleeping on the floor while I slept in between my sis and mum on the King size bed. STILL, it was SQUEEZY. It was terribly WARM despite the usually cold air-con. BLEAHZ. That wasn't the worst. The worst was the SNORES. First, it was my dad's snore. It was loud but still acceptable coz he was on the floor. THEN, after a few hours of sleep, I got awoken by my MUM's snore. THAT was UNBEARABLE coz she was just RIGHT BESIDE me. And by then, I was already squashed by my sis and mum who were sleeping so deeply. FINALLY, my dad's alarm clock went off so he had to go wash-up. SO, being the smart me, crawled down to his mattress and slept there till morning. Although I was sleeping on the floor, I slept more peacefully there. PHEW. haha.

Next morning, at around 10am, I woke up to see everyone surrounding my mattress trying to figure out who I was. HAHA. It was such a funny scene. Then afterwards we all walked to Petir to have our...BRUNCH. We initially wanted to eat the laksa over there coz my mum thought it is very nice and wanted our Malaysian guests to try it. BUT unfortunately, the stall only sells it during WEEKENDS so we could only eat the chicken rice which was not bad too. Not long after we got home, my mum brought us all over to BPP and everyone started to look for shoes to buy. HAHA, coz there was a sale at the atrium and the shoes cost $10-$15. So all scrambled to buy the shoes. Everyone bought a pair of shoes each there while I bought mine at M3. hehe. Then after that, we went to Kopitiam to have desserts. HEHE. Coz my grandaunt wanted to eat TAU SUA. SO after shopping and looking around for a while, my mum bought 10 curry puffs from Old Chang Kee home coz i said their curry puffs are very nice. HEHE. BUT their curry puffs cost $1.10ea!!! It used to be $1 each...must be due to the rise in the price of flour....BOO. Anywayz, the curry puffs still tasted SUPERB. haha. SO, we ate dinner at Fajar together with a feast and after that, everyone had to go back to my aunts house to stay coz they had to go back to malaysia the next day.

OOPS. Talked a bit a lot on just two days...hmm...Shan't talk 'bout what happened on Wed coz not worth mentioning something so sad and spoil the mood. SO let's all move straight onto THURSDAY, yesterday.

Hmmm.....woke up early to meet Fox and yingying to buy stuff for BBQ. Met them at 11.30am and we took mrt to JE to go Giant. Then we waited for like 'round 40 minutes for the stupid shuttle bus and took train to woodlands. Then from there we walked all the way to Lulu's condo. Stupid Lulu made us wait for so long under the hot hot sun with the super super heavy things. Then while he carried all the things up, we three just sat around and slack, taking a break alas from carrying the SUPER heavy things all the way from JE. POOF. Then finally Lulu came down with the poker cards so we started playing Cho Dai Di. hehe. LOST THREE ROUNDS CONSECUTIVELY kay!!! so suay! Still can't believe that I was THAT lousy. Haha. Then when we were playing Cheat, more ppl came and amazingly, Beanie came. Hehe. SO we waited.....and waited..........AND waited......Played cards along the way with occasional chats and FINALLY it's 4 so RX just went to start the fire although the pit was booked at 6. hehe. But as you know, starting the fire isn't that easy so we estimated it would take about an hour. Amazingly, the fire was started QUITE easily only to let it go off again at around 5 coz no one was watching it -_-. THEN, BBQ starts. A few were in from of the pit fussing about the food while the rest of us were chatting at the table letting them do the job. HEHE. Can't blame me you know, cos I was wearing contacts and of course I didn't want to turn BLIND. HEHE. So next time u go for BBQ, WEAR CONTACTS, hehe. Saves you the trouble to cook your own food.

OK, so...they BBQ-ed, we ate, they BBQ-ed, we ate until we realised there wasn't enough food for the rest. HEHE. So lulu and fox went out to buy. SAD. In the end also not enough food lah. In conclusion, like what xy said, BBQ is ex and NOT filling at all. Yea. So after a round of phototaking, XY, RX, ZH, Beanie, Devil and I took bus to plaza and went to mac. BUT Devil and beanie went home :(. And xy lost her wallet...haiz...hope she finds it soon :D yea....OH! forgot something REALLY impt, RX actually LEFT HIS BAG at lulu's place. SMART, isn't he? He actually happily took the bus till dunno where then realised he didn't have his bag with him. SO while eating at mac, we were also waiting for Eunice to bring his bag over. HAIZ. Then what happened after Eunice and Fox came was SUPER FUNNY. HAHA. The “义气” thing!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. couldn't stop laughing man! Damn funny!!!! hehe. okay, so after we all ate we WENT HOME! YAY... woah, my calf actually ached as soon as I sat down as I got home. MAN. haha, but it was only a lil and it doesn't hurt anymore so isn't that bad.

KK, talk ALOT already. Shall spare yall from my crap. BYE~!

Karaoke

2007-11-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

hello!

had lots of fun yesterday although we didn't manage to go kbox. BUT we went Party World KTV instead! haha. before, i thought it was rather old fashioned coz of the name but it turned out even better than kbox! (according to my sis) it was cheaper and the room was BIG. sang non-stop for...4 hours!! haha. i think i hogged onto the mike for the longest...hehe. insisted on singing most of the songs although i didn't really know how some of the songs go. hehe. hmm...sang terribly off tune but nobody really cared coz we were there to have fun! not for some sort of singing competition. hah. i remember the HIGHEST song we sang was chao xi huan ni by fahrenheit. hehe. i was jumping like siao with my sis and in the end i ran out of breath to sing, HAHA. it was ABSOLUTELY FUN! and i'm sure to go back there again! hehe. ANYONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME??? muahaha

kk, enough of ktv already. my malaysian cousin's mum, my sis' godmum, my grandaunt and her friend are coming to Singapore today! haha, maybe i can drag them to ktv too since we have a free voucher from yesterday, HEHE. OKAY enough of ktv... now for some good news, I DON'T NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL FOR CAMPCRAFT TRAINING THIS WEEK ANYMORE! haha, it was cancelled according to cheryl koh. WEEEE. i have to confess something here. actually there was supposed to be training on THUR, 22NOV but i have primary six class gathering so i said i couldn't make it. haha. SORRY. BUT, now all the trainings are cancelled so i don't need to feel guilty any longer. hehe :D.

okay...i have ran out of things to say already...shall keep this post short. BYE~! off to play ps2 now hehe.

blee

2007-11-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

ALOHA~!

haha, you must have thought i just came back from hawaii or something. well, I HAVE BEEN IN SINGAPORE FOR THE PAST WEEK. hehe. this week passed so fast although most of the days i was slacking. apologies for not blogging for so long coz MY COUSIN WAS HOGGING the comp and i was too lazy to use the stupid and slow comp outside :D

hmm...nothing much happened this week...just played the ps2 with my cousin whenever we felt like...then i was watching hongkong series...FINISHED TWO HONGKONG SERIES IN A WEEK..muahaha. one of them has a rather heart-wrenching ending coz the female lead still died of liver cancer in the end. well, can't really blame the scriptwriter coz the setting was during the 1950s and u don't expect them to cure cancer then when it's difficult even now. yea..then the other series was SUPER funny. so, i must say that singapore has a long way to go in terms of scriptwriting. HAIZ.

okay...next was the class party.hmm...not many people turned up but still acceptable lah, not too bad. that VERON hor...suddenly had FEVER so din came..HAIZ...haha. just jokin. so we just ate and watched BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI. k, must admit that after watching the show i like jay chou a teeny weeny bit, not bad lah. a rare talent, hehe. we played hide and seek too! hehe. i must confess something here, actually i didn't find sheena by chance. hehe. i ACCIDENTLY saw her hide in the cupboard when i went over to the railing to see whether u guys were ready. hehe, SORRY. but the fact that i found brenda was pure intelligence. hehe. the box was very suspicious coz the bottom of the box was BARELY touching the floor man, of course i had every reason to believe that someone was in there. hai, can't do much when you've got such a smart person be the seeker :D:D. hehe. THEN, on how i found pris chew. marge was in the karaoke room shouting something like "pris chew very smart arh", then i knew she must be somewhere in the room though the room was VERY small. looked around and SAW A KNOB on the PERFECTLY CAMOUFLAGED door. muahaha. knew straight away they were there cos we tried the rest of the first level. BUT i got scared but shitian when i opened the door. SHE WAS BEHIND IT! haha. then pris chew, cindy and qianyu were in the shower behind the frosted sliding door. haha. not bad arh. such a good hiding place, no wonder there were like FOUR ppl hiding there. hehe. the toilet was super dark kay...got scared. hehe. didn't dare to push open the sliding door but i did and luckily pris chew didn't scare me or not my heart would have gone to somewhere else and never to come back again. HAHA. KAY, so after hide and seek we ate PIZZA and continued the 2nd disk of bu neng shuo de mi mi and after that we watched World Trade Centre. i think it was meant to be a sad show but everyone else was like giggling at some unknown stuff so didn't really concentrate on the movie. then half of the show was like in DARKNESS coz of the rubble scenes so couldn't make out the faces and all that. worse of all, there were no subtitles so sometimes couldn't catch what they were saying. HAIZ. anyway, it wasn't a bad experience coz at least we got together :D

after giving rachel a lift, my father said he wanted to go bpp to buy the bio-magnetic bracelet for his boss coz his birthday was yesterday. then he suddenly said he wanted to buy one for me so i went along. in the end he bought a $788(sharing with some other colleage) for his boss while he bought a $488 one for me. very ex loh but it claims to improve blood circulation then my sis and mum had them before and said it was good so bought one for me too loh. dunno whether can wear it when school reopens but who cares lah, that's like a month away :D

nothing much happened on fri except i woke up at 2pm (hehe) then had guitar lessons at night. as for TODAY, my two cousins and i, along with my father, went to vivo city to shop. first time there honestly, hehe. didn't buy anything coz like all branded stuff there, SO EX. so after walking for only 2 hours then we just went home EMPTY HANDED. oh no, with two packs of cup noodles :) hehe.

*yawns* getting tired already. my sis woke me up at 10 plus to ask me send her the document coz she didn't bring her mac :( hmmm...most likely to be going kbox tmr and causeway point too. hehe. can't wait. suddenly feel very suagu coz I HAVEN'T BEEN TO KBOX BEFORE. hehe. kk. shan't talk le. shall go have my beauty sleep:D nitez!

Do you miss me?

2007-11-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

heyhey!

it's been so long since i last blogged! haha. and i realised because of the massive no. of photos i uploaded, MY BLOG IS TAKING AGES TO LOAD. okay, maybe not that long but LONGER THAN USUAL. hmph. haha. so shall not post anymore photos unless ABSOLUTE NECESSARY. yea. hmm...lemme see...yea. i left off at THURSDAY. boy, that was SO LONG ago.

kk, shall start from fri then...hmm...can't remember much except that i had my usual guitar lesson. then when i went in to the room my teacher suggested that i sign up for individual classes instead of group ones when i come back in jan (i terminated my lessons from the start of dec coz i will most probably be in m'asia for the whole of dec. yea so instead of paying money and not go, i have to terminate my classes and re-register when i come back in jan. SO WADEVER). yea. he said that if i continue staying in group lessons, i'll be learning very few things coz like he can't possibly teach much with FIVE people in ONE hour. yea. and he claims that i have the capability to learn more things. yea right. i think he most probably wants to earn more cos like individual lessons COST MORE. yea. dunno whether i should change. dad hasn't replied so dunno how loh. ANYWAY, i have till jan SO WHY FRET? OMG. FRET like GUITAR FRETS. such a pun. HEHE.

kay...let's move on to sat. OH no! haha, backtrack a lil to thur. hehe. yah, so my parents came back late at night on thur from m'asia AND MY DAD BOUGHT THIS DANCING MAT which u can connect to the ps2. hehe. and guess what? my dad bought it for 30 ringgit! i think the shopkeeper felt guilty coz we have been going to his shop whenever we go m'asia to bug him for the dancing mat and he always said there wasn't any stock. FOR ALMOST 5 MONTHS KAY! MUAHAHA. then my sis was saying that with the dance mat, we can exercise at home. yea. coz i bugged my sis to go running with me :) i feel FAT can! ate junk food during exams to de-stress then after exams too carefree, NOTHING TO DO so resort to eating junk food again. MAN. I MUST EXERCISE or not i'll turn out to be OVERWEIGHT when i go back to school next year. hehe. even if i'm not fat, exercising is HEALTHY. yea. so shall work out more during hols and when yall see me, I SHALL BE ALL MUSCLES. muahaha. kkk, enough of this exercising thing.

NEXT, saturday. yea. went to school early in the morning for PSB farewell. okay, maybe not very early but by how i screw up my biological clock, i should be still sleeping at that time :) kay, so it turned out that i reached pretty early. then finally when Ee Iyn came, she was like yawning. she said she played mahjong till 2AM. gosh. pro man. i want to play mahjong too...but no one to play with here...normally when i go m'asia, my cousins will be flocking to my grandaunt's house and we would be having a COUSIN GATHERING. well, in other words MAHJONG TIME! hehe. normally we will just play with chips but occasionally, some teenage-adults will drop by and that's when we started playing FOR REAL. hehe. though we don't play really big :D OKAY, that's it with mahjong, back to PSB farewell. hmm...just did a lot of singing, writing and lighting up tealights :) there were a few tear-welling experiences but didn't cry in the end. sad to be leaving the PSB family but...i shouldn't be sore about it coz it's all my own doing, shan't blame anyone. hmm, shall make this my GREATEST REGRET. shall do my very best in everything i do so i won't regret anymore :D a bitter experience but better to experience it now than later :)

OH! enough of the sad things already, hehe. before i went to the carpark after everything ended, i was debating whether or not to walk by the G.O. staircase or to walk all the way to the spiral staircase(from CLC) then finally convincing myself that the G.O. staircase is much closer, i made my way down. instinctively, i looked towards the class tray and i saw this YELLOW paper inside. MY BOOK LIST! i totally forgot about it and luckily i saw it or i'll most probably never get it back. hehe. THANKS PRIS CHEW! :D been really lucky nowadays. hehe. so glad i got back my booklist :D

hmm..what else happened on saturday...OH! my cousin from m'asia came! well, she reached at around 8-9pm and was staying at my uncle's house but not for long. haha, coz at around 9.30pm, when i was engrossed in the hongkong series i was watching, she called and asked me to go over. well, in the end i convinced her to come over instead :) so she and my other cousin, came and slept over! wee...SWEET. haha. coz that cousin used to sleep over for a few days at our house in m'asia whenever we go back. SHE'S STILL IN MY HOUSE BTW. hehe. but the other cousin went back, she had to work :(

then on SUNDAY, we three went SHOPPING! again! haha. hmm...bought a top and bottom :D. kk, kinda horrified when i counted my savings just now. shan't go shopping any sooner. hehe. maybe in m'asia (i still have lots of m'asia currency from the angpao money from past years, including this year's. hehe). AND m'asia stuff is CHEAPER too. kk, so shall shop for new year clothes in m'asia :D ARGH, so pissed at myself for digressing so much. hehe. no lah. kk, then after walking for like ages, we finally reached Heeren and TOOK NEOPRINTS! again. haha. but this time the machine not very nice and AGAIN, got cheated by the stupid timer :( so in the end the pics we have are not the VERY nice ones :( but still okay lah. not too bad. hehe. LASTLY, took my two cousins to Plaza Singapura to buy the pretty pencilcases from Girls. HEHE. coz of ME. coz they saw my SUPER nice pencil case and they wanted one too :D so in the end they got SUPER nice pencil cases too:) FINALLY after all that, we WENT HOME! my ankle had blisters already loh, STUPID SHOE hehe. ANYWAYs had fun :)

okay lah, write so much le, shall not bore u anymore with my crap. BYE! i'm bored btw..hehe.

BLOG

2007-11-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

HARLO! here to blog AGAIN. was watching hongkong drama series in the afternoon. then decided not to be lazy anymore and go and do the market research i promised marge :D. when i went over to bpp, i saw this cameraman shooting someone and as i walked behind him, he was shooting FANG ZHONG HUA. you know one of the judges from project superstar? yah, THAT'S HIM. didn't want to be a busybody so i just continued and till now, i still don't know what they were shooting. ANYWAYZ, that's not the main point of this post. THE MAIN POINT IS that i want to show yall MORE pics of drama night which i koped from pris chew's facebook. hehe. I'M IN LOVE WITH OUR CLASS! haha. ENJOY!

why was jenny on the floor SLEEPING?! haha. no lah, she's waiting for her face to be painted by nice huilian at the top right hand corner of the pic :) u see the Spiral magazing on the floor NICELY POSITION? haha. they were used a pillows by ppl who went to get their faces painted. SO they knew our class was REALLY dirty but NO ONE DID ANYTHING! okay. enough of that.

HAHA. okay, so y were we taking a photo in front of the TOILET?! haha, no idea. just happened that the toilet was JUST beside our classroom door, o'wells. u see the bown paper our dear portia was holding? IT WAS THE BOND. but it became much tattered and torn by the time we performed during drama night. it just proves how much we rehearsed for drama night :D OH! this was taken on the day of audition btw :D

another shot taken in front of the toilet (not a very good background). haha. IT'S GAY ANTONIO AND HIS GAY LOVER BASSANIO! again. hehe. they just can't get enough of each other, can they? hehe.

aha! caught sheryl tan SMILING! and tianyi FIDGETING! or hor...never concentrate during rehearsal arh...bad, bad. haha. this was also taken on our audition date during one of our MANY rehearsals! u see the chorus still standing on their chairs? yea, that was certainly before auditions :D. (oh, and u see the tiled floor? hehe, only our classroom has it okay! :D)

okay, another scene from our play. and oops! caught me sitting on the teacher's table. haha. i was off stage btw :D we scrapped the kneeling part later coz the drama teacher said it was unnecessary. O' WELLS...

kay, see our lights and sound manager, yihong? haha. so engrossed in the computer. three cheers for her! and also to teri and leia who helped do the lights on drama night. YAY! oh, don't mind the messy teacher's table. hehe.

okay...here's our class chair, pris chew, emo-ing about being booked(i think). HAIZ. DON'T WORRY PRIS! one booking is OKAY! :D don't be so sad...LAUNCELOT IS SUPPOSED TO BE COMICAL! :D:D haha.

weee! so how neat it was! pity that we had to scrap the chairs during drama night. haha. CHEERS TO 206'07! <333

okay, all the pics above (except the first one) were BEFORE the auditions. this one was AFTER auditions, when we had to wait for 1+hour then we could go home. SO, we played DOUBLE WACKO! guess who was 'it'? haha. ME LAH!

haha, see me at the back covering my mouth? i was afraid i might scream again before i could get any name out. haha. but i still did anyway. i suck at the game but it was fun! :D

kk, can't remember whether we took it before or after the performance. i think it was after. haha. it seems that we like to squash each other when we take class photos. hehe.

yay! 206 with the PRIZE!!! haha. we rock! :D

see there FIRST PRIZE? MUAHAHAHA. our hard work paid off! :D:D:D

haha. kk. shall end off with our class banner, nicely drawn by SHEENA and SHIHUI. haha. CHEERS TO THEM. and CHEERS TO DRAMA NIGHT. and CHEERS TO 206'07! haha. BYE~!

OHNO! just realised something, WE DIDN'T TAKE OUT THE DRAWING ON THE DOOR! haha. let the next year batch do it. HEHE.

WEE~!

2007-11-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

heyhey! a few more minutes to 12 MIDNIGHT. so y am i blogging SO LATE INTO THE NIGHT? coz i was too OCCUPIED in the afternoon to blog. hehe. currently obsessing over rubik's cube and FACEBOOK. i tell you, FACEBOOK IS SUPER COOL! hehe. kinda regretted not registering for it when my sis told me to the last time. WAY DIFFERENT than the BORING ol' BLEAHSTER. hehe. k i'm mean to change its name. BUT they really should change the name. anywayz, i joined this Raffles Girls' Secondary School group in Facebook and i actually saw REALLY OLD photos of our school building at Anderson before our current one was built. MAN, SO COOL! hehe. then there are those Water fights, Pillow fights, Pirate slaying, Spell casting, Food fights etc activities available. HAHA. SO FUNNY! in a way it's something like Neopets but more...GROWNUP i guess? haha.

kk, enough of facebook already. NOW, the CUBE. URGH. so i've MASTERED the first and second layer but I ALWAYS SCREW UP THE THIRD ONE! internet instructions are NOT RELIABLE! sometimes they work after almost screwing it up but most of the time, I REMAIN IN THE SAME SITUATION OR I SCREW THE WHOLE CUBE UP. so frustrating. making me GO BONKERS! so much for the ALGORITHMS. shall consult a real expert like Shermaine, Sandra or Duxuan someday. NEVER TRUST THE WEB. SO, my cube's current status is like a person with nice hair accessories, BEAUTIFUL TOP but a MESSED UP BOTTOM. hmph. can't stand it being incomplete. BOO.

ok. next, another frustrating news. SO LITTLE PPL VOTED IN THE POLL I CREATED! bleahz...hope i get more results on sat coz if we don't get this done, CLASS PARTY WILL NEVER HAPPEN. SO, now we're like planning a party with NO HOST and NO DATE. woah. aren't we pro? hmph. SO RESPOND TO THE POLL PLEASE. right. so now we have the activities planned out left with the food and everything else. ok, so i didn't go do my market research as i promised marge i would in the afternoon. too lazy. hehe. SORRY. i promise i'll do it tmr! BUT I'LL BE DOING THIS FOR NOTHING IF U ALL DON'T COOPERATE. ya.

okay, i think i'm harping too much on class party. shall sleep already, TIRED. oh, HAPPY DEEPAVALI btw. it's pass 12 midnight! :D have fun everyone! :):)

Shopping

2007-11-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

WEEE~!
today is such a TIRING but FUN day!

woke up in the morning only to realise that it was raining. i was hoping it could stop coz I WANT TO GO SHOPPING PROPERLY. luckily by the time i got out of the house, there was only slight drizzle. PHEW. took 190 to tangs and went to the MRT station to wait for pristine. THEN, went to PEPPER LUNCH at TAKA to have LUNCH! OMG!!! it was SOSOSOSO nice! i'm SO going back to eat someday, provided i still remember where it is, hehe. after a very filling lunch, we went to..Far East plaza! there, i bought a top which i eyed on when i went shopping with jor and eunice last time. hehe. then after walking around a bit bought another top. it is the Little Miss Shy top :D. i bought the red one and pristine bought the...purple one i think. hehe.

we then shopped a while in far east before pristine said it was ULU -.-, so we decided to go plaza sing. SO i left far east with two tops while pristine just bought a lip balm and a top-.-. when we reached plaza sing we started searching for toys r us but apparently there isn't any there so i bought a pencil case from a SUPER GIRLY shop. HEHE. i'm a girl, what do you expect? THEN, we thought of going to BUGIS. so we took a train there AND UNFORTUNATELY (haha, just joking) pristine saw this banner saying that if you spend $30 and you present the receipts at the counter, you get a chance to win a pair of tickets worth $200 from Luo Zhi Xiang's concert. HAIZ, tried not to let her see it but it turned out that the WHOLE shopping centre was fill with the banner. WADEVER. HAHA. so this spurred pristine to shop for CLOTHES although she told her mom that she wouldn't buy any :) in the end, she bought a top and a bottom while i just bought a bottom. AND coincidentially, we went pass Kinokuniya and right there in the display window was FULL of Show's BOOK. pristine naturally went in and bought it. JUST LIKE THAT. not even a sign of hesitation. HAIZ. she's OBSESSED. after shopping for clothes, IT'S BACK TO THE HUNT FOR MY RUBIKS CUBE. so went to the BHG building next to Bugis junction and NOTHING THERE. so made our way to OG instead and bought my rubiks cube :D:D:D. YAY! see how far i walked to buy my rubiks cube. HEHE. actually walking so far is sorta worth it coz my rubiks cube only costs $9.90, which is slightly cheaper than the $10++ i heard. DOUBLE YAY! haha.

AND SO, our shopping trip ended there, after i bought my rubiks cube, and i took 960 back while pristine took the train. HEHE. NOW, i've SOLVED the cube ALREADY! see how smart i can get! well, of course with the help of the internet. hehe. BUT i did the first layer ALL BY MYSELF at first I'M SO SMART! after i solved the first layer, i went to search the web. i had to keep redo-ing my first and second layers coz i keep screwing up the last layer. i think i did more than 20 times already. now i can memorise the ALGORITHMS for the second layer. YAY FOR ME! but i have got to practice more so that i can master the cube. MUAHAHA. by then, i shall be able to solve it in 6 seconds! yea right, like it'll ever happen. hehe.

anyways, class party is screwed up and i'm tired so i shall go to sleep now. CHEERS to SHOPPING and SLEEP. GOOD NIGHT!

OHOHOHOH!!!! forgot to say something! we took neoprints at bugis! it was SUPER FUNNY kay!! coz we both didn't understand jap then the machines all in jap! in the end we had to keep asking the shopkeeper to help us AND HOR, the stupid timer made us rush rush rush. i think neoprint machines are out to cheat ppl's money, put timer to make yall panic then do the wrong things. HAIYO. actually had to choose 6 neoprints out of 8 that we took but the stupid timer SO FAST, in the end we only chose 4. then, we ran around the shop to find the OTHER machine to design our neoprints. SO MA FAN, waste our time somemore. hehe. then in the end we keep giggling and rushing each other to quickly design the neoprints. HEHE. SO CONFUSING CAN! finally we got the neoprints out IN ONE PIECE. hehe. WARNING: ugly tans ahead. here they are:

okay, i designed this. hehe. we stood a bit too much to the right. anyways, see the uneven skin tone? ALL THANKS TO THE SUN. right. so be prepared for more ugly skin tones for the next three. hehe.

awww....so cute...NOT ME but the kittens...hehe.i designed this too. pardon me for this coz it was ANYHOW due to the daunting timer. hehe.

SO COLOURFUL!! haha, and the "We love 206'07" was random. hehe. pristine designed this.

HAHA. bias pristine! put a bow tie on my head but put a rose on hers! hehe. and i suggested her to put the tie on her. hehe.

Alright, that's all now. hate my tan but wadever. haha. gtg! it's late already! BYE~!

Civil Defence course

2007-11-05T19:05:00.001+08:00

Heyhey! Didn't post yesterday. WHY?! Because was busy planning class party with MARGE and seem to be on hold now coz apparently desiree has training on the 16th nov. SO, I dunno how now..ANYONE WANTS TO VOLUNTEER YOUR HOUSE? Hehe. Hope we can get this figured out or not our class party will be GONE. Yea. Okay, so nothing much happened yesterday just that I played some online game called Wordracer with marge on yahoo and I LOST TERRIBLY. hehe.

Kaykay, so shall talk 'bout today then. Hmm...Woke up early in the morning, almost the same time as a normal school day will be. For what? You may ask. Well, FOR CIVIL DEFENCE COURSE. bleah. Couldn't wake up properly this morning. Eyelids were HEAVY but gotta force myself to open them coz I NEED TO GET PROMOTED. Nearly almost didn't get promoted lasted time kay but luckily Mr Ganesh is nice enough to promote me and ALSO because I bucked up after hearing that I wasn't promoted. PHEW. How did I buck up? I joined EVERY possible event there is. Haha. Okay lah, not I choose de but I tried to be enthu when chosen. Hehe. In the end, I participated in almost every event that requires a GOH--Nat day, Speech day and ODT. SO ENTHU RIGHT! Haha. Gonna join campcraft comp later on but I'm worried I won't be able to take part coz I won't be able to attend the practice sessions during Dec hols. Hmm...Shall leave it to Mr Ganesh and let him decide. HEHE. Kk, enough of promotion. BACK TO CD COURSE. Starting was kinda boring actually, was learning about first aid and CPR, basically what we learnt last year. I just took it as a revision session, hah. OH! and we got a chance to bandage each other's HEADS. Hehe. SO FUNNY CAN. Some of the other people bandage till the whole dressing like can drop even if you just slightly move your head. HAHA. And unfortunately, Danqiong's partner did that to her. HAHA. Then, after another round of lecture we got a chance to be 'TRAPPED' in a room with 10+ ppl and we had to seal up the "room" with masking tape as fast as we could coz some gas was released. If that would have been a real situation, I think everyone in the room would have died coz the masking tape was so SUCKY. It took us AGES to get a complete masking tape out to tape the windows. What was WORSE was that I was taping up this window, supposedly the one in the "toilet", and the "smoke" started to seep in already! My eyes were stinging a little (coz the gas was supposedly tear gas) and the thing STINKS. I bet I was one of the first ppl who experienced the gas considering that I was RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE WINDOW. In the end, of course the SJI ppl in the other "room" managed to entirely block out the gas whereas we had to suffer the consequences of being slow. BUT IT'S NOT ENTIRELY OUR FAULT COZ THE MASKING TAPES ALL FAILED ON US! Kk, that was the only time of the day that I felt it was fun. Hehe. After that was the test and apparently everyone passed coz like the instructor was like "this is A question" or "BE careful of this question" or "SEE this question carefully". so obviously from these statements we can pick up the hints and know the answer was A, B or C. HAHA. SO CHEAT. But he only gave us the answers for the first ten questions (I didn't even read the questions, I just followed the hints, hehe) then the other 5 we had to figure it out ourselves. Well, obviously no one failed this test. I think the courses we attended so far have instructors who very much wished the cadets to pass coz both the SANA and CD course the instructors were all HINTING like crazy. HAHA. So nice of them, save us from the trouble of having to revise or wadever. :D:D After the test, we went for fire extinguishing lesson. I was called (by the name of "the girl standing like that with a silver watch" WADEVER) to try out the water extinguisher which was very HEAVY. Took me super long to put of the fire coz dunno why the water just wouldn't aim at the fire. HAHA. yep. SO after everything, TIME TO GO HOME! weee... Took a taxi home and VOILA, here I am BLOGGING. haha.

In conclusion, CD course was OKAY. BUT I'm very ANGRY now coz while I was wasting my time there, VERON'S WATCHING HOUSE SEASON 3!!!! haha. Okay, not really ANGRY. HAHA. Anywayz, she said HOUSE GONNA HAVE BRAIN CANCER! MAN....In-operable somemore...SAD :'( House CANNOT die!!!!! WHY HIM!!!! I'd rather have Chase or Foreman have it. HAHA. K. I'm MEAN. But it's very SAD! I think they just want House dead so they don't need to film so many seasons. BOO! Don't like them anymore! :( Never mind. Shall enjoy the current season of House first :) There'll be House today too! at 10 on AXN! weee....NOT GONNA MISS IT AT ALL! Better treasure the moments when I can see him before he gets brain cancer and dies. Hehe. Maybe if I don't watch season 3 then he won't get brain cancer. LAME. haha. kk. going crazy soon. OH! and I currently have the urge to buy a rubiks cube and learn how to solve it NOW!!! Shall tell that to my mom since she wants to buy me something for my results which aren't good at all. I think she's just trying to find ways to spend her money. HEHE. So shall fulfill her wish and ask her to buy one for me :D SO, I shall be learning how to solve the cube during the hols and the next time you see me, I should be able to solve the cube in SECONDS. Muahaha...That shall be my holiday goal :D. Kkk, gotta go already. Till next time, BYE!

I DON'T WANT HOUSE TO DIE! :(((((